1am thoughts
I pray to God that my niece and nephew grow up in a world where mental health is easier to access and that there is no such thing as heroin.

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1am thoughts
I pray to God that my niece and nephew grow up in a world where mental health is easier to access and that there is no such thing as heroin.
and now marc
I wish dolls could just pose without me holding them
A Baby
I want a cute boyfie to be in meaningful relationship with, is it too much
The End Times was not wrought by the immaculate hand of God or through the choir-song of thousand-eyed burning angels. Heralded by cardboard signs and faded ink and filthy hands raised above the masses who’d rather look anywhere else. No seals broke but the promises of those in power; no judgement given but the blame we bear. Cuff-links glitter as handshakes cement the damage, pearly-white smiles are the gates to our destruction. The news would gladly claim the Horsemen our executioners before casting a spotlight onto the handful of self-important beasts who alleviated themselves of humanity long ago. First drowned in money, the second time in blood. The planet burns and, just as we emerged, we sputter into the dust. We do not deserve remembrance.
Yeah well fuck
So I finally get to call him after how long and literally he doesn’t give a shit and just hangs up because he wants to go back playing and also cuz I didn’t even fap like okay whatever my fault for actually wanting to talk to you and have intimate time because I really hecking missed you?? Like fuck I should have just maybe emotionally detatched myself from you instead of Hawaii
Like yeah I’m sorry I had bad news? But you didn’t clearly say yes I’m paying for your flight, your ticket, these are your tickets see you here— like I thought you wouldn’t have paid so even though I was disappointed too I didn’t say anything to my mom other than uh...what about my Hatsune miku concert— to which she just said “go in Japan or anywhere else she’s not a real person it’ll happen again anytime” and as angry as she was already I just didn’t have a place to say anything???? Likeim sorry but all in all honesty, I just kind of wanted to talk to you like ???? Do you even want me to come tbh
I’m sad angry at my sister because she found out I got into color guard as an alternate and texted both me (which was okay) and our mom. I feel really stupid but it was my news to share.
She thought I had texted her immediately but I always wait until my family is all in one place so nobody finds out last and feels left out. She also felt it was appropriate to tell me that I didn’t get in as a full member because A. I’m a freshman and B. because I had a panic attack before auditions and they can’t risk not having a guard member due to how low funding gets. A is understandable because I’ve only had a flag in my hands for like, a week, but B. just made me feel really upset. I had six tests that day, was late due to a communication issue that was completely out of my control, started the pill on Sunday which was messing with my hormones, and the wind was making it impossible to correctly spin the flag which freaked me out even more. She kept talking about how the director and the seniors wanted me to gain more confidence but it wasn’t her fucking place to ask. It wasn’t her fucking place to tell our mom. It was supposed to be my thing.