#sad cripple

[cripplywobblytimeywimey]

It's actually breaking my heart that my illness is the way that it is. The last couple of weeks I've had to take a lot more rest than usual, and now my brother is asking when I can next do a day trip with him. I don't know when I'll be able to next do that, because even with my energy levels being good, I'm the most broke I've ever been this month. He's autistic too but struggles with unknowns a lot more than me. I can't just tell him that I don't know. But I also can't tell him any specific time because I don't know if im in a flare up or my baseline is changing for good.

Also doesn't help that I have to use my already limited energy to go to the community fridge multiple times a week to get a hold of free food

[toymoder]

Adding on to a lot of posts I've seen about people going to pride for the first time, going to pride the bazillionth time, not going to pride, hating pride, loving pride:

Can we work on making pride accessible?

It's ok if its not accessible to me or to everyone but I'd like able bodied pride organizers and attendees to attempt

Straight, Cis, Queer, Trans people who are able bodied are all equally guilty of making it inaccessible and crowds of them isn't inherently bad but often makes it worse

Please consider:

Ramps

Shade

Seating (NOT PAID)

Bathroom access

Bus routes

If nothing else be honest and specific about the accessibility

If there's nothing on the website maybe add it or take notes. Think about the intended use for the space youre in and how that might affect disabled people. Maybe imagine yourself in a wheelchair, how would you get around?

[toymoder]

Live to throat your dick on my knees

Made to suffer for it like I'm lactose intolerant because my joints pop in and out of place

😔

[mad-wheelies]

In local surprising news - me walking 6 kilometres with no aids for the first time in like a year has sent me into a flare up where I have lost most of my mobility again.

[toymoder]

Sorry i haven't been horny in a scary way im too sad