“Can i ask you something Angel?” “What?” “How does it feel to love, but never to be loved?” Cas was taken back and tries to stay cool. “What?” “I mean, he does care for you, sure, they both do....but they don’t love you, no matter what kind of love” The demon smirks and notice that Castiel gets more confused and nervous. So he doesn’t repley. “One day, Halo, one day, all human you love and care so much about, will die, and you can nothing do against that, and then what?” Cas looks aways, pretending the monster isn’t here. “You are a fallen one, outcasted by the one you call Family, you will rotten here, and become something like me maybe” That makes Cas snap “I will never be something like you” The black eyed beast just smiles. “WHy not? You already killed for one human being, how long do you last when you realize that you failed and kill just to fill the hole you made, all by yourself?” Cas got angry. He should just kill the demon, but they needed information. So he made the decison to let it stay in the devil trap and get out to take a breath of fresh air. In that moment Dean and Sam arrived. “You okay?” Sam asked as he half passed him, right away to the demon. He just nooded. The younger Winchester gave him a straight smile and went inside. “Cas?” Dean looked worried. “Yes, Dean?” He straighted up, trying to forget the very true words of the Demon. “Ya sure, you are okay? Did the Demon do anything o-” “I’m fine” There was an akward pause between them. Dean accepted his answer and went after his brother.
He stayed in the dark, cold night. Breathing in and out, watching the stars. Pretending to feel only the cold night, and not the empyt hole which began to form in his chest.
