#sad rants

[antrea]

phly top disappointments of the first half of the flyers season

charlie: #1 sam ersson (bc he had high expectations), #2 morgan frost, #3 joel farabee kelly: #1 morgan frost, #2 owen tippett, #3 i actually don't know if i caught her third bill: #1 morgan frost, #2 joel farabee, #3 penalty kill

but basically yes. your girl, annie tumblr user antrea has the most fail faves (frosty, tippy, bee) in the history of the world and if you think your faves suck well too bad bc mine suck more.

frosty: did not freaking seize this opportunity to center and playmake for mich and force the org to seriously think about keeping him for the future. let's hope and pray second half morgan frost makes his annual appearance........

tippy: bill and charlie are cutting him more slack but i'm as disappointed as kelly that he's still just stayed stagnant instead of lighting it up like tk has done after signing a big contract

beezer: on pace for a TWENTY-EIGHT POINT season................ charlie made a point that he actually didn't like his reasoning for fighting dewar last night because he wishes bee still had the mentality like "hey i'm one of the team's top goalscorers so they need me on the ice for 5 min" instead of thinking his only value is a fourth line 'generating excitement' type of guy :(

i hate it hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[clairelsonao3]

How beta reading for my WIP went today

[rachniqueenluxy]

Ignore me and this 💚

I am so stressed and I just want to lock myself away for months and months and months and come out hoping everything is better

I have a horrible lump in my throat considering what's going to happen over the next few weeks and I am terrified

I'm annoying the people I want to talk to about it

I'm annoying myself by thinking about it

I'm annoying myself thinking about talking to people about it

I know people care but I don't have anything new to say???

I'm constantly instead just saying things like "I'm so stressed"

And fuck yeah if all goes to plan it's gonna be incredible

But that's IF

Oh my god

I'm so so scared, tumblr, so scared

And alllllll I can think about is self harming but I'm so close to 1000 days self harm free and I know I can't break that

But like

What else do I do

[chicknfriedrice]

seeing your high school friends meet up without you feels really fucking shitty ngl

[bag-of-organs]

there blows a cold wind

that clings to my skin

like the clammy trap

of loneliness

that wraps my body up

Like a rubber glove that

I can't take off

It's getting hard to breathe now

please help me, friend

can I call you that?

I'm waiting here

where are you?

please find me

I need you

please help me

I can't find myself

and so I can't help myself

please tell me you exist

and if so then come and find me

I walked so far, trying to find you

that I lost myself

please find me

for I am trapped

I am lost

find me

please help me

just this once

I'm begging you

[sianyface]

Everyone is just moving on with their life and I'm just moving backwards and I hate it

[trash-but-recyclable]

I wish that the one person I’m supposed to be able to trust most in this world wasn’t the person who makes me hate everything about myself and makes me feel the most isolated and alone.

[yhmir]

I know that people mean well and probably just want to point out what they see as a silver lining but “You’re lucky to have a house,” doesn’t really do anything but make me hatre the fact that I don’t feel lucky.

Because you know. I’d rather have my mom back and still live in my shitty, to expensive apartment.