#sadistikitteh

[shadowofthelamp]

Tagged to do an author meme by @sadistikitteh! I’m not tagging anyone but if you do follow me and want to try it out, feel free to tag back so I can see!

Author name: Shadowofthelamp! Look, I like what I’ve got.

Fandoms you write for: Yugioh, Invader Zim, Steven Universe, Gravity Falls... my ao3 fandom list is pretty long.

Most popular one shot: A venom kinkfic, which kind of makes sense. (That’s for ao3, since the stuff on ffnet is all old and had more time to accumulate views.)

Most popular multi-chapter: Adventures in Parenthood, by a loooooong shot, with 2k more views than my collection of smutty SU oneshots and everything else is less than 2k in general. When compared to ffnet, though, Dib’s Birthday has it beat by 12k views. That story also has more chapters and is eight years old, though.

Favourite story you wrote:  I still have a big soft spot for Crushing the Code, honestly. Although weirdly enough, the abridged feefshipping thing for that trade last year is probably right up there.

Story you were nervous to post: The one involving self-harm and Ymalik, just because it was really personal. I don’t know what I would have done if someone had come after me for being trivializing or whatever.

How do you choose your titles: I just try to pick a few words or a general idea that represents the fic somehow.

Do you outline: Most of the time, I write oneshots, so I don’t really need to.

Complete: Most of my multichapters don’t get finished if they’re more than a couple chapters, which is why I really want to be sure AIP does.

In progress: Currently, AiP is the big one.

Coming soon: The potential AiP sequel, as well as something to do with vampire bee Dib.

Do you accept prompts: Yeah! I can’t guarantee anything but I always like getting them.

Upcoming story you are most excited to write: Bee boyyyyyyy, mostly because I’m having a lot of fun with the time au stuff here already

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>“Perhaps, if you had worded it differently, like emailing me or something in private than some sad attempt at a callout comment?”

Sad attempt at a callout comment? Literally just own up to what you did. Also isn’t it always the way of the abuser to try hiding and controlling information. I talked to another abuser recently who wanted me to keep the shitty things he did to PMs as well. If this is how you act publicly I can't imagine what you'd say in private. Also A03 doesn’t have a messaging system? Email? How?

>“Approaching this situation as seriously as you are now--”

Yes, because it’s SERIOUS to me. Why else would he have contacted you?!

>“Maybe I would have had a different reaction and respected his wishes but...no.”

You’re the only one giving attitude, and I shouldn’t have to justify why you should RESPECT ME just because we broke up. Why do I have to put my sexual history on BLAST to make you take me seriously? Do I need to give proof? Do I need to OUT myself and the things I’ve been through so you’ll stop? Why are you doing this? Also

>“MAYBE I would have--”

MAYBE? No you wouldn’t have. You’re guilting my friend again despite the fact that you’re the one being called out. You admitted to being guilty and you hurt me.

>”I don’t wish for any contact with him--”

Neither do I. And I still don’t. But you’ve forced my hand.

>”Then again, considering my last interaction with you I’m half suspecting you don’t give a solid shit about how he’d feel about this whole interaction, do you? ”

Stop attacking my friends. He’s my BEST FRIEND?! We’re both younger than you and yet have grown up more than you seem to have (which seems not at all despite all your virtue signalling). What you're doing now has nothing to do with whatever interaction you’re talking about. Stop deflecting responsibility. Is it painful to imagine relationships aren't a lost cause if you actually communicate? If you GROW UP and learn? If you care?

>”I won’t take this down--”

>”Go ahead and put me on blast--”

You say that but then deleted his comments and orphaned the fic instead of deleting it. Coward. If you truly are in the right, you would have left it up. I live with the fact that horrible “””fic””” is still swimming around and is based around a time in my life I was being abused. No one is saying you can’t write fanfiction, it’s the fact that I wrote and brewed the concepts with you for YEARS and therefore feel violated when you pretend there’s a complete detachment to SESSIONS WORTH OF SEX and INTIMACY every other fucking scene but still want to go back to those stories and rewrite parts I had a fucking hand in,stealing my quirks, ideas, THE JOURNEY THAT LED TO THOSE SCENES…….

>”I’ll make sure to credit him as the sub-author in future rewrites--”

This makes my heart fucking race. What the hell is wrong with you. You don’t only plan to leave these fics up but you’re going to KEEP doing this? How is this not petty? How is this not revenge porn at this point? I said I want nothing to do with you. Please just LEAVE me alone! Stop talking about me! Leave our private roleplays in the past and COME UP WITH SOMETHING NEW. I’m BEGGING YOU.

>”And he has you to thank for that <3”

Gaslighting my friend again for only asking you to take the fics down and to leave me alone.

“Leave my friend alone” “No, I’m going to talk about him more because of you, hope you feel guilty. <3”

With a heart and everything. Are you a fucking adult, or aren’t you? Act your age. Own up to your mistakes.

I haven't talked to or mentioned you at all since we departed. If you have issues to get through, do it privately. The fact you didn't consider how this would make me feel (and got malicious after learning how it DID make me feel) says millions