#sadness again

[maybealovestory]

Pensando en ti.

Amante de colores,

Tienes un don. Ves la belleza y eres capaz de plasmarla. Ves el horror y eres capaz de representarlo fielmente.

Eres poderoso. Eres talentoso. Eres increíble.

Sientes. Dudas. Sufres.

Has vivido cosas que nadie de tu edad debería.

Y aún así veo algo en tus ojos. Veo pasión y ganas de salir de las sombras en las que has quedado atrapado.

Que ironía. Tantos colores, tantos tonos, tantas combinaciones… y estás sumergido en un mundo gris.

Si pudieras verte con mis ojos… también te enamorarías de ti.

[maybealovestory]

Vivo de ilusiones.

Pero las ilusiones tienen fecha de caducidad

Y cuando se pasan…

Cómo duelen las condenadas.

[maybealovestory]

God is quiet.

Everything remains in silence.

You said nothing. At all.

So...

I feel lonely.

[omirgasht]

Аnd you know what?I’m so empty inside sometimes.So empty,that if you could see me right now you would ask yourself “Where is the girl with the sunny eyes,moony smile and starry dreams?”

I lost myself.I can’t breathe.I can’t find myself.Where am i ? 

[solomrk]

1000 until my next thousand!!

-me

[madmaddy-life]

I come to unpleasant conclusions... I was thinking about it for so long, and too often. And I want to quit everything.

I want to quit everything. And just go away.

No more talking, no more drawing, no more of this stupid shit... I feel overwhelmed. I have reasons to feel like this.

I wanted to be known for my own work. I tried. Here's my fucking star for this try. Now I'm going back to my corner, where everything is nice, where I have a couple of people who's really interested (sometimes), and I just will do everything for myself. Fuck the fan-art. It's not the main thing. If I ever will do it again - I'll do it for myself, and put it in a box. Not sharing it everytime, but just once in a long while, maybe, probably not.

And my own work... My stories, my OC's, my comics... Only here. Only for myself.

I was seeking for appreciation. I guess. No more.

[ectoghostygumshoe]

i feel really fucking sad now... so sad that i even cussed, and i don't really cuss that much. now i feel even worse and i don't know why!

[thlrlwalls]

So I had a great time at my Grandma's but of course as soon as I come home I'm faced with the fact that that cat isn't gonna live much longer, and I'm not sure she'll even last until Thursday's vet visit