Sometimes I wonder if our preferences for how we self harm are out of the norm. Cause we much prefer to do a lot of light cuts than deep ones. Enough to bleed a little but not enough to like, severely wound and scar the skin you know? The self harm scars we too have are mostly just discolouration than proper scar tissue
It's cause we prefer the sting and the bruising more than any actual pain from it. It's more of an emotional regulation thing. I think?
I relapsed again this morning and I've been thinking about it all day. Anyway if you want to see them you're more than welcome to ask









