a man so holy and profane ( words) by TheUniverseLost
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Fate/Grand Order
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart | Caster/Antonio Salieri | Avenger
Characters: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart | Caster, Mephistopheles | Caster, Antonio Salieri | Avenger
Additional Tags: Self-Loathing, Panic Attacks, Mental spirals, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Graphic Description of Injuries, Religious Imagery & Symbolism, Religious Guilt
Summary:
Number one rule of singularities from here on out: never bring Mephistopheles.
HELLO THE THREE PEOPLE WHO STILL BELIEVE IN ME I HAVE MORE SALIAMA FOR YOU the uh. The word count is a little broken. But. I had a friend check and the text is displaying. So everyone just HOLD YOUR BREATH AND HOPE IT'S FINE
Finished this one up as part of finish your fucking fics February, for the box 'update your newest WIP''!
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Wasn't sure if the subs was user or work; user subs is 7, work subs is 4.
Fun fact this year has accounted for like. Most of my words written sdfxcgv total for everything I've ever written is 86,342 SO YEAH I WAS. BUSY THIS YEAR. There wasn't anything for fandoms which is valid but all my writing this year has been for Fate Grand Order! Wow! Admittedly I do have like seven Transformers g1 cartoon fics in the works now sdfxcvg but even more FGO WIPs still kicking around...
Hush is by far my most visited fic this year, which I do think is thanks entirely to Lime's lovely art <3 you blessed me fr I can never thank you enough IT'S JUST SO PRETTY I'M STILL AAAAAAAA EVEN NOW. I am still fairly proud of this fic now, even though some of the pacing doesn't hit quite right for my brain. Something about the exhaustion of farming an event five million times mixed with soft care,,,,it melts me forever, still enjoy.
My favorite though...while I loved all the fics I worked on and several were contenders, I just...really like Wish I'd Been a Teenage Rebel. It's absolutely not gonna be everyone's cup of tea, there's definitely points where I don't like the pacing or the way I wrote something, and I'm forever worried it's just Bad or like I didn't write it Well but it also feels raw and I'm holding it so close forever. Especially the last chapter.
It's been a pretty good year for fic writing all things considered! I finally got out of my fear of posting at the end of last year, and then this year I met some really great fandom mutuals and I've got to see so much amazing stuff!! Looking forward to writing into the new year,,,,maybe even finishing something from my WIP mountain dfxgv not sure I'll hit stats like these again with how the brain has been lately given work and current events but hey, I'm still trying <3
And if you want to read either fic:
Hush
Pairing: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart | Caster/Antonio Salieri | Avenger
Rating: M [to be safe]
Summary:
A new event harkens and with it comes overworking and no rests, gotta get that saint quartz flavored bread. Salieri would have complaints if he wasn't so exhausted that he can barely even think.
Wish I'd Been a Teenage Rebel
Pairing: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart | Caster/Antonio Salieri | Avenger [modern AU, see tags]
Rating: T
Summary:
It's hard to be a teenager. It's even harder being a teenager when Amadeus has been living in the wrong body for fifteen years. She still finds a safe space amidst a world out to do her harm. And time marches ever on.
I hope you all had a great 2024, and wishing us all the luck, recovery, and strength for 2025.
coming into your ask box, with tail between my legs and pleading eyes, asking for characters you know i would ask. and 43
YOU ASKED ME TO BE EVIL IN DMs SO I WAS EVIL I HOPE WE'LL STILL BE FRIENDS the ask game is here for anyone who wants it I prommy I'm only evil if asked <3
Like a Lamb to the Slaughter
Pairing: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart/Antonio Salieri
Kiss: 43, bloody
Rating: Explicit for violence and gore
Summary:
The best laid plans of musicians and men...
Heed the tags. Everyone, look at me. Look at me. Heed the tags. I mean it.
THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE ASK LIME. YOU ASKED FOR EVIL. MAYBE I SUCCESSFULLY DELIVERED.
Top 5 AUs of whatever you have cooking, whether they are in fics or just floating ideas :3c
HMMMMMMMM SOMEONE IS TRYING TO SNOOP I SEE UWU /j these are all FGO AUs because my Star Wars AU is honestly still killing me orz I have so many ideas but I can't get them arranged right for it [I wanna bring in Hondo IMMEDIATELY he is SO FUN but I have to make it make sense...] and Star Wars fans SCARY X'D
The Pursuit of Diarmuid and Grainne AU:
So this AU is one I don't honestly know if I'll ever finish all the way or publish. Mainly because while I've read several Pursuits now, there's a lot of other mythos knowledge I need and it's hard to find non-Anglicized sources for me??? Unless anyone has a resource to share dfxcghv it started from my love of Diarmuid from FGO and all of Tea's really good Diarmuid and Fionn headcanons and a specific fic of theirs, Oh, Darling, You Can Stop Drowning that got me realizing that yeah The Pursuit being portrayed as a tragic romance....when one party held all the power via magical curse and the other just. Was forced along. Yeah...BUT that's another reason I probably won't post it in the end; the entire thing is built up on Tea's headcanons, so it also feels like it's not really my right to write it or post it. I'm mostly writing it out to read myself because I just,,,,need the serotonin,,, dfgv
Anyway. Main differences in this AU:
-Fionn is not attending the engagement because he is engaged to Grainne, but because it would be an insult not to attend. I haven't decided if he simply didn't express interest or if Sadhbh is still alive in this AU [basically just making it an entire mythos au not just a pursuit one]. If it's the latter it adds another layer because uh yeah Sadhbh is also mad her husband's dearest friend got stolen away and she would like to know Grainne's location as well thank you Very much.
-Diarmuid leaves pretty clear signs that it wasn't a willing departure WHICH IT WASN'T IN THE FIRST PLACE he actually, in one version I found, tries to throw her off several times [and this is AFTER Grainne already tried and failed to make a pass at Oisin and maybe also Oscar in the version I saw, can't remember], but he pretty desperately tries to wake Fionn in this one, both out of concern for his friend and then realizing what is about to happen. Not a huge difference I'm just rambling now sdfxghcv
-When Fionn wakes up from the sleeping draught he sees that Diarmuid is gone and Immediately knows Grainne did something bcus Diarmuid mentioned her Attention earlier in the story. Following a HC of Tea's, this Pursuit is, rather than a "Dude that was MY fiance", a "RETURN. MY BEST FRIEND. TO ME. RIGHT. NOW." Pursuit.
-Undecided how I want it to end; if they make it the full seven years and somehow??? Diarmuid returns to Fionn after???? If Fionn catches up and Diarmuid can't calm him down and he kills Grainne,,,which is INSTANT POLITICAL RAMIFICATIONS bad ending,,,,if he catches up prior to the full seven years and somehow???? Breaks the geis???
ULTIMATELY doesn't matter since it'll prob just be for me to read BUT it's one that has consumed my brain sfdg
2. Vinyl Destination [named by Ye uwu] Avenger Agenda/Saliama AU! LESBIAN TRANS COMPOSERS T4T LESBIANS HELL YEAHHHHHHH LESBIAN POLYCULE IN GENERAL I've mentioned this one to you plenty I'm sure but, Salieri who leaves the classical world that will never accept her and she goes to purposefully try and make herself a laughingstock by starting a punk metal band, a failure, etc etc so that she can. Well. Feel justified let's put it that way. BUT INSTEAD they ROCKET up the charts and suddenly she has to keep living, has to keep going.
During all of this Mozart is still in the closet and doing her best to break free but still stay safe with her father constantly watching every move. It started as an au where Mozart is in classical and Salieri punk, covering each other's songs to annoy each other how did it end up like this HOW DID IT END UP LIKE THIS anyway it's Salieri/Dantes/Jalter [all ladies] with Salieri also dating Mozart [lady] and Jalter also dating Boudica [lady].
3. So this one has NOTHING written down about it anywhere at all, but Fairy Knight Bedivere AU. And by Fairy Knight I don't mean like the FGO ones I mean it in the sense of like. Magic Knight Rayearth. He has a pact with Fou [who can change sizes, sometimes he is Fou sizze sometimes he is mount size sometimes he is HUGE] and they just...travel together and help people. Low stakes, probably set after an apocalypse so I can get some fun post-apocalyptic shit in there, as Enrichment. Could possibly involve some BediTris because that's my main ship for him, but could also just be a gen little fic/series about Bedivere and Fou saving the world one person at a time.
4. Arguably my WEIRDEST most cracky AU is the Hatoful Boyfriend Salierik AU. This was originally started for the Dead Dove day of Rarepair week, bcus I legit started that week with FOUR PAIRINGS. Anyway I thought it would be funny to make a pun with Dead Dove bcus,,,Hatoful Boyfriend,,,Erik is a murderous Magpie and Salieri is a massive vulture constantly in pain bcus the virus didn't mutate his family right. The Dead Dove is also literal bcus it's hatoful boyfriend so you know it's got murder, teeeeeechnical cannibalism bcus one character is killed for her bones????, some fun little gaslighting, etc etc
Just an AU for me to lelt Erik be a funky freaky little murder birb [all for his darling Salieri ofc] this is like 50% because I thought it would be funny 50% I asked Wolfie enough questions that I Gotta do it now XD It's partly written but has a lot of gaps.
5. Unrequited Fionndiar hanahaki AU. ONCE AGAIN NO ONE IS SURPRISED this started with a Tea headcanon, linking it from when I reblogged it bcus some of my thoughts are spewed into the tags dfzsxvg anyway the whole reason why this is especially fun is, as it alludes to there, Diarmuid, in the myths where he DOES die, has one fated death at the hands of his brother who was turned into a boar. This is because Donn killed someone's kid btw so then that was just. Placed upon Diarmuid and his brother's heads.
SO ANYWAY he has to die that way, and any other deadly injury he just bounces back from. So he contracts lungflower [Tea's thought on an alt name], and he Immediately knows what it is and who it's for. Cue Diarmuid desperately trying to hide it, growing proficient at swallowing down petal and stem and thorn until he is alone and it forces its way back up, trying to keep Fionn from suspecting anything because Fionn would damn himself to unhappiness if it means saving Diarmuid pain.
And he learns how to hide it, how to manage it, everything he needs. but eventually he DOES die. And FIonn finds him, as he is dying, and Diarmuid is trying to desperately swallow flowers but Fionn forces his mouth open to pour water into and. Well. He knows who they're for, because Diarmuid never made his feelings secret. So like another layer of guilt onto the man about to lose his best friend
FLASH FORWARD TO CHALDEA and Diarmuid starts coughing up flowers again basically the Moment Fionn is summoned. He tries to hide it but the Second Fionn hears a cough he is on that shit. Considering??? Fionn wants to try a relationship with Diarmuid now at this point, but Diarmuid assumes he's only reaching out to spare him the flowers. LOTS OF ANGST.
