Thank you @messitydepressity for the tag. Here's a little something for @tessjoelmonth2025. It's one of my older wips that I'm dusting off and taking another stab at. Polishing it up.
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Chase came to a slow stop behind the pair, and when he caught sight of the Skype call, he grinned. He strolled over and leaned down to get into the video frame, propping his elbows on the back of Jack and Mark’s chairs and smiling between their tense faces, oblivious to it all.
“Sup bro! You’re MatPat, yeah?”
Matt had gone very still, his eyes wide as saucers and his mouth hanging open in a search for words that, Jack had a feeling, would never come. His expression was familiar to the Irishman...in that it was very, very similar to the one he had worn when he had accidentally seen Sam for the first time.
“W-What–”
Jack sighed wearily and ran a hand through his hair, slouching back in his seat.
“Chase,” he mumbled, almost apologetically for Matt’s sake, “this is Matt. Matt...this is...part of that ‘Serious Shit’ we need to talk about.”
Matt dropped his Diet Coke.
The Skype call fell silent for a long moment.
Mark managed to draw Chase into a sheepish state of quiet with an exasperated look and a huff, Sam curled closer into Jack’s shoulder from the tension in the room alone, and Jack waited with baited breath to see how Matt would react once he was free from his shocked, stunned stupor. None of them had to wait long.
“What?!” Matt demanded, both hands clutching at his hair. His voice had gone high and squeaky, and semi-hysterical laughter bubbled past his lips. “Wait - what?! That’s - he’s–”
Then he was grinning, excited, baffled joy lighting up his entire being. His exhaustion from before seemed to vanish behind utter glee.
“He’s alive, yeah,” Jack nodded, starting to smile himself. Chase fell back into a cocky grin and dragged a chair around the table, straddling it backwards and leaning forward between the YouTubers again to keep himself in the conversation.
“He looks just like you.” Matt sounded in awe. “But how–”
“Probably the same reason as Sam and Tim,” Mark supplied. “I’ve got a theory about belief playing a huge part in this, and though I’m not sure how to prove it, it’s the best one we’ve got so far.”
“Tim…?”
“Tiny Box Tim.”
Sam perked up at the name. He nodded happily and swooped into the air, doing a little loop and darting out of the room...perhaps in search of his newfound friend.
“That’s...your channel mascot, right?” Matt hazarded, looking almost uncertain, and Mark shrugged.
“Essentially. Or, he used to be. Not so much now-a-days, but that’s for his own safety more than anything else.”
Jack blinked. Oh. That...made sense, actually. He’d been vaguely aware - if not actively so - that Mark hadn’t really mentioned Tim recently on his channel, but it wasn’t as if he had known Tim was real until recently either.
“So–” Matt stooped out of frame, reappearing with the fallen Diet Coke in his grip and toying with the bottle between his hands. He ran a hand through his hair a few times, puzzling something out, then he spoke again. “So. Okay. So. Sam and Tim are real. And now...Chase, was it…?”
“Yeah bro. Chase Brody.” Chase gave Matt a tiny two-fingered wave with a proud little smirk.
“Chase Brody,” Matt nodded in thanks. “And now Chase is real. So that’s three characters that have come to life, right? And supposedly, if Mark is to be believed then – what?”
He trailed off with a question at the look Mark and Jack were exchanging on the other side of the camera. A strain had appeared behind their eyes, a tightness in their expressions, and Chase seemed to have turned a little grim as well. His jaw had gone tight and he looked away, tossing a half-glance over his shoulder toward the door.
“It’s not three, man,” Chase muttered. He tossed a glance to the camera before rising from his chair, crossing to the kitchen doorway and leaning out of the room with one hand on the doorframe. “Yo, Hen! Henrik!” He huffed and took a deep breath, shouting louder. “HENRIK–”
“VHAT?!” Henrik’s German accent came from somewhere in the apartment, distant and muffled by the walls between the two men. "Just text me, don't shout like a verdammt hooligan–"
"Phone's charging," Chase shot back. "Get in the kitchen. Skype call. Important shit."
"Sheisse–" There was muffled grumbling in the distance, then– "Pants?"
Chase glanced down, and from his seat Jack could see Chase's shoulders sag at the sight of his utter lack of anything more than boxers on his legs. Whether it was in sheepish embarrassment or annoyance that he had to wear real pants, Jack couldn't be sure.
"...would you be pissed if I said no?" Chase called back. Henrik swore from somewhere down the hall.
"Idiot. Every damn time you get on a video call…”
“Another one of your characters, I presume?”
Jack and Mark both refocused on the computer screen at Matt’s voice, and Jack chuckled weakly.
“Yeah...Dr. Henrik von Schneeplestein. German doctor.”
“Huh.” Matt unscrewed the lid of his Coke slowly, just in case it exploded in his face, and - when it thankfully didn’t - brought the bottle to his lips as he asked his next question. “And are they always like this?”
Behind them, Henrik had finally appeared in gray slacks and a black turtleneck to shove a pair of wrinkled jeans at Chase’s chest, the two of them bickering in low tones all the while. Like an old married couple, or a couple of teenage boys. Like brothers. Like best friends, if Chase’s mirthful smirk and Henrik’s eye-rolling chuckle was anything to go by.
“You’re askin’ the wrong guy, man,” Jack shrugged. “Sure, I created ‘em, but that doesn’t mean I ever wrote ‘em in the same scenes together. This is – well.” He looked to Mark, who quirked an eyebrow at him. “...well I mean you’ve been more creative wit’ your Egos’ interactions, Mark. I’ve yet ta put mine in the same room. This is the first time I’ve seen ‘em talk to each other at all.”
“Trust me,” Mark’s expression darkened a fraction. “I’d much rather be seeing my Egos talking like yours are right now. Seeing the two of them together last night, discussing whether or not I should be left alone…” He shuddered and his shoulders tensed.
“So...more than three,” Matt concluded, and for the first time his expression was beginning to take on some of the tension the rest of the call’s participants had been carrying since the beginning.
“More like seven if you’re counting the kids,” Chase confirmed, appearing over Jack’s shoulder. He was tugging a pair of jeans onto his legs, fighting with the zipper while Henrik began making himself a cup of coffee in the background.
“Und by ‘kids’ you mean Sam and Tim, ja?” he asked, to which Chase nodded.
“Seven–” Matt let out a slow breath and slouched back on his couch, eyes unfocussed as thoughts raced through his mind. One hand was running haphazardly through his hair while the other continued to toy with the lid of his Coke bottle.
“Yeah, seven,” Mark agreed. Then… “So far.”
Jack winced, and Chase and Henrik exchanged tense looks behind him. So far. It was a thought they had been avoiding, but all the same, it was one that had crossed everyone’s mind. So far . ‘So far’ implied ‘More to come’. It implied that Darkiplier, Antisepticeye, and Googleplier would not be the last of the darker Egos to appear...but at the same time it offered some hope that characters like Jackie and Marvin and maybe Dr. Iplier may be willing to step in and help…if they showed up, that is.
“You do realize how...how...earth shattering this entire concept is, don’t you?”
Matt’s gaze was still distant, unfocussed, his head resting back against the couch cushions and his eyes aimed somewhere near the ceiling. The gray bottle cap from his Coke bottle rolled between his fingers, clicking quietly against his wedding ring every so often. Jack could see the gears turning in the theorist’s brain, could tell even through the screen that this was a lot for Matt to wrap his head around.
“Nooo,” Jack drawled sarcastically, and one of his hands came up to itch at the side of his bruised neck. “Bein’ attacked and almost killed by my own doppelganger, twice, definitely didn’t blow my fuckin’ mind.”
Mark rolled his eyes and elbowed his best friend in the side. Matt’s head jerked up off the couch and he went bug-eyed, shock and concern flooding his features, and in that exact moment two individual voices chimed in.
“What?!”
One was Matt.
The other was Robin...who had entered the call just in time to catch Jack’s last comment.
“Wait, I’m sorry,” Robin’s brow furrowed. He shifted in his seat - in his recording room, it seemed, which is where Jack would have been too had his fear of most technology (and memories in that room) not stopped him from setting foot in there a few hours beforehand - and levelled both Jack and Mark with a questioning look.
“I knew about the stream. I saw that one. What do you mean twice?”
Jack’s hand stilled against his neck and he blinked at the new arrival, looking a little sheepish and more than a little tense. He had texted Robin to give him a head’s up about Chase and Henrik being on the call. But he hadn’t really explained–
Twice. The first had been horrible...and the second was still so very fresh in his mind. Last night. Last night, in his sitting room, one room away. Last night and sharpened knives and glowing strings and a hand at his throat and–
Mark tapped Jack’s leg lightly, trying to wordlessly catch the other’s eye. The Irishman swallowed and snatched his hand away from where it remained by his throat, tossing a weary smile in his friend’s direction. He nodded minutely in thanks.
“After…” The word came out hoarse and Jack cleared his throat with a wince. “–after our call sort of...dropped last night, A– er...the...the glitch , showed up again. It...er…” He broke off, unsure how to explain what had happened in words that wouldn’t make him want to throw up.
Robin muttered a curse under his breath and Matt took a long swig from his Diet Coke.
“Jack, you’re still recovering, mein friend,” Henrik cut in. He stepped up behind Jack with his turtleneck sleeves rolled up to the elbow, leaning down to get a look at the bruising on Jack’s neck. “I can tell zhem about last night, ja? Perhaps Mark can fill in ze things I’ve missed.” He caught Chase’s attention and nodded to the stove. “Could you make him some tea?”
Chase, who had finally managed to fasten his jeans, nodded without a single comeback and started rifling through Jack’s cupboards in search of what he needed.
“Holy crap, you weren’t kidding…” Robin spoke again, his eyes wide and curious, watching Henrik and Chase on his screen and looking much like he was trying to convince himself this wasn’t just high quality video doctoring. “That’s Chase and Schneeplestein...seriously, you could be triplets. Are they all real now?”
“No.”
“Yes.”
The former was Jack. The latter was Henrik. Jack’s gaze snapped to him.
“Yes? What d’you mean, yes ?”
Every YouTuber in the conversation pinned Henrik with a look, each lingering somewhere between avid curiosity and a sharp demand for clarification. The doctor took that as his cue to pull up a chair. He quirked an eyebrow at the assembled audience and settled into his seat, folding his hands neatly in his lap.
“Perhaps ve ought to vait for ze final member of this conversation to arrive before charging ahead vith new information. Yes?”
“Okay, no, I get that part,” Matt cut Chase off in the middle of his re-retelling of the Nerf-vs-Knife battle he’d had against Anti. “Mind-controlling ‘puppet strings’ aren’t so impossible. There are plenty of cases in nature where living creatures can manipulate the thought processes of others, or even sedate their victims.”
Chase raised an eyebrow at the theorist.
“...we learn a lot of weird scientific facts while researching for our theory videos.”
Chase nodded with a quiet “huh”. It made sense.
“No, what I’m trying to figure out is how a living being can be both solid tissue and an entity with the capacity to separate into smaller pieces at will. You said Anti’s head exploded when you shot him?”
“Pretty much, yeah,” Chase shrugged. “I mean it like - flew apart into tiny flashing specs and then came back together. As far as I’ve been able to figure out, he’s not fully solid most of the time. I mean, dude, he literally appears out of the shadows. He’s like a digital ghost.”
“Digital…” Matt drummed his fingers against the half-empty Diet Coke bottle in his grip, a thoughtful expression on his face.
They had been discussing the recent chaos for almost an hour. Once Amy had arrived on the Skype call, and after she had checked and double-checked to make sure Mark was alright, Mark had jumped right into explaining what they knew so far. They had shared a link to the ending clip from Jack’s stream in the chat so Matt could watch it himself (Jack rightfully refused to relive that particular memory in detail again) and between Mark, Henrik, and - now - Chase, they were just about finished with their retelling of the past few weeks’ events. Technically, they had only recapped everything up until the post-battle discussion that had taken place after Anti and the others had left, but Matt had become somewhat fixated on how Anti functioned and had asked Chase for more details about the fight that had occurred.
“Pixels,” Jack chimed in. “The flashing specs? I thought they looked like pixels.”
The Irishman was nursing a warm mug of tea and doing very little talking, doctor’s orders. He and Mark still sat splitting center before the camera, and Chase was perched on his backwards seat behind and between the pair. Henrik had taken up a spot just behind Jack’s other shoulder, making for a slightly cramped but still visible seating arrangement.
Jack’s knee bounced incessantly throughout the discussion, his sneaker squeaking quietly against the linoleum, and Sam had returned to his spot on Jack’s shoulder (much to Amy’s delight). Tim had joined them by this time as well, and the tiny box couldn’t seem to decide between cuddling up in Mark’s lap and playing on the table with the small pile of tiny trinkets he’d apparently been collecting from various nooks and crannies in Jack’s apartment.
“Pixels. Alright.” Matt made a note of it on the spiral bound notebook he’d gone to fetch near the beginning of the call. The once-empty page was already filled with scrawlings and he had long since started onto the back as well. “I’ll take some time to analyze that clip from the livestream later. I’m sure I could learn a lot about how he works if I take it at a frame-by-frame breakdown…”
“If you need more to work with, I can try and get something from Jackie,” Chase offered, his chin now resting on his folded arms on the back of his chair. “I mean the guy loves filming his fights, and he’s definitely had a few with the Glitch Bitch.”
“I’m not sure who Jackie is, but if he’s got something, I’ll gladly take a look.”
It took Jack’s brain a second to realize what Chase had said. Once he did, his head whipped around so fast he felt his neck pop and the bruises on his throat throbbed.
“Jackie – wait, Jackieboy Man?” he asked, massaging his neck and ignoring Henrik’s sharp warning look for being so careless. “I have some fuckin’ questions.”
“You think you have questions?” Mark asked rhetorically.
“Mark, did you tell them about that theory of yours yet?” Amy asked, drawing her boyfriend’s attention. “That ‘believing’ thing.”
“I told Jack,” Mark told her. He flashed her a grateful smile and a wink. God, he was glad to have her around. “It’s probably worth bringing up. Thanks Amy.”
“Believing?” Matt this time, curious as ever about this entire ordeal.
“The power of belief,” Mark nodded. He resettled in his chair, folding one leg over the other and propping his right ankle on the opposite knee. “Matt, you’re familiar with Bendy and the Ink Machine, right?”
Matt gave him a flat look.
“...okay, yeah, dumb question,” Mark agreed. “Anyway - well, I explained it in a lot more detail to Jack last week, but to stick to the basics...I have a theory that Sam, Tim, Anti, and the rest of the egos were brought to life based on the fan following they gained from the fanbases they belong to. It - it sounds a little far-fetched, I know. But in listening to some of the dialogue from Bendy , Joey Drew’s ramblings about ‘belief’ having more power than people know...it got me thinking. Because each character that has shown up, every single one, has appeared after some sort of hype and attention was built around their character on YouTube. Sam and Tim showed up first. Tim came to life a few weeks after I shared an animation with Tim’s introduction on my channel. Sam was the first to show up on Jack’s end. I started seeing signs of...well…” He stammered for a moment, his eyes going distant, and Jack had a feeling he knew exactly what Mark couldn’t quite say.
“You started seein’ signs of Darkiplier. Your dark alter ego.”
“...r-right.” Mark nodded sharply.
He was fisting his hands in his lap at this point, and though they were out of the camera’s view, Jack could see how white his knuckles were and how tightly he was clenching his hands together. Tim seemed to sense Mark’s discomfort and tumbled off the kitchen table and into the YouTuber’s lap.
With a weak smile, Mark forced his hands apart and let his familiar climb happily into his palms.
“...I started seeing signs of...him...after I posted my short film series centered around his creation. Anti showed up shortly after the ‘Sam Lives’ incident went viral. While Sam’s video didn’t have Anti in it, it still acted as a spark to set things off, seeing as there had been some fanbase buildup right before then because of that video you made with Anti and Henrik.” That one was directed at Jack, who nodded. “The only one that doesn’t make sense to me is Google.”
“Wait, what about Chase?” Jack murmured, eyebrows furrowed.
“The Nerf gun, dude,” Chase told him, patting Jack’s shoulder. “It might not have made it into all your uploads, but don’t think I didn’t notice that.” He proceeded to pop up on the rear legs of his chair, balancing there with a hand on each of the chairs in front of him.
“The Nerf gun?” Jack asked, looking lost.
Mark, on the other hand, looked far from confused, his expression almost bordering on guilt. Jack turned slightly in his seat to face his best friend and set the half-cool tea he’d been holding on the kitchen table, levelling Mark with a pointed look. He waited a moment, watching Mark stew silently. Then–
“Got somethin’ to share wit’ the class, Markimoo?”
Mark coughed, then shrugged, and Jack was sure he’d have folded his arms across his chest in defense if Tim wasn’t still sitting in his hands.
“Well, I mean…” he stumbled over his words. “...I mean I may have been using the Nerf gun. A lot. In videos.”
“No no, I know that bit,” Jack nodded. “Ye scared th’ shite out o’ me more times ‘n I can count with that one. If that damn gun hadn’t been a great distraction the other night, I’d be tellin’ you off fer bein’ so annoying with yer random trigger-happy moments in the recording room. Tell me what I don’t know.”
A beat. Then finally Mark stammered out:
“It wasn’t random, alright?” he admitted, rubbing a thumb gently against Tim’s cheek, earning a little rumble of happiness from the tiny box. “After watching your stream, and after you told me you’d been cutting out glitches from your recordings before sending them to Robin, I had a feeling it wouldn’t just stop after Anti visited you in fully-formed person. So I...sort of...tried to make sure he didn’t come back again. Not fully. I kept the Nerf gun with me, and any time I thought I saw glitches or shadows in the corner of the room I’d shoot at it. It worked like a charm, for a while anyway. I just cut out any of the parts of the recording that had real glitching before I sent it off to be edited.”
Jack’s expression went stiff and strained, his throat feeling oddly tight. The change in atmosphere happened in a matter of moments.
“He...he was there?” He asked, the words leaving him a hoarse whisper. “The whole time, he was there? He could have - he could have shown up, at any moment, he almost did ...but...what–”
“Breathe.” Henrik. The doctor’s hand squeezed Jack’s shoulder and Jack was quick to latch onto it, his eyes shuttering closed and his free hand clutching at the leg of his jeans. “Take a breath, ja? Slowly. Zhat’s it…” Jack forced himself to calm down, Mark’s shoulder bumping his in apologetic support on his other side. Henrik’s voice was calm and even in his ear all the while.
“Anti vouldn’t have been able to get in so easily, trust me. It takes a lot of effort to reach zhis side of ze Brink, no matter how powerful you are. Mark’s efforts were more zhan enough to keep him at bay vhile it lasted. Anti most likely vould have returned sooner if your good friend had not been here.”
“Whoa, what?!” Chase interrupted, the front legs of his chair slamming back to the ground loudly. “What the hell, Hen? What happened to calling it “The Edge”? It sounds way cooler man, and we had, like, a majority vote!”
“Two out of five is not ze majority,” Henrik rolled his eyes. “Und you forget zhat ve are not ze only ones who live beyond it.”
“In that case, we should count–”
“Even if you add Bing to your numbers, it still isn't the majority,” Henrik muttered. Chase opened his mouth again, but before he could even speak– “And your purple-clad, eyeshadow-vearing edgelord of an acquaintance doesn’t help your case either.”
It sounded, to Jack, as though this wasn’t a new argument...but he didn’t feel up to mentioning that aloud.
Mark mouthed the words ‘purple clad’ and ‘edgelord’ with a look of baffled confusion on his face before he landed on the more important tidbit from Henrik and Chase’s convo, and said–
“Bing?”
“Yeah man!” Chase grinned, punching Mark lightly in the shoulder and nodding. “Bing’s a hell of a guy! He’s taught some sick nasty tricks on that skateboard of his...though I gotta say he’s leaps and bounds better than I am.”
Another familiar name. First Jackie, now Bing...
“Why don’t we take a step back here?” Matt piped up, all eyes drawn to his little corner of the screen at his words. He got a little more comfortable, took a long drink from his Diet Coke, and clicked his pen a few times in thought. “So we’ve got a whole bunch of supposedly-fictional characters all coming to life, right?” He started listing it off. “We’ve got Mark’s theory about ‘belief’ playing a role in this. We have what seems to be a greater universe here that includes all of these characters interacting in a capacity that hasn’t been explored in your canon plots on YouTube, right?” Both Jack and Mark nodded to confirm his question. “Alright. And then we’ve got this Brink thing that The Medic over here brought up, which - based on its context - serves as the barrier between the world the ‘fictional’ characters live in and the world we’re in right now.”
“I can see vhy you vanted to bring him in on zhis,” Henrik muttered to Jack with an almost proud smirk on his face. Jack nodded. Matt was kind of brilliant at connecting dots that nobody else could see...and hopefully he could help both Jack and Mark find a solution for the whole “my evil alter ego is coming to kill me please help” situation once he understood what was going on.
“So I think the next thing we need to do is to question our local fictional friends,” Matt went on. “Chase and Henrik. Clearly we’ve seen - or some of us have seen - the things happening on this side of the screen. Or - this side of the Brink. Either. Or...maybe both.” Confusion crossed his face for the briefest of moments before he shook it off and went on: “But either way, I think we need to know what happens on your side of that wall. If there’s anything at all that could help us understand how this all works, that would be fantastic.”
“That’s what I’d like to know,” Robin agreed, and Amy nodded along with the others.
“I wanna know how we got from writing and filming a super fun murder mystery, to finding a creepy bad guy haunting our house,” she said. “Normally that’s not something most filmmakers are worried about, right?”
Amy looked rightfully uncomfortable, and Mark smiled consolingly through the screen.
“I’d imagine not, no.”
“Alright, well, if we’re getting questioned–” Chase interrupted abruptly, standing from his chair and stretching, “–then I think I’m gonna need a drink for this.”
“Chase–”
“Want one Jack?” Chase offered, ignoring the warning tone coming from the good doctor.
“Nah, I’m good,” Jack waved him off, reaching once more from his tea. “Knock yourself out man. But if you could grab the honey while you’re over there, I’ll buy you more Doritos, yeah?”
Henrik’s mutterings of ‘Jack, don’t–’ were lost beneath an exuberant cheer from Chase.
“Awe hell yeah, dude,” Chase agreed with a cheeky grin.
“Chase–!”
“It’s chill, Hen,” Chase rolled his eyes. “I’ll be back in a sec.”
He escaped to the fridge, and Jack couldn’t help but compare his expression and posture to that of a teenager who knew he was doing something wrong but didn’t seem to care. That, combined with Henrik’s muttering of choice swear words mixed with something German he couldn’t understand, and Jack made a firm mental note to ask about the argument later. What in the world was going on…? He knew his characters. He had created them, after all. What could he be missing here?
“To answer your question,” Henrik bit out, finally turning away from Chase to face the Skype call again, “I have existed since ze beginning, or at least zhat is how I remember it. From ze moment this Jack created me in my first video, I’ve been alive on my side of ze Brink. Vith each new character and addition of plot, my backstory has filled in. I know, at one point, I didn’t remember being very good friends with Chase. But zhen I just...did. Some things, I know, didn’t come about from your videos, Jack. Some things just...vere. Und vhile I cannot be sure, I believe ve are affected just as much by the fans who believe in us as ze person who created us in ze first place."
Jack was momentarily floored.
“Like how even though you started off as a joke character who was a horrible doctor, you clearly have full medical experience now,” he pointed out, and Henrik smirked.
“Yes. Like zhat. You didn’t write it at first, but ze fans did. Und zhen you began to believe it to.”
“Oh yeah, about that,” Chase added, his tone tight. “I know you didn’t know we were real yet...but can I just say fuck you for the backstory you gave me? Dark humor is great and all, but fuckin’ hell man…”
Guilt flooded him and Jack flinched, bowing his head and swallowing thickly. Yeah. Yeah, he probably deserved that.
“I’m sorry for that. If I’d known you all were real, you know I never would have–”
“Nah, of course not,” Chase shrugged. He was still a little bitter as he sipped at his beer (under Henrik’s salty glare) but he honestly didn’t seem to hold any hatred toward Jack. Almost as an afterthought, he tugged the small bottle of honey out of his back pocket and tossed it on the table in front of Jack. “You’re a good guy. But like I said. Fuck, dude.”
Chase raised his beer in a halfhearted ‘cheers’ and took another long swig.
“Ve can talk about it later, ja?” Henrik said. He seemed tense. Tense and uncomfortable, but all the same, he was staying on topic better than any of them. “To carry on...our stories and beings are comprised of a balance of what you, ze creator, share vith the vorld, und most likely vhat the viewers believe vhen they see those stories. Not that something vill suddenly make us disappear or change in a drastic vay. If for vhatever reason you vere to retcon a character and replace zhem or redesign zhem, I get ze feeling something new would come to life instead of the original character being changed.”
“Like that edgy-ass version of Dark, right?” Chase tossed in, and Mark choked on air.
“What? ”
“Ya know, the old Darkiplier. He’s not the real deal anymore, but hell, he still hangs. He’s mostly like an edgy teenage ghost-dude who sometimes hangs with Bing and Virg–”
“That being said,” Henrik spoke up over his friend, “ve can be affected by things in ze outside vorld. Like my gaining proper medical knowledge...or more recently, Chase gaining a Nerf gun zhat holds more power zhan it did before.”
“That shit ain’t a plastic toy anymore,” Chase agreed.
“I was gonna ask where the hell that came from,” Jack nodded. “My Nerf gun - the real Nerf gun - didn’t do a damn thing to...him. When he showed up.”
“Don’t you remember? There was a shit ton of fanart going around with me and a PMA gun. I was blasting positivity, bro. I dunno why but I guess somehow it stuck in the minds of the fanbase or something? Hell if I know.” Chase shrugged and smirked over his beer bottle. “But now I’ve got it, and it’s helped a hell of a lot with our Anti problem on our side of the Brink.” He blinked and his grin widened. “And yours too, come to think of it.”
Matt had been quietly jotting down everything as it was said, his head down and eyes sharp and focussed despite the late hour on his end. Amy, too, looked somewhat exhausted.
“Anything else you know about the Brink?” Matt asked, barely sparing a glance at the camera as he continued to write.
“It’s this wall, this force, that basically separates our world from yours,” Chase shrugged, swirling the bottle in his hands as he spoke. “I wouldn’t exactly say it’s solid but it sure does a good job of keeping things contained. It took a lot to break through when Hen and I saw that you were in danger, Jack.”
“Why just you?” Jack asked. He was toying with the flip cap of the honey bottle, had been for a few minutes now, the quiet clicking of the cap playing beneath the ongoing conversation around him. “Why aren’t Marvin or Jackie here, or JJ?”
“Zhere hasn’t been enough ‘belief’ or power to allow zhem ze strength required to cross over,” Henrik provided the answer. “Chase and I vere given enough recently to grant us zhat privilege. Normally vhat ve have right now vouldn’t be enough...but Anti has been making it far too easy to cross over recently.”
Henrik’s expression darkened, and Matt’s pen stilled on his notebook.
“How so?” the theorist asked, finally looking up from his notes.
The good doctor looked thoughtful for a moment.
“Vell - let me put it like zhis.” He shifted to the edge of his seat and leaned forward, looking over his glasses with his fingers steepled before him. “Say you have a sheet of paper and a marble. If you drop ze marble on ze paper, it vill not break through. It may bounce off, but it cannot rip ze page. Now - let’s say you poke a hole in the middle of the paper vith a pencil. Ze marble still cannot break through, but if you vanted to pour smaller beads onto the page, zhey vould be able to pass through the hole. The more times you pour beads on the paper, the weaker the paper gets from ze veight und ze pressure.
“Over time, you can add larger, heavier beads to vear it down, and maybe you can poke two or three more holes in ze page very close to ze first one...und perhaps, now, if you vere to drop that marble onto ze page...either ze hole has been worn away enough and gotten big enough to let the marble fall through, or ze marble might be heavy enough to break what little paper separates the four holes vhich now exist.”
The good doctor leaned back in his seat again, hands folded in his lap.
“Either vay, things can pass through zhat paper much more easily now. Anti has been punching too many holes in the page...and he’s been dragging others through to help push ze process along. It is much easier to cross over zhan it used to be. So really, if you vanted, it vould not take much for Jackie or ze rest to cross over. All zhey vould need is a little...nudge. A little more veight on their marble. A spark to add to zheir power.”
“A catalyst,” Matt realized, with a little nod. “Something to add fuel to the fire of the fanbase.”
Jack and Mark exchanged a look, understanding dawning in both of their expressions, and they could see the same look in the eyes of the others on the call.
“We’ve gotta fake a leak,” Jack grinned. “A plot leak.”
“We can’t do it on our channels though,” Mark pointed out, making Jack’s grin falter for a moment. “You know that the moment you post something, or I post something, the Evil Trio are gonna pop out of the wall to attack again.”
“I dunno,” Chase grinned, looking cocky as he set his now-empty beer bottle aside and reached for the second one he had stashed beneath his chair. “After what I did to Anti? I doubt he’s gonna be walking away easily after that.”
“Even so…” Henrik’s eyes burned sharply behind his glasses and he reached over to steal the second bottle from Chase’s hands, shutting the other man’s complaints down with a firm shake of his head and a look. “Drawing less attention to ourselves is preferred. Ja?”
“Why don’t I do it?” Matt offered. He shrugged. “I’ve already posted that video about Sam. I could send out a tweet that hints at a new theory related to the Egos–”
“No.” Amy had spoken up, shaking her head firmly. “Matt, I’m sure the boys would appreciate your help, but not like this.”
“What do you mean ‘not like this’?”
“You have a son to take care of and he’s not worth putting yourself in danger for. Is he?”
Jack let out a low whistle and Mark got a dopey smile on his face at Amy’s words.
“...you really picked a good one, Mark,” Matt conceded, a tired chuckle escaping him. He ran a hand through his hair and flashed a sheepish smile to the camera.
“Hell yeah I did,” Mark agreed. “Damn. You’re good.”
“What can I say? I’m a smart girl,” Amy grinned, giving him a tongue-in-teeth smile. “And that’s also why I won’t offer myself up as a sacrifice. Dark probably already knows who I am since he’s been in our house, and though I don’t see him coming back now that you’re there, I don’t want to give him reason to come after me when you’re not here to be my backup.”
“She’s so good,” Mark reiterated, his expression taking on a dreamy and dark-eyed look. Jack had to elbow his best friend to keep him from drooling all over the kitchen floor.
“Alright, so, now that we’ve basically narrowed it down to almost none of us,” Robin spoke up now, “why don’t I do it? Why don’t I let something slip on a stream?”
“What?” Jack asked, looking reluctant to agree. “But that’s–”
“–probably the smartest plan we have,” Mark finished for him. “Robin is already involved. He edits all your videos. So as long as we are still the ones editing everything weird out of things before we send them, it would come across as Robin talking about legitimate future content.”
“Oh absolutely,” Robin nodded. Jack looked like he wasn’t entirely happy with this plan. Robin kept talking, “And since we already had Ego content planned, if Anti or that Google guy happen to be snooping in, we already have texts and messages from weeks and weeks back talking about things we wanted to do.”
“Yeah, but…” Jack tried to come up with another reason that this wasn’t going to work. “...but you’re in Sweden.”
“And…?”
“And what if something happens and we can’t get to you?”
“Jack, Anti von’t be going after anyone unless zhis actually vorks,” Henrik pointed out. “And even zhen, it’s more likely he’d go after us. But on ze off chance zhat he does vant to take it out on our dear friend, by zhen Jackie and Marvin vill have arrived, in vhich case ve’ll have a magician and a superhero sitting in the room who can get us zhere much faster zhan a plane, train, or automobile.”
Jack fell silent at Henrik’s words, thinking. Matt continued to scribble in his notebook and Chase was still moping over having his beer taken away, but the rest waited silently for Jack to agree to what was arguably the best plan they had right now.
“...fine.”
“Good,” Robin smiled. “Now that I’m in the loop, I can feel useful for once and actually help with the crazy stuff you’ve been dealing with.”
“I appreciate that,” Jack acknowledged with a tense smile of his own. “But just - if anything happens, anythin’ at all , you call us. Okay?”
“Absolutely.”
“Great. Good. Okay.”
“Alright,” Mark nodded. “Are we good here? Anything else we need to go over?”
“All good on my end,” Matt raised his pen. “I’ll go over the stream footage, and whatever else Chase can get me from Jackie. If I can figure out something to help take Anti down a notch, I’ll let you know.”
“Thanks Matt,” Jack’s smile turned more genuine. He finally stopped fiddling with the honey bottle cap and set the plastic container aside. “We seriously appreciate it. Anything helps right now.”
“Of course! Happy to help.”
“Just take care of Ollie, okay?” Mark added. “With how cute he is, that kid’s gonna be spoiled for sure.”
“Spoiled rotten,” Matt agreed, a sparkle in his eyes.
“I’ll see if I can stream tonight to get the word out.” Robin this time. “The sooner the better.”
“Definitely,” said Jack.
With something that sort of, kind of, maybe-half-resembled a plan set in place, Robin and Matt left the call, leaving only Amy on the screen...and it was then that Jack made his friendly goodbye. He plucked Sam from his shoulder and tucked him into his hoodie pocket, grabbed the tea and honey from the table, and all but dragged a confused Chase from the room with Henrik following behind them, smirk set in place.
“What’s the big idea, bro?” Chase demanded, finally yanking his arm free from Jack’s grip once they reached the living room.
“What?” Jack smiled innocently behind his tea. “I just figured Mark an’ Amy would want some alone time ‘fore the call ended. He hasn’t seen her in almost a week, you know?”
Chase held up a finger to protest, paused, nodded slowly, and let out a dramatic sigh.
“Alright, alright, fine. You’re right.” He rolled his eyes and started off towards the guest room down the hall. “You still owe me a bag of Doritos!”
“I know!” He almost raised his voice to shout the words after the retreating back of his doppleganger, but thought better of it and took another sip of tea with a wince.
“Here...Jack…” Henrik stepped up to him, and though Jack hadn’t asked him to, the doc gently took the tea and set it aside, taking a moment to get a good look at Jack’s neck. “Let me go grab my medical bag. I may have something to help vith ze soreness.”
For not the first time, Jack was grateful that most of the characters he had created had friendly personalities and good hearts. Both Chase and Henrik felt like old friends whom he had just met...and though there wasn’t a word for that feeling specifically, he knew that if there was it would probably apply to Jackie and Marvin too, whenever he met them.
Jack smiled to himself. Yeah...he was pretty lucky. True, he had a demon of a doppelganger after him, and he'd already had two near-death experiences (which was two too many in his opinion) but even so...lucky. Definitely.
[A/N] - Hey all!
I know it's been a long time since I posted...a long......long...loooong time...but to be frank this chapter was much harder to write than I wanted it to be. I struggled with trying to write Robin and Amy (sorry if they're out of character!) and for some reason the words just would not come out the way I wanted them to. It's not my proudest chapter, but it's still an important one. So I hope that everything was explained in a way that made sense!
The Marble & Paper concept literally came to me as I was writing this thing, and I ended up really liking the metaphor. I've had the concept in my head of how the Brink and the Fictive world work for a long time, and I was pretty satisfied with the explanation given in this chapter. It's definitely going to come into play later...so I hope you paid attention. The next chapter will be much lighter and MUCH more fun! And as of last night, I've gotten a few pretty crazy ideas for how to direct the plot moving forward. Forgive me a mischievous chuckle, but it's gonna be a fun time... ;)
~ Pixie
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My life has been suuuper busy the last month or so, so I have been unable to work on #SamLives the way I've been wanting to. But never fear! I'm back! But due to a certain recent turn of events in Jack's life, it's going to take a liiittle bit longer to get a new chapter out to you.
As many of you probably know, a few weeks ago Jack and Signe officially broke up. While this is a sad turn of events, it's also their personal lives and, of course, we should all respect that. I hope they're both doing alright on their own now but it isn't my place to pry. I'm not gonna make a big deal out of it because it shouldn't be.
However! In writing this story, Signe was going to be (and has, until this point, been) a main character and a main part of the plot. Out of respect for both Signe and Jack, I need to take the time to rewrite the chapters so that she isn't included in the story. It wouldn't be right to keep writing her in, nor would it be kind to find a way to "write her out" so to speak. Instead I'm going to rewrite the previous chapters so that she isn't in it at all, swapping her role in certain scenes out for different people that would fit those moments just as well.
The plot of #SamLives will remain, mostly, the same. If you'd like to read the changed chapters feel free! After they have all been updated I'll continue my work on the new chapter, and Chapter 13 will be posted the moment it's completed.
Thank you for your patience, your understanding, and the lovely appreciation I've been getting toward this story! This is the longest fic I've ever written and I've been enjoying writing every word of it, partially thanks to the wonderful support you lovely readers have been giving. So thank you so, so much!
I'll do my best to get the next chapter out to you soon!
So I’m currently in the process of writing Chapter 16 of #SamLives, and I’m having a blast! But I recently had an idea that I’d like to share. I’m working toward becoming a voice actor, so as a way of practicing (and a way to further enjoy this story) I’ve decided to record each chapter in an audiobook format!
I’ll most likely share it as a podfic on Archive Of Our Own, but I’m also thinking about sharing it on YouTube in a playlist. Where would you most like to see these narrated chapters posted?
Though it is long overdue, I’ve just finished drafting the latest chapter of #SamLives. I’m not completely confident with it, and it was extremely difficult for me to write (hence the long wait) but it’s almost ready to be posted!
If anyone is interested in reading it over and giving me feedback before I post the final, it would be greatly appreciated! Just let me know and I’ll send you a link! Thanks!
“Anti.” The single word was said with a level of scolding and warning, a dark undertone to it that would have most people freezing in fear or, at the very least, self preservation. The man behind the voice was chilling in his own way – less of a man and more of a demon, really – with a pristine dark suit and a commanding presence that demanded immediate respect, the shadows and darkness themselves bending to his will with each step he took. So yes, such a tone and presence would beg a rather satisfying reaction from most people it was directed towards.
Antisepticeye wasn’t most people.
The glitch demon snarled and shot a glare across the darkened space toward Darkiplier, teeth bared and sharp in his momentary frustration. His body - his very image - seemed to distort and warp where he sat, and he sucked in a sharp, hissed gasp against the discomfort.
“Behave, will you?” Dark went on, his hands folded neatly behind his back from where he stood watching the scene. “A patient cannot very well be treated if they don’t cooperate with the doctor that is examining them. Can they?”
The doctor in question looked up from where he was examining a vial of green-tinged blood, brow furrowed and expression wary beneath the round head mirror he wore. He glanced between the dangerous pair with a fleeting look of uneasiness, then spun his stool to face his desk again.
It wasn’t his desk, not really. It looked like his desk and it functioned as one, but it hadn’t been here when he had been called into this space. This wasn’t a room. It wasn’t even fully solid.
The Void was where Dark often liked to lurk, a place of almost total darkness and little substance, in which the only light to be found seemed to illuminate from the few people within it.
And the desk. Edward couldn’t forget that.
Dark had called him here, had summoned him, to treat an unstable and glitching Antisepticeye. When Edward had first caught sight of him, the – virus? Ironic, considering he was called Anti -septic – the virus had been doubled over on the ground, his arms clutched tightly around himself and his pixels flickering and distorting at random intervals. Anti had an afterimage trailing after him, each movement being followed by the ghost of itself, and as Edward had watched, Anti’s shoulder had exploded outward in a fantastical light show before pulling itself back together.
It looked painful. It was painful, if Anti’s sharp, hissed gasp of a reaction was anything to go by. And while Edward could safely say he had never treated a patient quite like Anti before, he had been Dark’s doctor for long enough to have some idea of what he was working with.
And then Dark had summoned a perfect replica of Edward’s desk into existence, and the doctor had set to work.
Edward returned his focus to the vial of blood he had been examining. It was, as he had noticed before, tinged with the slightest traces of green - but Anti had informed him it usually looked about that shade. Interesting. But despite Anti’s insistence, the doctor was fairly certain it didn’t usually churn of its own accord, not like this. With expert hands, Edward drew a few drops of the blood into a syringe, preparing a glass slide and slipping it beneath the microscope Dark had summoned for him with practiced ease. He slipped off his glasses and peered through the lense.
What he saw, what he was watching happen, was - irregular, to say the least. Intriguing. Abnormal. Utterly–
“Fascinating.”
“W͒h᷁a̗t̻ t̊h’ f̞u͉c̥k d᷄’ỵo̳ṷ m͙e̺an͖ f̶as̾c–”
“Would you care to elaborate, Dr. Iplier?”
Oh. His back stiffened, his posture turning stiff under the watchful eye of both dark entities. Had he said that aloud? Edward schooled his expression and put his glasses back on. Despite his nerves, he had to admit Dark was quite skilled at getting Anti to shut up. A rare feat.
“Of course.” Edward turned his stool around to better face Anti, whose bitter expression hadn’t waned. He pretended it didn’t bother him. “Your cells - or pixels, or coding, or whathaveyou. It appears to be a cross between biological and technological - but your cells keep shifting. Rearranging. You have the ability to...phase through objects, in a way. Right? Disintegrate into pixels, pass through solid objects...become shadows?”
“Ÿȇa͉h͆…? S̀o᷅ w͉h᷈a᷄t?”
“So–” Edward bit his tongue and thought over how to ask his next question. It was like walking on eggshells, never quite sure which word might make his “patient” crack. “So – if you don’t mind me asking – exactly how much damage did Mr. Brody inflict on you?”
Anti snarled, the still-lingering afterimage flaring a poisonous green, and for a brief moment Edward couldn’t be sure if it was directed at himself, Anti’s discomfort, or the simple mention of Chase Brody’s name.
“Anti.” The glitch didn’t bother looking in Dark’s direction but he fell silent, scowling all the while. “Just answer the question.”
“I’m̮ gu͋e͠s̍si̞n᷈g͒,” Anti drawled with forced civility, “t̶hat̛ i͆t̨’s iͅm͔p̍o͗r̻t̆a͍nͅṫ, o̾r̾ y͞a w̖o̕u̪ld̃n’t͐ be̤ fu̎ckin’ a᷊s̊k͐i͍ng. R̐ig̋ht̜?”
“Right. Yes. Absolutely.”
All three fell silent again.
The tension in the room was palpable, as it had been since this impromptu meeting had begun. Dark circled the space, Edward ever aware of the quiet-but-powerful aura his presence radiated, and Anti sat almost perfectly still. His eyes – dark, piercing, searching Edward’s soul, making a chill of fear run down his spine – bored into Edward’s in a way that made the moment stretch into oblivion.
Perhaps - the darkly humorous part of his brain supplied - Anti is more like a teenager than I first assumed, and this is a show of indignant stubbornness to make me wait for his answer?
But then Anti moved. And, oh, apparently not.
The place Anti had been occupying a mere breath ago was suddenly empty, and instead Edward found his space being thoroughly invaded by a crackling, sparking, distorted glitch of a demon, sharp teeth snarling inches from his face. Edward jolted where he sat. His eyes went wide and he gulped, not daring to move another inch.
“L͖e̩t͏’s̠ m̋a᷅k̼e᷈ o᷆ne th̏i̲ṇģ r᷅i͓g̋h̦t͊ fu᷅c̝k̨ĩn’ c̑l͂eȁr,” Anti hissed. “T͘h̍iͅs̗? N͒oẗ́h̪i᷅n̞g̏ h̐e᷄r̫e̐ l͠ȩa͌v́e̗s̹ tͅh̗i̎s̲ da̭m͖n᷅ r͏o̹o̚m. N̖ot͢h᷅ȉn᷈g̲. N͔o̘th̏in̲’ I sa͇ỷ a̜nd̪ n̡oth̗ỉn̟g̼ ỵou͗ l̓ëa᷇r̈́n͑ a̢b͂o̠uṯ m̎e͌, me̼d̶ic̮a͑ll̦y o̲r̘ ŏtherwi̠s̺e.” The flickering, glitching blade of a knife came into being before Edward’s very eyes and sweat began to bead at his forehead beneath his head mirror. “I᷊’m͒ not̬ yěr̮ p̂rẹći̎o̠us̆ Da̱rk, so̶ I k̡n᷉ow̠ y̞ou ḓõn’t͛ h̪av́e a̋n̎y̔ s̎oṟt̃ o’ loy᷀âl̅ṯy t͛o̠ m̜e̓. B͈ut y͓o͝u’d b̳e̗s̥t re̊m̀e̪m͓bȅȓ t̜h̷ãt͎ if a̜n᷉y̺t̬h̡in̕g̀ y̵o͉u’re̳ a̪b̠o̤u̞t͓ ta͔ l͛e̲ȧrn̊ l᷀e̅ąv̵e͍s̰ th͇isͅ p͐lǎce͍...w᷉ĕl᷈l.” Anti’s grin widened wickedly. “Ẏo̱u͈ wo̧ul̵d͓n͑’t hav̓e͍ t̬ö b͎e̜ a̭ d͈oc̯to͒r̀ t̞o̾ kn̴ôw t̂h̫a͍t fi̵xi̬n͈’ w̼h̫a̹t᷈ I̯'d̮ d͙ǫ t̻o͓ d̅ȯ w̖o̚ǔl̢d͉ň’t be–”
A shudder passed through Anti, his entire body warping and distorting and flickering in and out of view in waves of pixelated light. A pained cry escaped him and he stumbled backwards across the floor. He curled in on himself and clutched at his head, and Edward felt absolutely torn between the urge to try and help somehow and the paralyzing terror that had struck him only seconds before.
“Anti, take a breath.” Dark intervened before Edward had to, purposeful strides carrying him forward to crouch before the panting, whimpering, shivering man on the floor. “Get your breathing under control. I may not be a doctor, but I can guarantee that working yourself up will aggravate the situation further. Take a breath.” A beat. “Doctor?”
“Y-Yes…?”
“You’ll do as he says. Understood? Not a word of this leaves this place. Are we clear?”
“As...a-as crystal, sir.”
“Very good.”
Leaving the pair to their devices, the doctor spun his stool back around to the desk and pretended to examine the blood sample again. He took a moment to collect himself, to recover his professional facade. And it was most definitely a facade, as he hadn’t been truly calm since he had first laid eyes on Anti today. The concept that Dark had brought Anti here to help him in the first place had been an odd turn of events in and of itself, but Edward wasn’t about to question the likes of Darkiplier and Antisepticeye. They could be absolutely terrifying on their own, and with the pair together in the same room...Edward wasn’t about to test his odds.
But if Edward didn’t know better, he would have assumed that Dark almost sounded like...like he cared. Like he legitimately didn’t want Anti to be in pain. But he did know better, clearly. He was no idiot. Darkiplier and Antisepticeye were ever at odds, acquaintances at best and enemies at worst. Friendship and friendliness weren’t even factors on the table. It was foolish to even consider the possibility of–
“Perhaps it would be easier if you saw what occurred for yourself?”
Edward glanced back at Dark, who had summoned a pair of low armchairs for himself and Anti and was perched on the edge of one of them. Anti was still on the floor, still struggling to stabilize his malfunctioning image.
“I…” Edward blinked, then registered what Dark was saying. “Yes, I suppose so. One less step and all that.”
“Very well.”
Edward only had a moment to brace himself for it. This was not the first time his mind had been invaded by Darkiplier, the skill coming to practical use on more than one occasion. But he was never quite ready for the discomfort that always pulsed in the back of his mind when it happened.
No pain. Just - discomfort.
The doctor closed his eyes with barely a wince as the memory came to life in his head, the image of an apartment, lime green strings, the flurry of fighting and some sort of gunfire and – oh. Oh, that was interesting. The frequency of the shots, the level of disintegration Anti had been forced to achieve...yes. That certainly would do it.
By the time he opened his eyes, Anti was panting slightly in the second armchair.
(Whether he had gotten there on his own or been helped by Dark, Edward didn’t dare to ask.)
“W̓ë́ll?” Anti snipped, a lot of his earlier fight gone. He looked weary and worn and his impatient glare gave off an air of an impudent child more than anything else. A slight glistening red had appeared at the scarred cut across the demon’s throat...had he agitated the wound?
“A lot of this is hypothetical, seeing as I don’t have the means or skills to analyze the workings of the digital part of your DNA,” Edward prefaced, plucking a pen and notepad from the inside pocket of his jacket. “But I’d hazard a guess that I’m fairly close to the truth here.”
The doctor spun his stool to face Anti more fully, scribbling down notes as he continued.
“Computer programs require some modicum of time to execute commands. On older computers, the time it takes is obvious. Lagging videos, slow uploads, prolonged periods to save your files. But even for brand new, high-speed computers – which is what I would compare you to, since your reaction times are almost instantaneous – that processing time is still there. It’s just so much faster.”
“Y͆o̮ur̥ p̆oi̫n͓t̫, dip͛sh͉i͢t?”
“Anti. Let him do his job.”
Anti grumbled under his breath but didn’t say much else, sinking in the armchair and leveling an annoyed look at Dark.
“My point,” Edward went on, a small tense smile playing at the corner of his mouth, “is that there are things that can cause even high quality computers to lag and glitch. If you overload their memory, if you try to run too many programs at once that require a high processing power…” He raised his eyebrows pointedly. “…if you try to give it too many commands at once.”
“W̾h͞at̪ a̘r̈́e y͞o̭ŭ s̀a̱y̢i͑n̤g̕?”
The doctor finished his notes and tucked the notebook away so he could meet Anti’s eyes more directly. He leaned forward and propped his elbows on his knees, fingers steepled together before him.
“If a normal computer hit that wall and malfunctioned, it would restart the program or request a shut down so things could start afresh. But that’s where the difference lies. Where a computer is entirely technological, you are also biological. The human body doesn’t just shut down and reboot when a person gets sick. It constantly fights to heal itself.
“When Chase was shooting at you, he managed to hit you multiple times in quick succession, on more than one occasion. You never got the chance to fully reform. The coding in your body - from what I understand - lets you separate into pixels on impact as a defense mechanism so you don’t sustain serious injury. Then that same coding works to put you back together. When Mr. Brody was firing at you, it led you to separating yourself over and over and over, leading to a loop of disintegration and reparation which - at some point - overloaded the process. Like a computer, your coding hit a sort of...well, a snag. But unlike a computer…”
Edward’s expression turned almost sympathetic behind his glasses.
“…you don’t reboot. Your biological half continued its attempts to fix and fix and fix, despite the coding error...and you haven’t been able to repair that error since. Hence the pain.”
Anti’s annoyed and impatient expression faded and a sort of dawning clarity graced his features. Edward found himself glancing from Anti to Dark and back again. Had he done alright? Had he said the right thing? Was this acceptable?
“F͌u̝c̹kͅ.” Anti dragged a hand through his hair, agitation building behind his eyes. He gripped the arm of the chair tightly with his other hand. “F̆u̙c̪k̓in’ b̽a͙s͍t̓a̓r͗d.”
“I’m...sorry?”
“N͝o̮, n̴o᷄t̤ y͛o͌u, i̮d᷆i̘o͂t,” the demon snapped, rolling his eyes. “Ch͍a̩še͝ B̬r̡o͍dý.”
Edward’s mouth dropped into a little “oh” and he nodded, quietly relieved that he wasn’t the one Anti was pissed at.
“What do you need?” Dark asked, snapping Edward’s attention to him.
“Sorry?”
“To undo the damage. What do you need?”
Oh. Of course. Right.
“I...I need my medical lab,” Edward said, getting straight to the point. “I need to get a closer look at Anti’s DNA and I can’t do that with what I have here.”
“Understood. Anything else?”
The doctor paused, then nodded slowly.
“I need Google’s help.” At Dark’s quirked eyebrow, he elaborated. “I may be a medical professional but this isn’t purely biological. I need a technological expert, and Google is the best man for the job. I-If you don’t mind, of course,” he added quickly, not wanting to seem too forward.
Dark rose from his chair, a crystal-topped cane appearing in his hand as he did so. He didn’t say a word as he straightened his jacket and strode over towards the Doctor’s desk, plucking the vial of green-tinged blood from its surface and raising it up to his eyes to get a better look.
“...very well. I’ll speak with him and see if he’s available to assist you in this. If not, we can find a suitable replacement.”
“Thank you, sir.”
Dark set the churning vial back where he found it and turned back to Anti, approaching the other demon and gesturing for him to stand.
“And Dr. Iplier?”
“Yes sir?”
“Do be quick. I don’t think I have to remind you of the importance of this. Do I?”
Anti’s sharp-toothed grin and inky eyes flashed through his mind. Edward swallowed thickly and he gripped the edge of his (not his) desk tightly.
“N-No sir.”
“Good.”
Then both Anti and Dark were gone.
[A/N] - Thank you for being patient with the long wait! Adult life is kicking my ass, but I finally feel confident in how this chapter turned out to post it publicly. I have the next one started (AKA the discussion between Jack, Mark, Matt, and Robin) but as I'm about to leave for a cruise and with Christmas around the corner, I won't be able to work on it until after the holidays. Hopefully I can gift you a new chapter at the start of the new year!
This chapter was a TON of fun to write! I haven't had many chances to write Dark, and I do enjoy writing Anti so very much. Plus the mood of this chapter, the dynamic between the characters, is so different than what we see between Jack and Mark and the lot. The witty banter, tongue-in-cheek humor, and lighthearted undertones I get to play with in Jack's scenes can't be portrayed in this setting...so I got to stretch my creative legs a bit! ;) I know, canonically, Dr. Iplier doesn't really have a first name besides 'Doctor' so...well. I went with one I've seen floating around the fandom in the past. Hopefully it's fitting. :)
~ Pixie
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Hi! I've read this story about three times so far, one of which was only a month ago, and I love it with every read-through! I also just realized that I forgot to like the chapters, so I just did that. XD (Also also, when I first read the story, I didn't realize who you were, and when I found out, I was like "Pixiemage? The same person who does those amazing Sanders Sides and JSE cosplays?")
Oh my goodness lol...I’m glad you enjoy it enough to read it more than once! And thank you!!! I love cosplaying about as much as I love writing, but it’s not often the two cross paths. Perhaps I’ll bring my #SamLives plot to TikTok sometime...we’ll see lol. ;)
But beyond that, I’ve been having a ton of fun writing this story! I have too many plans for it, and though the upcoming chapter has taken way longer to write (mostly due to writing characters I’m not as familiar with) I get the feeling the next few will be easier. I’ll do my best to move forward with the plot quicker this time!
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Jack couldn’t stop staring.
Honestly though...could anybody blame him?
Mark had settled into a chair near the couch, slouched down with Tim resting comfortably on his chest. Sam was there too, sometimes curled up near his friend, occasionally flying close by, all the while watching the unconscious little box with clear worry. Jack couldn’t hear what Mark was saying to him from his spot at the entrance to the kitchen. He knew it was something gentle and kind and reassuring though. Sam didn’t look as panicked as he had been before and Mark’s tone sounded soft from where Jack was standing.
Jack was wearing a baggy grey sweatshirt now, something that wouldn’t be too restricting against the fresh bruises on his shoulder and around his neck. He had grabbed it at the same time that he had fetched the first aid kit and now he was just...watching. Staring. Leaning against the doorway to the kitchen with his arms folded over his chest, worrying his lip between his teeth, waiting for his kettle to whistle and just...staring.
Who wouldn’t? He was staring at himself. Two of himself, technically.
They were both seated on the couch at the moment. Henrik had taken the first aid kit from him the moment he had reappeared with it in hand, and he had basically forced Chase to sit down, strip his jeans off, and let ze good doctor patch up the knife wound on his leg. As if that wasn’t surreal enough, Chase’s Nerf gun was sitting on the coffee table now...the Nerf gun that could do far more than a plastic toy should be able to...and Jack kept finding his eyes being drawn to the colorful weapon. Not even an hour ago, that “toy” had been used to fight off a demon made of pixels and glitches, one who dressed like an edgy teenager and also happened to look almost exactly like him. He couldn’t decide what part of this was more unbelievable.
A sharp whistle came to life in the kitchen behind him, and Jack let out a slow breath as he turned to go pour his tea.
Insane. This was all utterly insane. Complete madness. Fucking nuts.
Steam rose from his mug on the counter and he set the kettle aside, gripping the counter’s edge and leaning forward a little to let the steam ghost across his face. Jack closed his eyes, took a breath, and enjoyed the gentle warmth for a moment or two.
When had this become his life? Sam...that was one thing. Sam’s existence, he was used to that. It was small. It was simple. It wasn’t that insane of a change really, in comparison, and he’d had a few years to get used to it at this point. But now...well. First the explosion of the #SamLives excitement and the stress that accompanied it, then tiny glitches and paranoia, then the livestream...his jaw tensed and his brow furrowed at that thought. Then Mark. His best friend, showing up unannounced but far from unwelcome, and then Tim and Anti again and now Chase and Schneep–
Well. In all honesty he should be more freaked out by this than he was. Perhaps he would have been, if he hadn’t already been considering the possibility of other egos coming to life ever since Mark had brought up his Theory Of Belief. At this point, not much else could surprise him. Chase Brody saving his life with a Nerf gun? Sure. Doctor Scheeplestien tending his wounds in the living room? Why not. Next it would be Jackieboy Man flying in through his bedroom window, and Marvin the Magnificent appearing in the kitchen in a puff of magic smoke.
As if to check this theory, Jack opened his eyes and glanced over his shoulder at the empty kitchen.
Maybe later then.
A huff of quiet laughter escaped him and he smiled to himself, shaking his head and shoving away from the kitchen counter. He’d keep an eye out for cat masks, he supposed.
Jack dragged the chair from the corner closer to the coffee table where the others were gathered. He settled back into it with his hands wrapped around his warm mug and tossed a tired smile in Mark’s direction.
“How’s Tim?” he asked on a hoarse whisper, glancing toward the tiny box still cradled against the other YouTuber’s chest.
Mark returned Jack’s smile with a weak one of his own.
“Still out like a light,” he murmured. “I think he’ll be okay. I’m just…” He glanced from Jack to Sam and back. “...a little worried.”
“He’ll be okay though...won’t he?”
Sam sounded so concerned, hovering closer to Tim and gently tapping the little box with his tail. He looked up to Jack with pleading hope in his eye.
“Of course he will, buddy!” Chase chimed in with a grin before Jack could even open his mouth.
Henrik was fastening a bandage wrap on his leg, almost finished with whatever he was doing.
“I’ve heard Tim’s a pretty tough kid,” Chase went on, all gentle smiles and warm eyes. Sam looked to be hanging on his every word. “He just faced a Big Bad Monster today, and I think he needs a little bit of a nap. Don’t sweat it, bud. When he wakes up you can tell him all about the big adventure you had too! Okay?”
Sam giggled softly, some of his worry visibly washing away. Jack could feel some of the strain lighten in the back of his mind.
“Okay.” Sam curled up close to Tim, and Mark adjusted a little so they both were comfortable. “I’m gonna keep him super-duper safe ‘till he wakes up.”
It was amazing to watch, and a little surreal. Jack knew that Chase was a father – he had created him that way, afterall – but it was entirely different to see the proof in person. It was so evident that Chase was good with kids. The way he talked to Sam, like everything from today had just been a fun and exciting adventure...the way he was smiling, conveying with everything he had that it’s gonna be okay, buddy. His demeanor was so patient and friendly with Sam, and he had been so protective of the little eyeball earlier when Anti had been in the room. He was made to be a dad - literally - and when Jack caught Chase’s eye from across the table, he mouthed a silent “Thank you” to him. Thank you for helping keep Sam happy.
Chase only nodded in response.
“Not to be ze one to bring up bad memories,” Henrik looked at everyone over his glasses, “but ve really need to speak about vhat just happened. Ja?”
Right. Jack winced. He really didn’t feel like talking about Anti right now. Mark made a face that made it clear he was equally reluctant to bring up the subject of Dark.
But all the same...Jack sighed and nodded.
“D’you–” Jack coughed and cleared his throat with a pained grimace, reverting back to whispering. “You wanna go first, or...or should I?”
“Nono, you go ahead, by all means,” Mark insisted with raised eyebrows. “Please, go on.”
Jack snorted into his tea, taking a sip. He let the warm liquid soothe his throat a little before speaking.
“Ya big baby.” He muttered the quiet false-insult under his breath with a roll of his eyes. “Fine. Me first, I guess.”
It was hard to tell a story with his throat so sore, but he was managing. It meant he didn’t need to go into too much detail, which Jack was more than grateful for. Living through the details once was enough. The beginning of it Mark was familiar with, and Chase and Henrik knew the end, but he was the only one who had been there for the middle.
A call from Robin. A smoothie. A glitch in his phone and static in the air...and Anti showing up again. Seeing Sam locked up, and being held at knifepoint, and stalling for time…
“You know,” he said on a whisper, the faintest of smirks gracing his features. “I was gettin’ so fed up with you and that fuckin’ Nerf gun, Mark...but if you hadn’t found it I dunno if Chase would’ve shown up in time. I held Anti back fer a few minutes wit’ nothin’ but a plastic toy and a couple o’ foam discs.”
“You’re joking.”
A grin slowly spread across Mark’s face.
“Nah, I’m serious!” Jack insisted, setting his half-finished tea aside on the coffee table. He leaned forward in his seat and grinned right back. “I was tryin’ to stall until you showed up and I found the Nerf gun in the kitchen. It didn’t actually do much, but I managed to drag out a bit o’ banter an’ foolin’ around. It bought me some time.”
“I totally saved your life!” Mark proclaimed, jabbing a pointed finger toward Jack from his reclined position in his chair. “I saved your life, so you owe me!”
“What??” Jack was huffing out soft laughter now. His expression was brighter than it had been in hours. “What th’ hell do I owe you?”
Mark’s mouth opened, then shut, and he appeared to be thinking for a long moment before he pointed at Jack again in apparent victory.
“Smoothie.”
“...a smoothie?”
“You owe me a smoothie.”
“What about the one from the car?”
“Well Dark kind of scared the shit out of me and I dropped it.”
“Oh my god–”
"Dudes. Focus."
Something flew over the coffee table and glanced off the side of Mark's head, something grey and red and semi-soft. Chase's hat.
"What the hell–"
"Quit it with the fuckin' smoothie," Chase interrupted Mark's spluttered protest with an eye roll. "Let's get through this shit."
He slouched lower in his seat to get more comfortable and carefully propped his injured leg up on the coffee table. With one hand he ruffled his hair a bit, smirking, and Mark realized he would have instantly known it wasn't Jack out in the driveway if Chase hadn't been wearing his hat.
The dude's hair was a faded bright green.
Jack's wasn't. Not anymore.
"Let Jack finish what he was saying," Chase went on, "then I'll take over the part where me an' Henrik dropped in. Save your vocal cords Jackaboy." Jack smiled weakly. Chase gestured toward Mark. "Then you can tell your dramatic and sordid tale about the Evil Lawyer and Robocop. And make it quick, will ya? We've still gotta have some kind of discussion about this bullshit, and I don't know about you but I'm fuckin' exhausted, man. Let's get this over with so we can go the fuck to sleep."
"I hear ya," Mark agreed, sparing another brief glance toward Tim. "I'm totally on board the sleep train."
"Sweet." Chase let his head fall back against the couch and closed his eyes. "...besides, we all know I was the one who saved Jack's life, so if anyone earned a smoothie, it's this badass right here."
Mark immediately started a noisy protest, Chase flipped him off with a shit-eating grin, and Jack drained the rest of his tea amidst the raised voices in the living room around him.
“Children!” Henrik was snapping now, looking more annoyed than angry. “Absolute children, all of you! Vhy do I even try to get you to be serious about anysing?!”
Chase was right though, Jack supposed, even as he chuckled under his breath at the chaos. If they didn’t get through this quicker than they were, nothing would get resolved until the sun started to come up.
“Strings?” Mark asked. “Like...thread? Yarn?”
“Nah, these were all green and glowing. Like - I dunno. Reminded me a bit of Tron somehow.”
By the time everything had settled down again, Jack had already made himself a second cup of tea. He had offered to grab a couple drinks for the others so Mark and Chase were each making their way through a bottle of beer. (Non-alcoholic, in Mark's case.) Henrik hadn’t asked for anything….but Jack didn’t fail to see the cold look the doctor shot him over his glasses when he handed Chase his drink.
What was that about?
A thought to ponder later. Too tired. Other stuff to deal with first.
“Puppet strings.”
Jack and Mark both looked over to Henrik when he spoke. There was a dark look on his face, a slightly distant and pained look. Puppet strings. Jack furrowed his brow. Puppet. He remembered that. Anti had said it, when he was here...and before that, Jack had used that same word in the Silent Movie video he put up on Halloween last year.
“...like Jameson Jackson?” Jack asked, puzzling over the connection.
Henrik winced.
“Ah…he…yes, like zat too. But before JJ, he…zat is–” The good doctor trailed off. He looked as though he didn't want to say what was one his mind.
Chase was watching him carefully, and Jack could swear the man’s expression was a knowing and sympathetic one. It was as though Chase knew full well what Henrik was trying to tell them and he felt...almost sorry about it. But why would he…?
Wait.
Wait.
Cold realization dawned and his heart dropped.
“...oh, fuck …Schneep...”
“What?” Mark asked, looking between the other three men in the room, clearly not fully in the loop.
“Kill Jacksepticeye.”
Chase and Jack said it at the exact same time, the only difference in the way they said it being the slight difference in their accents...and the slightly different tones. Chase sounded understanding. Jack sounded regretful.
“Kill Jacksepticeye–?”
“My video,” Jack muttered, looking to Mark briefly in response before fixing his gaze back on Henrik. “The one I was tellin’ you about, wit’ Schneep playin’ Bio Inc Redemption. The one where... he ...showed up.”
Nobody had to ask who ‘he’ was. Mark’s brow furrowed.
“Oh...I remember you mentioning it, yeah. But I never saw it.” He looked from Jack to Henrik and back again. “...why? What happened in it?”
Jack took a slow breath and finally dragged his eyes away from the doctor, who had taken off his glasses and was fiddling with them in his lap, his jaw tense.
“Well, Schneep–”
“Hen got possessed by that glitch bastard.” Chase cut off what Jack was going to say, his eyes hard and his words sharp as glass.
Mark’s eyes went wide and Jack flinched, dropping his gaze to the steam slowly rising from his mug of tea. He didn’t see anyone else’s expressions, but he could hear the worry in Mark’s voice...could hear the anger in Chase’s. He heard the clink of a beer bottle, the sound of someone finishing off a drink. Glass thudded against wood on Chase’s end of the coffee table.
“What did he do…?”
There were a few seconds of silence. Jack cast the briefest of glances upward to see Chase and Henrik exchange a look. Henrik nodded, and Chase took a breath to speak. Jack diverted his gaze.
“The Doc was trying to save Jack’s life, performing a surgery. Thought it was some deadly disease or someshit, I don’t know. But as the game went on–” He shot Jack a look, one that Jack only caught because he had glanced up at the right time. “–and I say game because apparently the surgery wasn’t even fuckin’ real –”
“Chase. Please.”
Chase’s climbing temper fizzled out a bit at Henrik’s low words. He cleared his throat and sighed, shaking his head. Took a breath.
“Anyway.” Chase grabbed a new bottle of beer from the table - topping off the lid - and sank back into the couch again. Jack hadn’t even realized he had been on the verge of standing. “Anyway...the further into it Hen got, the weirder shit got. Kept hearing stuff in his head, kept feeling his hands moving on their own. Weird laughter. Headaches.” He gritted his teeth. “That pixelated son of a bitch tried to make him strangle himself with his headphone cord.”
Jack knew all of this. He had acted it out. He had recorded it. He was more than aware of what “Anti” did.
His grip tightened on his mug.
“It vas a trap,” Henrik muttered into his lap. “A trick, one meant to get me out of ze vay, or perhaps just under his control. Und if Chase and Jackie had not realized somesing vas wrong and tried to find me, I suppose I vould not have gotten away so easily...if at all.”
A tense quiet settled over the room, broken only by the sound of Chase knocking back some more of his beer.
“...shit.”
“You said it, dude.” Chase raised his bottle in Mark’s direction in response.
“...so…” Jack cleared his throat, winced at its soreness, and continued in a whisper. “...so they’re puppet strings?”
“Ja,” Henrik nodded. The doctor took a deep breath and shifted on the couch, getting more comfortable. He leaned forward and propped his elbows on his knees, the tips of his fingers steepled together in front of him. “Yes, zey are. Anti uses zem to get into ze mind of vhatever person he uses zem on. Vhatever zey’re made of, he can utilize zem to manipulate people’s thoughts und emotions, can make people feel things, see things, zat aren’t really zhere.” He winced. “He made me believe I vas really helping a friend in need...but zere vasn’t anybody on my operating table. Just an illusion. Trickery. A mirage, to get into my head.”
“That’s what I was feeling, then,” Jack nodded, understanding. A crease of worry had settled across his forehead, a little wrinkle of stress and concern between his brows. “He was tryin’ to convince me I was tired, and tryin’ to make me think it was a good idea to jus’ let him take over.”
“...ja, essentially.”
“Why would he even want to do that?” Mark butted in. “What would he gain?”
“Payback?” Jack shrugged, looking a little confused and uncertain himself. “Maybe just...my channel? Though I dunno why the hell he’d want it.”
“It doesn’t make sense,” Mark shook his head slowly. “There’s...something I’m missing. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but...there’s...something else…”
He trailed off, bringing up his free hand to drag it across his mouth. Thinking. Puzzling.
“We can have a kickass brainstorm session later,” Chase shrugged, running a hand through his hair a few times. “But - fuck, man, can we just get through the storytelling? I’m about ready to tap the hell out.”
“...right, yeah, sorry.” Mark dragged himself from his thoughts to smile apologetically at Chase, keeping a gentle hold on the sleeping Tim all the while. “Go ahead. Finish up, and I can tell my side of things. Not much to tell really, so I shouldn’t take long.”
“Great. Awesome. Fan-fuckin-tastic. Let’s do this shit.”
It didn’t take long, just like Mark had said. Chase’s rendition of the night’s events made it out to be some kind of grand and thrilling adventure, perhaps portrayed as such for Sam’s benefit. Whether or not that was true Jack found it easier to listen to that way anyhow. And afterwards, it turned out Mark’s side of things was far less action-packed, but no less terrifying, than what Jack had gone through. Dark had shown up, fully formed for the first time, in front of Mark in the driveway. He had messed with Mark’s head, had made him see some absolutely horrible things...all as some sort of distraction to keep him away from Jack and Anti. Anti, who Dark was apparently working with .
That wasn’t fear-inducing at all.
And Google had shown up too. Googleplier, the search-engine-based android, who seemed to be acting as Darkiplier’s right hand man. It was a terrifying concept lifted straight out of Tony Stark’sworst nightmares. An android who had no qualms about acting as a villain and “destroying mankind”, working under the power of a dark and influential manipulator.
Ultron, eat your heart out.
The appearances of Dark, Google, and Anti, along with the thought that they still hadn’t a goddamn clue what Anti’s end goal even was, made for a very stressful way to end the evening. At the very least Tim had woken up at some point amidst their retellings and discussions, much to the relief of Mark and Sam alike. Aside from being confused and a little sleepy, nothing seemed wrong with the tiny box, and perhaps - Jack thought to himself as he started clearing away empty beer bottles and glasses and mugs - they should just count their blessings for the time being. Everyone was exhausted, but everyone had lived. With Chase and Henrik here, Anti was now outnumbered again, and Jack had high hopes that more of his Egos were waiting in the wings to make appearances of their own.
Jack scratched at the back of his head as he left the kitchen, watching Chase interacting with Sam and Tim from the doorway. It was kind of cute, honestly. He was telling some kind of made-up story, complete with over-the-top hand gestures and funny faces, and both of the little familiars were giggling and enjoying every word. A soft and sleepy smile graced his features and he let out a quiet chuckle, shoving his hands in his hoodie pocket.
“Hey...Jack? Can I talk to you for a sec?”
He blinked away from the scene to see that Mark had gotten up, probably while he was dealing with the mess from the table.
“What’s up?”
Mark opened his mouth, glanced over his shoulder toward the others in the living room, then huffed and grabbed Jack by the elbow. He dragged him down the hall and out of earshot, stopping once they were almost to the recording room.
“...Jack, two more of your egos showed up tonight. And I know - I know they’re the “Good Guys” but–” Mark glanced down the hall, back the way they had come, and a flash of distress ghosted across his face. “–what the hell are we gonna do?”
“Uh–” Jack blinked, his mind a little slow, a little tired, and he shrugged back at his friend. “I was thinking maybe the guest room.”
Mark blinked owlishly at him.
“What?”
“Well, alright–” Jack put up his hands to placate the other man, smiling sheepishly. “I know that’s kind of me assuming that Schneep and Chase won’t mind bunkin’ together. If they don’t wanna, then one of ‘em can take the couch.”
“One of them–” Mark shook his head slowly, looking baffled and confused. “No, I meant – Jack. What if more show up? Two of your dopplegangärs are sitting on your living room couch, and you’re not even–” He dragged a hand over his face, knocking his glasses ever-so-slightly askew. “Who knows when more might pop into existence. I appreciate your confidence and optimism, but we’re not even remotely ready for that.”
Jack furrowed his brow, seriously considering what Mark was saying. They couldn’t really do anything right now – it was the middle of the night, after all – but Mark was right. They had no idea when Jackie or Marvin might show up, or even JJ.
"...you're right,” Jack agreed, nodding and running a hand through his hair. He looked serious. “You’re absolutely right. We need more food."
"....wait, what?”
"And maybe an air mattress, so nobody has to sleep on the floor,” he added.
Ignoring Mark’s gobsmacked expression, Jack slipped past him and back the way they had come, calling out toward the living room so he could be heard.
“Hey Chase!” He winced slightly against the flare of pain in his throat, but went on. “Or Schneep. Whoever. Remind me tomorrow that we need to go to the store, yeah? I don’t want us ta starve just because we have more mouths to feed and not enough snacks.”
“You’re planning on purchasing real food too, I hope?” Henrik countered from where he had been perusing the bookshelf. “Ve cannot possibly survive on junk food alone, mein friend.”
“Yeah, o’ course!” Jack nodded, coming into view. He smirked. “Lemme know what you guys want, and Mark an’ I can go shopping tomorrow. Maybe sort out a meal plan, I dunno. I’m too tired to make choices right now, and anyway–”
“Jack, that’s not what I was talking about!” Mark cut him off, grabbing the Irishman’s shoulder and turning him around. “I meant – what if we get some surprise visitors that aren’t so friendly? What then? We got lucky this time, man. What if–”
“Mark.”
Mark trailed off, and it was then that he noticed just how exhausted and worn out Jack looked. He had dark shadows under his eyes to match Mark’s, and his hair was probably just as unruly as his own. Jack was bruised and beaten and tired as hell, but all the while he had still been managing to find the time to smile.
Just like now.
Jack was smiling, weak but genuine, and he dropped his hands on Mark’s shoulders.
“I know. I know, we’re up against some scary shit right now, and I know that we don’t have any sort of a plan yet. But it’s two in the fuckin’ morning and we’re all gonna be able to think better after we get some sleep. Alright? Anti’s not comin’ back tonight. Tim’s awake, he’s fine. Sam is fine. With Chase and Henrik, we’ve got ‘em outnumbered right now. Nobody died tonight, and the worst I got was some badass bruises.” Mark made a face, a sort of a cross between a smile and a wince. “There’s no point worryin’ over “What If’s” and “If Only’s” right now, yeah?” Mark huffed out a breath and Jack raised his eyebrows. “ Yeah? ”
“Yeah, alright, yes, ” Mark conceded, chuckling and rolling his eyes, the full weight of his exhaustion finally catching up with him. “Okay.”
“That’s better!” Jack clapped him on the shoulders and stepped away, strolling over to where Sam was just beginning to doze off next to Chase on the couch. “Gotta keep up that Positive Mental Attitude! That good ol’ PMA!”
Chase was grinning now, and Henrik chuckled softly from across the room.
“PM-fuckin-A!” Chase agreed, shooting matching finger guns at Jack, who snickered a little as he leaned over to scoop up a very sleepy Sam.
“I should tell you,” Henrik pushed away from the bookshelf. “Your whole ‘Positive Mental Attitude’ movement...it really does wonders. Medically speaking, it does so much to help improve mental help...and beyond zat, it is part of vhat has kept us all togezer und strong zese past few months. It is still so new, but I encourage you to keep it going through ze rest of ze year. Vell done, Jack.”
“Ah, hell, I wasn’t tryin’ to make it into anythin’ big.” Jack smiled sheepishly.
“I’m vell avare,” Henrik chuckled. “But it is somesing big, and many people are becoming appreciative of it. Keep it up.” He reached out and patted Jack twice on the shoulder.
It was a little odd, Jack mused, to be receiving praise from somebody who was, essentially, himself – did this count as a self-confidence boost? – but hearing that vote of confidence warmed his heart all the same.
“…so…” Mark fetched Tim up from the couch too, glancing between the almost-creepily-identical egos. “...you two don’t mind sharing a bed, do you?”
“Ohhh, kinky~”
“Chase, I svear to Gott –!”
The familiar sound of the Skype dial tone filled the room, sunlight filtering in between the shades and casting odd, striped shadows across Jack’s laptop keyboard. Normally, he would be using his regular computer for this, but the room still gave him the creeps. So...laptop it was.
Other quiet sounds filtered through the space: a quiet, rhythmic squeaking of a sneaker against linoleum, Jack’s knee bouncing rapidly in his frazzled state of nervousness...and the almost imperceptible click-clacking of the zipper toggle that he hadn’t stopped fidgeting with since he sat down. Jack fussed with his hair for the umpteenth time, running his fingers through the strands in a nervous fashion, and Sam automatically plopped into his lap and made little squeaking sounds of concern and affection. Jack chuckled and let his hand fall, palm-up, into his lap. Sam was quick to hop onto it...and Jack forced himself to stop bouncing his knee. It lasted for about five seconds before he was at it again.
Mark bumped shoulders with him then, the American seated right beside him at the kitchen table, smiling reassuringly and trying to pretend he wasn’t tense himself.
“C’mon, calm down. You’ve been fidgeting for the past ten minutes.”
“Can’t help it,” Jack shrugged, chuckling weakly, his voice just barely beginning to recover from the night before. “...sorry.”
All the while, the Skype dial tone kept pinging away in the background.
This wasn’t going to be an easy conversation.
One of the people on the other end of the call finally answered, his image coming to life on the screen.
“Hey guys!”
“Matt,” Jack grinned, waving a little with his free hand. “Thanks for makin’ time to talk. I know it’s super late on your end.”
Eleven AM here in Brighton. Three in the morning over in California. ‘Super late’ was an understatement.
“Nah, it’s fine,” Matt shrugged it off with a tired smile. “I’ve been up late almost every night this week anyway. Little Ollie’s a night owl and Steph’s still exhausted, so I’ve kind of taken up Parent Duty for the time being. We only got home from the hospital yesterday.”
“Oh, shit, that’s right!” Mark brightened at the mention of the newest addition to the Patrick family, and Jack couldn’t help but smile along with him. “I haven’t even seen pictures yet! Is he adorable? Tell me he’s adorable.”
“He’s handsome, just like his old man,” Matt joked, posing semi-dramatically for the camera and stroking his chin.
The group fell into light laughter, and some of Jack’s stress fell away. Just a little.
“I’d expect nothin’ less,” he replied with a grin. “We’d better see pictures ‘fore we’re done talkin’.”
“I promise.” Matt’s smile was nothing but genuine as he reached out for something off-screen, pulling an unopened bottle of Diet Coke into view. He click ’d it open and gulped it down, clearly keeping himself awake solely via the carbonated caffeine concoction in the bottle.
“We might wait a few minutes before we start gettin’ into the serious shit,” Jack carried on, scratching the back of his head with the hand that wasn’t holding Sam. “We’re waitin’ on Robin and Amy to join us, and I don’t wanna go over anythin’ more ‘n once if I can help it.”
“Yeah, of course,” Matt agreed, screwing the lid back onto his Diet Coke. He quirked an eyebrow. “Can I at least get some idea as to what the ‘serious shit’ is gonna be? Or–”
“Serious Shit™,” Mark corrected with a nod and a pointed look.
“Yeah, that,” Jack amended, snickering. “Serious Shit™.”
“Serious shit T-M?” Matt smirked, humor alighting his tired eyes. “The trademark is verbal?”
“Fuck yeah it is!” Mark insisted. “Why wouldn’t it be?!”
He said it in a voice that was falsely astonished and offended, as though suggesting otherwise was blasphemous.
“You’re right,” Matt grinned, eyes sparkling with mirth, barely restraining a laugh. “You’re absolutely right. It has to be verbal. It wouldn’t be official enough otherwise.”
“Damn right I’m right.”
“There’s–” Jack snorted out a half-laugh, barely noticing when Sam hovered up to sit on his shoulder, waving his little tail at Matt in greeting. Matt’s grin widened and he waved back, eager to say hello to the little eyeball. “–there’s a story behind it. Sort ‘f an inside joke, but not really.”
“Jack! Jack, you’re out of fuckin’ Dorito’s, bro,” Chase’s voice called in from the other room.
Jack could hear him getting closer, and he tensed, Mark going a little wide-eyed beside him. They exchanged a look. There was no time to turn the laptop away before Chase came strolling into view in the kitchen. He was wearing only one of Jack’s t-shirts - an old one with a faded band logo on the front - and his boxers, ruffling his faded green hair with one hand as he strolled into the kitchen. Chase had clearly woken up fairly recently, or if not, then at the very least he hadn’t opted to leave his bed until now.
“Can we put it on the shopping list? Dorito’s are important as shit, dude.”
Chase came to a slow stop behind the pair, and when he caught sight of the Skype call, he grinned. He strolled over and leaned forward to get into the video frame, propping his elbows on the back of Jack and Mark’s chairs and smiling between their tense faces, oblivious to it all.
“Sup bro! You’re MatPat, yeah?”
Matt had gone very still, his eyes wide as saucers and his mouth hanging open in a search for words that, Jack had a feeling, would never come. His expression was familiar to the Irishman...in that it was very, very similar to the one he had worn when he had accidentally seen Sam for the first time.
“W-What–”
Jack sighed wearily and ran a hand through his hair, slouching back in his seat.
“Chase,” he mumbled, almost apologetically for Matt’s sake, “this is Matt. Matt...this is...part of that ‘Serious Shit’ we need to talk about.”
Matt dropped his Diet Coke.
[A/N] - HAH! Told you I was working on updating these! :D So all of the old chapters have been edited and updated, and - as I’m sure you can now see - I’ve set up a Tumblr blog specifically for the #SamLives Story! All the chapters have been posted and organized there, and that’s where I’ll be updating the story from now on!
Don’t worry, I’m still going to reblog it to my main with every update too, so if you don’t want to follow another blog that’s alright. :3 @pixie-mage will always share the chapters too.
This chapter was a little less action-packed than the last two, and with good reason. Finally a little break from the chaos...a little bit of a reprieve.
Oh! And finally! MatPat!
I'm rather excited to get into the conversation they'll have in that call. :3c Since it hasn't been touched on yet, we'll get into Henrik and Chase's side of how this whole "Belief" thing really works...plus we'll see Robin's input, Matt's thoughts, and something that's been bothering Mark about this since the night before. Plus Amy's gonna be more than a little concerned with an entire ocean separating her and her boyf...
And Chase and Henrik also brought up the "Kill Jacksepticeye" chaos which...is clearly a very, very different experience when you're not just acting it out for a video. This isn't the last time it will be discussed either, nor will Jack forget it so easily. There's guilt there that hasn't been addressed yet.
(And if you're very very good, perhaps I'll try and toss in some Dark-Ego interactions since those have been few and far between up until this point...we'll see. ;3)
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