#samjohndean

[codependency-is-real]

dean doesn’t look like mary okay?! he looks like his fucking father!!

sam’s toxic daddies😍

[antlerluvr]

i need sam being fucked by both john and dean. his poor cunt battered and red, stretched to it's limit. hes crying and weeping, pinned between both of them with no end in sight. john has his large hands braced at the small of his back, rutting against him brutishly while dean holds him tight, fucking him from below with shallow thrusts.

john is unforgiving in the way that he fucks, meanwhile dean is shushing sam, uttering encouragement. sam is weeping into his neck, ugly sobs. he keeps warbling a mantra of 'dad, daddy' into the crook of deans neck, pitiful and hiccuping things. it gets dean painfully hard.

[cyxoi-chert]

[behind closed doors]

Yay, thank you @basementdweller91 for the ask! I hope you'll enjoy it 🤞😅

[fundanshii]

Deanjohnsam but John got hit with smth that turned him 18 again and Dean and Sam have to take care of him until they fix it

[they get freaky]

[platonic-soulmates-gencest]

Happy Wincest Wednesday!

Let's talk about John, shall we? Does he know what's going on between his sons? Do you have particular headcanons about him finding out? Or are you more of the full house of wincest mentality, where of course he knows, because he's screwing them too? Whatever opinions and ideas you have about John's relationship to wincest, really. Let's hear them.

- @schizosamwincester

Happy wincest Wednesday!!

Hmm headcanons about John... Surprisingly, I don't have any favourites. I've read a lot and I like all sides.

1. Sam and Dean being weird since they were teenagers and John seeing them? I believe he would freak out, have a self-blame guilt-trip also. I especially like the stories that turn to John blaming one of his two sons about it. (Dean because he's older or Sam because he still isn't sure if Sam is evil because of the demon blood.)

2. He never finds out because the boys keep repressing their feelings or whatever until after they settle down in the bunker. At that point they find the space to fully explore the level of intimacy they want to reach. (He might find out when he comes back for that one episode but I don't think the boys would be so bad at hiding it for one day.)

3. He's part of it. This really depends on how it's portrayed. I don't like stories where John does anything to Sam when he's underage. (Not really because of the underage thing but because I can't imagine Dean would ever allow his Dad to touch Sam before that.) When it starts as John and Dean and later Sam joins the weirdness, I tend to like it more. Either way not my favorite trope. Weirdly, I'm okay with DeanJohn because I can see Dean giving himself wholly to his father and John seeking out a piece of Mary in his son, but I am kinda so so with SamJohn. I guess it doesn't fit as well into my version of the Winchesters... :/

So uh... I guess I don't actually have a very strong opinion about this 😅 All is good.

Thanks for the ask! (almost forgot to answer this one)

[sugardaddyjohnwinchester]

It’s legit so sweet and poetic that both Dean and John put everything into protecting Sammy, the baby of the family. Then he proceeds to grow taller and bigger and stronger than the both of them and outlived them.

[wastemanjohn]

FIC RECS

i've never done a fic rec post before. think it's time i changed that.

below, in no particular order, are my favourite daddycest/johncentric fics:

John/Dean:

Colarado, what now? by egipci - 3000 words, Mature, tw: incest, non-con

I will never stop thinking about this fic, because it killed me, and I am writing this having resurrected myself from the dead. This is an ugly story (affectionate), with one of the most powerful explorations of Dean's devotion to John, and John's instability, that I've ever read. Can't recommend this one enough if you can manage the subject matter.

The Witching Hour by tenyearsgone - 5805 words, Explicit, tw: incest

I admire this writer greatly for being able to tell such a juicy story set over four years in so few words. The prose is also generally delicious. Explores what happens between John and Dean after Sam leaves. I'm sure you can use your imagination about what that is, but it's done so compellingly.

Won't You Tell 'Em I'm Mad by deandatsgay - 6775 words, Explicit, tw: underage, dub con, John being a creep

This is from Ellen's viewpoint re a teenage hooker!Dean soliciting punters at the Roadhouse, John's very blase reaction to it, and Dean trying the same thing on his dad. There's so much more to it than that though, it's really unsettling and creepy and good and the tone is the good kind of nasty. Ellen is also written so well.

As if we'd never met by thatotherperv - Words: 6685, Explicit, tw: references to child abuse, incest, underage (Dean is 17)

This fic takes the accidental incest trope and makes something beautiful out of it. Two hooker! Dean fics in a row haha - he gets picked up by John and ends up staying with him for a while. The dynamic is great and I love this kind of "outsider pov" on John, which it is, because Dean doesn't know they're related. I think about this story often.

Such Patient Beauty by Polly_Phemus - Words: 3248, Explicit, tw: incest, BDSM

So this isn't explicitly johndean, but shit is so beyond inappropriate/fine line and I hate how canonical this fic feels lmao. John finds a way to make some money, Dean does all the actual work. I feel like it's harder to say much more without spoilers but this is such a fucked up and fun read.

Isolation by cestlestialbeings - 1020 words, Explicit, tw: incest, depression

This fic holds a special place in my heart as it was the first johndean fic I ever read and it hooked me on the ship so hard. This fic is heartbreaking - Dean feeling lonely and unwanted and trying to replace John with strangers. It's a lovely piece of work.

What do we call what we have but love? by vintagedean - 23895 words - Explicit tw: covert and overt incest

This appears on every johndean rec list I think, and rightly so, because it's a work of art. The insidious covert incest in the first few chapters is so well structured and unsettling, and I love how unreliable a narrator Dean feels throughout the story. Also John is crafted in such an unstable way that feels so true to me, and I love that. It's also one of the few slightly longer johndean fics out there so there's more to love. Huzzah.

tell me your heart will never change by amiwritesthings - 5618 words, mature, tw: incest, angst

A story with established samdean and Sam's vp. This is a rollercoaster. Sam finds out about John and Dean after John's death and what ensues are some of the most heartbreaking lines and dialogue that I've ever seen in any fic. Its just beautifully done and the pacing is great and I have read this over and over again.

Learned Behaviors by artbabe - 1465 words, Explicit, tw: incest

This is such a unique take on johndean. It's difficult to say much more than that without giving spoilers but I don't think I've ever seen the dynamic written quite this way before and I'm in love. Just read it, you'll see what I mean.

Sam/John:

Favored Son by astrangerfate - Words: 1337, Mature, tw: incest, dub con

Creepy ass story. Dean essentially finding out why John treats Sam better than him.

The sound of dead leaves by unhappy_ghost - 2303 words, Mature, tw: implied abuse, covert incest

This is probably the only horror story on this list. Creepy, creepy shit. The tone of this fic is really unsettling from the outset and then it just kind of gets worse from there. John is a dark and predatory character here and there's some serious covert dead dove going on. Its brilliantly done though.

John/Sam/Dean:

John/girl!Dean:

Ami's Daddy's Little Girl series - amiwritesthings - Several parts, Explicit mostly (?all), tw: incest, dub con

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO MUCH CREEPIER WHEN DEAN IS FEMALE. Anyway this is a great series of John/Deanna plus Sam as well, they are all kinds of dysfunctional and toxic and straight up terrifying sometimes and the smut is A Lot. It's addictive!

Lullaby by egipci - 1500 words, explicit, tw: incest

This one speaks for itself. Beautiful prose and characterisations and John having sad boi hours, not being an asshole, but knowing he could be. This one is a headfuck (affectionate).

littledeer by vintagedean - 3465 words, Explicit, tw: incest

This series is unfinished but still definitely worth a read, the dynamics are that perfect johndean mix of absolutely fucked up and awful and really sweet. And there's added Sam which is always a bonus (for me anyway lol).

NB: I read a gorgeous, short john/girl!Dean fic a little while ago involving Dean going out to drink after Sam leaving and then coming back and coming onto John, or the other way around, I can't quite recall... I wanted to rec it here but I can't find it... if anyone knows the fic I'm talking about please let me know, I'd love to read it again!

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps by Hope - Explicit, 3385 words, tw: incest

Basically Sam and Dean ganging up on John. John isn't mad about it.

State of Emergency by Perpetual Cookie - Explicit, 3612 words, tw: incest, underage

Unique situation and compelling writing. It's a PWP on the surface but its actually so much more than that... so many underlying dynamics and the kind of fic where its terrifying being in John's head. I feel like I can't say much more without giving stuff away.

[codependency-is-real]

Dean is the older brother, but he’s also John’s best friend.

The one who makes casual rape jokes about Sam right in front of him, lingers too long in the bathroom doorway watching him shower, shamelessly slaps his ass in the bar, and slides his hand under the table to stroke Sam’s thigh, all while John sits right across from them.