ok #samthoughts but hear me out, sam is so that guy that sits next to you in one of college classes and one day he asks for a pencil (he didn’t, he was just a dork and wanted a reason to talk to you outside of class) and you give it to him. you guys talk a little bit before class starts and it becomes a regular thing
then okay boom, campus party and you get invited and so does he. you come with your friends and he comes with his. you have maybe a little too much to drink and so does he and long story short you guys hookup in the bathroom and it’s so awkward the next day (hangover aside) and it unfortunately ruins your friendship + whatever else might have been brewing and you don’t see him until like over a decade later while he’s working a case and your like SAM?!(!:):$:&:
OHMYGOSH!!!
ugh i know he would be so flustered, tripping over his words and acting a fool. cheeks beet red when his eyes register your face..
the falling out was pure miscommunication & if he found out you liked him back, ik he would feel so much regret he didn't take the chance!
when he sees you again, he takes the risk of getting your number. even hunting now, he couldn't live with himself if he never saw you again!!
and you were equally as flustered, blaming the fall out on yourself and feeling even worse when he unexpectedly dropped out!!
seeing him again brought the same memories, and care that had been buried for so long.
you were more contained then he was but you still were oblivious that his nervousness is because he is so fond of u!!
