#josh thoughts

[devilat-thedoor]

correct me if i’m wrong. but when it comes to teasing each of the boys and how they would react,

Daniel is neutral about it. He doesn’t hate it by any means and he loves how much fun you have when you’re teasing him. The way your fingers keep accidentally missing the bowl of popcorn in his lap or the way you just happen to press your body into his everytime you’re “just stretching.” He lets you get away with the wandering fingers and the flirty, suggestive remarks because he knows that once you’ve had your fun, you’ll let him have his.

Josh gets even. If you think you’re gonna get away with being a tease…wrong. No matter what you try to do or how you try to play around with him, he’ll turn it back on you x10. Send him a dirty text during dinner with everyone? He’ll turn to you with a smirk but don’t be surprised when he’s waiting until you’re sipping on your drink to grasp your thigh under the table and whisper ungodly filth in your ear to make you sputter your wine into the glass.

Jake… It’s like an “at your own risk” situation. He can handle the teasing, but he doesn’t like it. And if you take it too far, you can be sure you’ll pay for it later. “You thought that was cute, love?….That little stunt you pulled beneath the table at dinner?” and you’d shrug your shoulders and giggle with a mischievous smirk in response. “Well, we’ll just have to see how funny it is when you’re begging me for an orgasm, huh?” Then it’s his turn to laugh when your eyes go wide as your jaw hangs open in shock.

Sammy is a crybaby. GOD, he whines… It’s not so much the playful comments as it is the physical bits. He’d swear it’s torture, the way your fingers graze over his bare skin each time you walk by him. It really doesn’t take much for Sam to resort to begging. He’d get pouty and whiny and bratty, crossing his arms over his chest, until you inevitably give in because you have such a soft spot for him.

[failedelectrocution]

I know most people see Chiyoh and Hannibal as siblings but I have feelings n thoughts about em. m sad that there are p much no fics of em when there's so much potential.

Will is unpredictable and volatile, a wildfire that consumes and follows the wind. God does Hannibal love watching the wild creature lick flames wherever he goes.

But Chiyoh is stone. Cold, rough, solid stone that he can lean on, without fear of abandonment. She will always be there. Hannibal cannot return home, but he has her. Flashes of their silly little childhood games and made-up rituals, bright-eyed teenagers trying to find deeper meanings in the world. Holding hands in the dark of nights, time not a factor as they simply watched a candle melt away under a timid, flickering flame.

She was smaller than him, but fiercely protective. Not like a dog, blindly loyal and eager for praise, no, but a lioness taking care of her pride. He can always go to her for silent comfort, they need not words between them on hard days curled up in the castle that seemed frozen in history, every haunting moment left lingering down its halls.

Chiyoh was a handmaiden under the woman he yearned for. They both looked up to the lady with awe and respect. Chiyoh's eyes dulled in the moonlight when a young and brash Hannibal whispered his confessions to her, but she did not say anything.

After all that he had done, Lady Murasaki fled from him in an instant. But Chiyoh was still there. She comforted him, and he could see the pain in her eyes, too. The two comforted each other under sheets, tangled in desperation and inexperience. Even after that, Chiyoh did not change. Curiosity gnawed at him like a black hole, and the eager cub gave in without much thought.

Decades later, she is still home.

She knows him before he got his degrees, before Il Mostro.

She understands and accepts Hannibal as the beast that he is. She doesn't denounce him for what he does, as it would be denouncing a fox for killing and eating birds. What she does stop him from, is killing out of *emotion*, because that is human, not beast. This is why she stopped him from killing the man who supposedly killed and ate Mischa.

Here is her reaction to Will telling her everything, supposedly including Abigail, one that he killed out of human emotion and not out of instinct as a beast.

She is still his protector.

From himself.

Hannibal asks her to watch over him, lest he does it again.

He sees her, and knows that he will be safe.

[failedelectrocution]

Thinking about tyler and josh hanging out by the poolside, sunglasses and cool drinks and all. there's some greenery shielding them from the harsh heat, and the shadows from the leaves leave patterns on Josh's skin. Tyler traces them, and kisses him everywhere the sun doesn't.

[implausiblyjosh]

Finally read that Vox “the PURITEENS are RUINING fandom” article and it’s just as unhinged as I was expecting. No further notes, I think if you think teens are the cause of a problem instead of a symptom (at best!!) you’ve lost the plot.

Also, this dovetails nicely with what I see as a looming issue with cohost, because the only reason I read the article is because I saw a response from Sarah “the antis aren’t doing enough to dismantle Disney’s monopoly” Zedig agreeing with the article. I feel like distancing yourself from twitter, and actively discouraging people’s history on twitter to influence reactions on cohost, allows deeply unserious people to get a lot more play on that site.

[via-fm]

josh blindfolded, hands above his head and then dragging a feather up and down his body for ages before actually touching him

[writingcold]

🎁

Josh with a bottle of wine --- so has me thinking about visiting a quiet little winery and having a tasting on their lovely little patio overlooking the vines... Thank you sweetheart! 😘😘

[joshua-eluria]

I’m really glad im not creative enough to make famous posts or have tags that add anything to the actual thread i wouldn’t be able to handle the exposure from a tag call out or having a text post go viral on twitter, like what if a discord friend just sends me a tweet 1 day thats just a screen shot of my own post? how would i handle that

[oflightningandstorms-archive]

[Walking through Central, muttering to himself as he thinks] Okay so either library job, ice cream job, or whatever job Katt’s offering....which to be honest I’m highly curious about...

Or I could just continue my life the way it is.