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My sona as a sonic character

Sammy sonic edition, Sammic, whatever. She looks way too cute. I love her.

OK THE TRIFECTA OF SAMMYVERSE POSTS IS COMPLETE. i have been giggling about this one since i sketched it out >:]c

as per usual, leftmost (when in a frame with all three of them) sammy is played by @inkdemonapologist , and rightmost is @queenofcats17 's! the concept of CoC sam being freaked out by my golden ink sam (due to his own run ins with yellow ink constructs) has been running amok in my head for ages and i have finally managed to bring it to life.

#sammyverse #sammy lawrence #call of cthulu: haunted hijinx #batim dnd #batim motw #bendy and the ink machine #i hope you guys like it!!!! your designs are both so lovely #i use disguise self a LOT in game so i thought it a fitting reason as to why he looks human in the other doodles when he doesnt rn in game #now i will proceed to ramble about yalls sam designs #it took me a hot second to feel like i was doing shazzs sam justice in my art style but i am very happy with how he turned out in this one #ive drawn him before but now im like yes!! this is definitely shazz's! i think it was the ponytail throwing me off /hj /lh #and motw sam? an absolute angel to draw (haha). i could draw him all day. i especially love her design for his hair.

☕️ the difference in sam n deans love for each other !

I was actually just thinking about this because I’m watching season one and season nine simultaneously and I think while the differences in their past/current relationship is so stark it does highlight how consistent the way they love each other is.

Dean has lived a life without Sam and he knows that life with Sam is better. He’s the child that rested his head against his mother’s stomach to feel his brother’s kick against his hand, who stood guard by his crib every night fascinated by his little fingernails and the way he reached out for him. He sees Sam and thinks “I will never let anything hurt you. I love you and my world is complete with you.” and then spends the rest of his life making sure that he is never without him again. It’s why he chooses to leave the boy home, why he makes the crossroads deal, why he lets an angel enter his brother despite the fact that Sam begged death to let him leave, finally because Dean will always choose the world where Sam is in it, or he will die. It’s beyond compulsion but also it’s not something I think he could ever shake himself from. I think he hates himself a little for loving Sam that way but it’s also the most enduring constant in his life. He doesn’t need Sam to love him, in the end, he just needs him to be alive.

I think this is heavily contrasted with Sam whose entire idea of love and being loved is built around Dean. Sam has never lived a life without Dean or his love, so whenever that love is threatened or removed he is immediately destabilized. I don’t think Sam has ever really internalized that he is the person that Dean loves the most because everything he does in relation to Dean is about apologizing for how inconvenient he is. I think the fact that his greatest regret is the way that he’s let down Dean shows how he thinks that love is something that can be lost, he doesn’t have a lot of faith in it’s unconditional nature which is fair because Dean has worked hard to put up the illusion that his eternal love is something that can be lost because of the way he’s handled the inconvenience of Sam’s evolution as a person. The way Sam loves Dean is by understanding him and justifying him even when he’s not a person that Sam always likes. I feel like Sam understands Dean in a way that no one can, or honestly, is willing to. I think that Sam is never surprised by the depths of Dean’s flaws because he has spent a lifetime making sure that there isn’t an aspect of Dean that he can’t love. I think he finds security in being fully understood so the way he loves is fully understanding.

I think most importantly, they love each other like they wish the other loved them. I think Dean wants devotion above all else, he wants insane acts of service, an obsessive, never-dying love because that’s what he has to offer. It doesn’t matter if someone tells them they care, for him it’s in the act of dying that acts as a confession of love. Sam wants to be told that he’s loved, he doubts action so much because he connections action / duty and he doesn’t find duty a viable demonstration of love. It’s tragic, they love each other so much but the way they both give/receive love are in constant opposition to the other. Dean only loves Sam verbally when he isn’t in the room, Sam only goes through insane acts of devotion when Dean is dead or absent. They never get to see each other loving each other in their language so they’re in this constant state of turmoil waiting for the other to leave even though they are constantly demonstrating that they are never going to escape the other. I think there is a lot of ways that their love is compatible/connected to but when I think about their dynamic the ways they pass by each other is what really draws me to them. They’re two people who love each other more than anyone on earth but they are created to always be in direct opposition and are canonically pitted against each other as enemies, they were made to destroy the other but they don’t and that’s the root of their love.

#sammyverse #two people shorten a road #samdean #they........#this took me so long to answer but I was just thinking about how like #the fact that they often can't love each other in the way they need #but still desperately love each other is just! compelling as fuck!#they are cain and abel if cain dropped the stone and abel apologized for being unlovable