125. “Quit moving, I’m trying to sleep. Wait…are you…what?!”
oh boy. oh man. i was not able to keep the smut out of this, but thank you because i’ve been wanting to write something like this for ages
Under the cut because nsfw…
It was just the first day back at Hogwarts and Theo was already done
He should have stayed in his enormous, newly inherited mannor where he had loads of space
But no, he had chosen to redo his last year like a bloody idiot
And since there was no room for them in the dungeons, the new dormitory for Slytherin 8th year boys was in a spare room on the ground floor
Like they were some kind of Hufflepuffs or something
And what’s more, someone must have misheard when they told them four boys would be returning and not three
Or maybe they just didn’t give a shit
But it would just be Theo’s luck to be the last one to arrive and be left without a bed
Headmistress Mcgonagall told him there was no room to add another bed, so they’d have to relocate next morning
So Theo’s misfortune actually turned out great because they’d get another dormitory
For tonight, though, he had to share a bed with someone
That’s how he ended up in Blaise’s bed
Draco claimed he needed his bed free in case he hooked up with someone during tonight’s welcome party
But Theo knew he was just expecting Potter to magically apparate under his covers
Thankfully, Blaise wasn’t as childish and he didn’t even go to the party
Neither did Theo
That’s also how they both ended up alone in the dormitory
Falling asleep next to Blaise wasn’t weird, they’d been friends since forever and Theo had no problem closing his eyes and dozing off while dreaming of having a bigger dormitory the next day
But when he woke up it wasn’t the next day, and he didn’t feel like he’d slept at all
Something had awoken him and it took him a second to realize what
The bed was moving, but softly, like a gentle shake
Theo sleepily peeked over his shoulder, trying to understand what was happening
Blaise was on his back, his eyes closed and his mouth hanging slightly open
And he was moving
“Quit moving, I’m trying to sleep,” Theo murmured and then his eyes flew wide open as his brain finally made the right connections
He sat up, not knowing if he wanted to look at Blaise and confirm his suspicions or not. “Wait…are you…what?!”
His loud voice made Blaise open his eyes and even though it was dark Theo could see they were as wide as his own
Blaise was still, looking up at Theo and then slowly down at himself, his right hand very clearly resting over his crotch under the sheets
Theo looked too, he couldn’t not do it, and he felt his face burning up
“What the fuck?!”
Blaise sat up too and shushed him before pulling back the curtains a little to see if someone had heard them
“No one’s back yet,” Blaise whispered in relief and then looked at Theo again. “Is not what you think.”
“So you were not wanking?” Theo asked bewildered as his eyes adjusted to the low light
Blaise hesitated. “I…I guess I was. But I didn’t know it! I was having a dream and it…happened.”
Theo didn’t know whether to believe him, but he seemed genuine enough and also a bit scared
“Sorry. I swear it was an accident.” Blaise shrugged. “But if you want you can go over to Draco’s and pray he doesn’t arrive with Potter in tow.”
Theo scoffed. “Like he’s really gonna shag Potter on the first night back”
“True, but then you’ll have to hear his drunken crying about it.”
Theo relaxed and smiled. “Fuck it.” He laid back again. “But control your dreams for the love of Merlin.”
Blaise chuckled and laid back too.
Neither spoke for a while, but Theo knew Blaise was still awake.
He wouldn’t deny that what had happened was weird and they shoiuld forget about it, but for some reason Theo couldn’t
The way Blaise had looked before waking up kept popping in his mind and for a moment he wondered what would have happened if he hadn’t stopped him
His cheeks were burning again
“Blaise,” Theo whispered, half hoping he wouldn’t hear him. “Does that…happen to you a lot?”
Blaise cleared his throat. “I don’t know. A couple times before. Has it never happened to you?”
Theo didn’t remember ever waking up while touching himself. “No. Dreaming yes.” He didn’t know why he’d said that.
Theo could see Blaise nodding in his peripheral vision.
His sexual dreams weren’t ever that good, though, if they were maybe he’d feel the need to masturbate too
Blaise’s dreams must be incredible
“What were you dreaming of anyway?” Theo asked as casually as he could, but he was sure Blaise would think he was a creep and kick him off his bed
Then again, Theo wasn’t the one caught groping himself next to his best mate
Theo felt Blaise turn on his side, and for a moment he thought he was giving his back to Theo to go to sleep, but when Theo turned to look, Blaise was facing him
“Sometimes blokes too.”
Blaise’s voice was so low that Theo almost didn’t hear him and he wondered if he imagined it
Theo got on his side too, his hand holding tightly to the sheets he and Blaise were also sharing for some reason
“Really?” he breathed out, not knowing when the room got to overwhelmingly hot
It shouldn’t be hard to talk about liking men, it wasn’t taboo for any of them, especially since Draco had been out for a while
Blaise was close, too close, Theo could see his pupils and feel his quickened breath
Blaise nodded and for the first time Theo was painfully aware of how hard he’d gotten and wondered if Blaise could tell
“Me too,” he whispered and barely had time to take a breath before Blaise was kissing him
Theo had no idea it’d take so little for him to be so fully into snogging someone who minutes ago was just a friend
Yet the chemestry was undeniable, he cluld taste it in his tongue and feel it on his fingertips as he clung to Blaise’s shoulders
Blaise pulled him closer with a hand on his back and they both broke the kiss and gasped when their hardness met
Theo could think of nothing more but reaching down and making Blaise feel like he was dreaming again
They stared at each other, breathless and trying to find in their eyes the permission they both craved
They found it
It was clumsy and awkward and Theo had no idea what to do with the hand that wasn’t wrapped around Blaise, but he didn’t care
What they were doing felt so right, but the place and the moment felt wrong and the combination was driving Theo mad
They tried to keep quiet, maybe out of hear of someone coming in, or maybe because it would make this too real
Theo didn’t care about anything, though
He just wanted more, more feelings, more contact, more Blaise
They were both already so riled up that Theo was sure it wouldn’t take long, this all seemed too good to last anyway
Blaise kissed him again through their mismatched hand movements and Theo wanted to melt all over him
It ended as it began; fast, intense, and messy, but making Theo’s mind spin
There was no way the aftermath wasn’t going to be uncomfortable
Theo laid there with his eyes closed, catching his breath and hoping Blaise would say or do something first
Luckily, he felt him move, and when he opened his eyes he saw him pull out his wand from under the pillow and point it down at themselves as he cast a silent vanishing spell
Uncomfortable
Blaise rested his head on the pillow again and they looked at each other for what felt like an eternity
Theo had no idea that he could find so much by sleeping closer to someone he had been sleeping with for seven years
But he did and he couldn’t find it in his hear to regret it
They started leaning in at the same time and before they lips touched, a door was blasted open
They jumped apart, startled and looking at each other with wide eyes
“Bloody hell Goyle, I was this close! I can’t believe Weasley took Potter back to their room just because he was throwing up all over the place.”
Blaise and Theo chuckled silently
“And that didn’t turn you off?”
“Well, you know...I would have cleaned him up first.”
They heard the conversation until Goyle started snoring and then it was just the two of them again
The moment had passed and Theo wasn’t sure if it’d be right to kiss Blaise again
But at least there was room to hope
Because when they fell asleep, they were still facing each other.
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“I would like to see the sun rise over the bay.” She doesn’t know why she bothered to look for the current high-on-pain reliever blond, but found herself lying beside him when she saw him in the snow at the back of the house. Silence had somehow turned into a very long conversation on many things, and now she finds herself discussing what they would like to do if they end up staying awake all night.
“What bay?”
“I don’t know. Just a bay.”
He pauses, giving her time to wait and stare at the white puffs of air vapor from both their mouths. “You are weirder than I first thought you were.”
