Accidently making you cry ⋆. ˚
Warnings ౨ৎ established relationthip, pet names, angst, crying (obvi), hints of cheating?? gender/skin neutral, grammar/spelling mistakes, not proof read !!
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A/n ౨ৎ Pulled this one out of drafts from awhileeeeee ago, hopefully its still good! (..◜ᴗ◝..) Might start writing for haikyuu again soon but not before i do this ace smau req! ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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Being the s/o of a very wanted pirate was never said to be easy, from always being in the near grasp of death to worrying sick if they're safe when they aren't around.
Though sometimes it wasn't easy for other reasons, specifically when your obessesive lover just couldn't keep his mouth shut or eyes off a woman for more than seconds at a time.
He knew you didn't like it, he's heard you expression uncomfortable and hurt it made you feel.
Yet here he was once more; heart eyed and vocally swooning over a random woman in the farmers market. And what's worse? It was on a day you felt particularly insecure after having been constantly reminded of how much sanji just loved nami and Robin way before you.
Staring him down as he lovingly gushed and expressed his admiration to this woman, quickly feeling the familiar sting of fresh tears start to build in your eyes.
Shaking your head in what felt like betrayal and disappointment as you walked away feeling forgotten and unwanted.
A single sniffle.
Thats all it took; one faint sniffle for him to instantly come running back to you, within the blink of an eye he was infront of tou, gently cupping your hands and stroking your finger softly.
"Darling, what has upset you? Did someone do something to you?"
Pushing him off quickly after hearing his question 'was he really that oblivious?' You thought to yourself as you stormed past him, tears still fresh in your eyes.
He of course chased after you, worried and scared for your well-being, not long after catching up and even more concerned as he asked one more.
"Love, did something happen? How can I fix this for you?"
you scoffed in remark and glared up at his distressed expression, a bit taken a back at the fact it hasn't crossed his mind even once that you didn't like when he flirted with others so much
"Are you serious?! Sanji I've told you a hundred times that I don't like when you flirt with woman infront of me!"
Sniffling and rushingly wiping your warm tears now freely flowing down your cheeks.
"Ah...you're right, my love. I'm so sorry I forgot, please forgive my ignorance and mistakes, I promise; *really promise this time it won't happen again"
He gently grasped your hand once more, brining it up slowly and softly kissing the center of your knuckles
"I only have true love in my heart for you darling, I apologize deeply that occasionally I simply can't contain my outbursts at other woman"
a small frown now appearing on your already upset expression, this time out of guilt.
Now was he just playing up his sweet talking for you? Maybe. Was he gonna flirt with women infront of you again? Absolutely. But something about his demeanor and phrasing of words always just made your heart melt
Sighing and finally giving up, leaning in for a hug against his slender chest, him wasting no time to wrap his arms around you and gently stroke the small of your back.
"its...whatever I guess, just- please don't to it again..."
"Of course I won't love, I have eyes for you and you only."
A slight lie yes, but you still loved him. And he still loved you.
And that's really all that mattered.
Mihawk was always...cold, sure; he was your husband of 2 years now and you occasionally got him to open up and be a bit vulnurable but still it was barely anything for a 3 year relationship.
though sometimes the opposite was true. sometimes he'd be *extra* closed off and cold, unfortunatly now was one of those times, and you were feeling particularly clingy too.
Practically skipping through the halls of the dark tone mansion, humming a small tune as you approached the main room of the castle, finally spotting your swordsman husband, quickly prancing over to him to sit in his lap upon his seat like you always did, except something was; *differnt* about him today
He pushed you off firmly, glaring menicingly downards towards you, it was a silent gesture but it still sent a chill down your spine.
"Love...is something wrong? You can always talk to me y'know..." He scoffed at your words, rolling his eyes rudely as he crossed one arm under the other, taking a sip of his wine in hand
"I have nothing to talk about, I can handle myself fine and i dont need to be babysat."
Sure his words hurt, sure you were just trying to help yet he was being a jackass about it, but he was just in a sour mood. it was nothing against you, right?
"I'm sorry, but i was just trying to help. i know you can be a bit closed off so i just thought maybe you'd like to talk to someone abou-"
"enough. I am a grown man, i can handle my emotions in a mature way and i certianly dont' need help from the likes of you."
Oh.
is that how he always felt? sure you were a bit emotional sometimes, but it wasn't that bad...right?
The familar feeling of warm stinging tears in your eyes started to approach, knowing that crying would certiantly only worsen the situation; you quickly made your departure down the cold stone corridor towards your shared bedroom.
Collaposing down into the dark silk sheets, reaching outwards for your husbands pillow; embracing the comforting scent even though he himself wasn't a very comforting person, it was a bit sad at times to be married to him, but you loved him non the less.
eventually going from uncontrollable sobs to slow tears falling down your cheeks as you stared up at the castle ceiling.
Did he always feel like this? were your emotional outbursts really that bad? were all his past words of comfort just made up to make you feel better in the moment?
Overthinking flooding your mind faster than you could comprehend each thought.
A cold hand placed gently on your arm snapping you out of your thoughts, you quickly turned over to face him. a soft frown covering your expression as you met his eyes, much to your surprise; a hint of guilt plauged his glance.
"Y/n. I apologize, it was wrong of me to say that about you. You handle your emotions fine, just a bit more...expressive than i'm used to."
your heart ached at his words; it wasn't often that you got a true apology from mihawk, but when you did it always felt so real, so loved filled.
"its...alright, i know you probably didn't mean it..." without hesitation you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling yourself up and closer to him as he mindlessly put his hands on the sides of your torso. you placed a small peck to his lips and smiled softly at him.
"Love you 'hawk...im sorry im so annoying sometimes."
"nonesense, love. you're perfectly fine."
A/n ౨ৎ ugh i need to get back to posting on a regular schedule- sorry about the weird posting times! (⸝⸝๑﹏๑⸝⸝)
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