how do i explain to others that my pleasure in seeing people hurt is out of my control and involuntary? they think im like. choosing to do it.
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how do i explain to others that my pleasure in seeing people hurt is out of my control and involuntary? they think im like. choosing to do it.
DEVAN COX - HOT SOUTH AFRICAN POLICEMAN
A Glass of Wine
sapphosdesires Jun 4 When Greta bumped into her favourite teacher from High School when she was home on vacation from university and they went for a coffee together, she told her about the crush that she'd had on her all through 11th and 12th grades. Mrs Johnson seemed flattered and suggested they meet one evening at her house and talk about Greta's studies over a glass of wine
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I giggled and blushed.
"What's so funny?" Mrs. Johnson asked.
"Just that that's kinda a code phrase," I said. Would I really dare to go on?
"For?" she asked - a little sternly, I thought.
"Um..." I blushed even more, looked at the floor, took a deep breath, and dared myself. "For having your pussy eaten," I explained. "Pardon my French."
"Greta Milrose! What on earth?" she snapped.
"You know, because..."
"No. I promise you, I do not know."
"Just, because they go so well together," I offered as a weak explanation."
"Perhaps I should re-phrase my invitation," she replied.
"That... I guess that's up to you," I said with a coy smile.
"Or not..." she decided with a much wider smile.
***
Two weeks later, Brenda (a.k.a 'Mrs. Johnson') says to me, "After I have my glass of wine, we can discuss a phrase for 'taking you home and getting your bottom smacked."
"So many possibilities," I said, "it's going to be hard to choose!"
SAPD let this motherfucker out on bail.
This is the man that killed Jonathan Joss. Seigfredo Alvarez Ceja. He's walking free right now so long as he turns up at his court dates. Tristan Kern de Gonzalez's safety is in direct risk for as long as this motherfucker draws breath outside.
Don't let anyone forget what he did. Don't let SAPD get away with ignoring Jonathan and Tristan's anguish until they had a fucking dead body on their hands. Don't let SAPD get away with letting a fucking murderer out to run loose.
During a news conference Thursday, San Antonio Police Chief William McManus says the department spoke prematurely about Jonathan Joss’ shooting death not being a hate crime
MILLON'S SUBTYPES [ BPD EDITION ]
Note: all definitions are taken directly from Millon's writings, which are quite old, with only a few edits and rephrasings to make things more digestible to a modern audience.
📃 The Discouraged Borderline — Generally acts pliant, submissive, loyal, and humble. Feels vulnerable and in constant jeopardy. Feels hopeless, depressed, helpless, and powerless.
▐ has avoidant and dependent traits
📃 The Petulant Borderline — Negativistic, impatient, restless, as well as stubborn, defiant, sullen, pessimistic, and resentful. Easily feels slighted and is quickly disillusioned.
▐ has negativistic traits
📃 The Impulsive Borderline — Captivating, capricious, superficial, flighty, distractable, frenetic, and seductive. When fearing loss, the individual becomes agitated. Often gloomy, irritable, and potentially suicidal.
▐ has histrionic or antisocial traits
📃 The Self-Destructive Borderline — Inward-turning, self-punishing, and angry. Abilities to conform and integrate have deteriorated. Increasingly high-strung and moody.
▐ has depressive and self-defeating traits
More of Millon's subtypes:
[ASPD] [AVPD] [BPD] [DPD] [DPPD]
[HPD] [OCPD] [PPD] [NGPD] [NPD]
[SAPD] [SDPD] [STPD] [SZPD] [TPD]
An innocent unarmed teen was playing video games on a couch when a police officer opens the door, without announcing himself and kills him.
In some states it takes as little as 134 hours of training to become a policeman, most get 320 hours, the state requires hairdressers to get 1500 hours of training. We The People deserve better! #Flashbackfiles
A San Antonio man seen on cell phone video being detained by officers then physically forced into the back of a patrol vehicle was not the suspect they were looking for, SAPD officials have now acknowledged.
Mathias Ometu, 33, posted bail Thursday after spending roughly two days in Bexar County Jail, court records showed. He is now being represented by Adam Kobs.
Ometu was jogging along Woodstone Drive near Interstate 10 Tuesday afternoon when officers stopped him, SAPD officials and multiple eyewitnesses confirm.
Police say Ometu, who was wearing bright-colored workout clothes and headphones, matched the description of an armed suspect in a felony family violence call nearby and officers wanted to talk to him.
Ometu, an insurance adjuster who does not have a criminal record, repeatedly refused to give his name or date of birth to police, which is a legal right in Texas unless the person is arrested or operating a motor vehicle. Officers who stopped Ometu claimed they had “reasonable suspicion” to believe he matched the description of the family violence suspect.
“The information that they relayed out to other officers responding to the scene was that the male had fled the location and was wearing a bright green shirt and shorts,” an SAPD spokesperson said.
Cell phone video recorded by multiple eyewitnesses shows Ometu being placed into handcuffs after several minutes of speaking with SAPD officers. “Officers advised (Ometu) if he was not the person they were looking for, then he would be released,” an SAPD spokesperson said.
Eventually, officers handcuffed Ometu and told him to get into the back of the police SUV. SAPD officials said the officers detained Ometu because his “demeanor became aggressive.”
“There was nothing normal about that, about a guy jogging and getting pulled over and then getting detained like that,” said eyewitness Jennifer Rodriguez, who used her phone to record several minutes of Ometu’s interaction with officers.
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Ometu was charged with two felony counts of assault on a police officer and he remains in the Bexar County Jail two days later on a $20,000 bond, jail records show.
A second eyewitness, San Antonio attorney Victor Maas, said he began recording the incident with his phone because of what he’s seen happen to other Black people stopped by police.
“I felt bad for the guy, so I kept videotaping it,” said Maas, who shared the footage on social media.
Maas said SAPD officers later came into his office and asked for his Facebook information.
He said he declined to provide it and told them to leave because they were infringing on his civil rights.