I'm sorry for suddenly dropping sad stuff here but lately I've been having frequent nervous breakdowns for no reason at all. I get sad for no reason, hurt by the littlest thing, jealous, lonely, feeling so small and insignificant and even if I want to open up to someone, I feel as if everything I'm feeling is stupid. I mean, who gets sad for no reason? It's ridiculous. So I always end up dealing with it alone and disappear for a few days and refuse to talk to anyone. I want someone to talk to
me about it but when they do, I end up snapping at them, which in turn makes me feel more horrible than before. Whenever that happens, I put more distance between me and that person for fear of hurting them once more. This got a bit long but can I request scenarios with Suga, Oikawa, and Kuroo dealing and comforting their partners with a similar experience to mine? Thank you so much!
|| Hi there, dear. I’m really sorry to hear about your current condition. It’s understandable that you’re having a tough time reaching out, but you’re going to have to reach out, okay? It’s hard and I honestly can’t imagine what you’re going through, but you have to remember that people are worried and that you don’t have to go through pain on your own. You don’t have to pour everything out right away. Baby steps are good, and talking about it step by step may help you in being able to talk about it. I hope these and the scenarios I give will suffice for now! You’re free to IM or message me, yeah? ||
Days have passed. Sugawara can’t help but feel his concern grow the more you didn’t show up or message him. So he takes the initiative to drop by your place. It’s honestly a surprise to you to see him, considering how distant you’ve been but you feel a sort of gladness and relief fill you. Eventually, you speak up. “Sorry...” He shakes his head immediately, pulling you to an embrace. “I’m not mad,” he tells you. “I was a little worried sick though.” Despite it all, he doesn’t ask about it though and instead tries to provide you with company to keep your mind from the negative things you felt.
It’s no surprise that Oikawa catches on regarding what you’re currently going through. However, acting right away regarding it was something he couldn’t easily do knowing things like this need a delicate touch. But to have you isolating yourself was eating him up and eventually the hesitance dissipates in order to see you. He doesn’t ask questions, doesn’t demand an explanation and he instead lies down with you on your bed, fingers interlacing with yours to show he’s there. “I’ve got you, okay?” He murmurs softly, bringing your knuckles near him in order to press a kiss.
Now Kuroo was one to give you your space, but not having heard from you for a while placed worry in the front of his mind in the midst of work and spending time with Kenma. Eventually, he decides to deal with the issue and check up on you. The worry lightens but remains upon seeing you in such a distant form. He approaches you slowly and sits next to you in the silence. “I might hurt you too.” You mutter. He doesn’t say anything in reply, but pulls you close to him. “You won’t,” he reassures, kissing your head. “I’m here for you and nothing’s going to change that.”