May 29, 2017
Call upon Allah with certainty
A confident muslimah
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Call upon Allah with certainty
A confident muslimah
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Post Ramadan Blues
Ya.. first my husband left and now ramadan left and now I'm back to feeling sad and not knowing what to do with my aching heart except exercise sabr. Sabrun jameelun. Ya Allah I'm feeling worried, sad, lost and extremely down.. I wish this doesn't last forever but I can't help but feel like it will. I know your promise is true, but when? When will your help come?
feelings
Last year during Ramadan I remember how I tried so hard to focus on getting close to Allah and to utilize it to my best. I struggled no joke. It was hard. I was depressed. I was sad. Alhamdulillah i made it to another Ramadan . It doesn't feel like Ramadan right now to be honest. My mind is clouded, my emotion are haywire, my heart is heavy. I know there are people who have been in my shoes and have seen that silver lining. Maybe after when Mr.Saudi leaves I will have more clarity and focus on trying to make the most out of this month. I honestly imagined I would be going to KSA finally with mr.Saudi ..I asked Allah if it was good for us that he would facilitate.. I guess it just wasn't written for us this time and it wasn't good for us. I really hope there is something better waiting for us because honestly, i feel sad and hopeless again. I will get through this insha'allah.
note 2 self.
Allah wants ease for us.
How is it like being with a Saudi?
Me: hard.
not so newbie
Assalamualaikum,
yah so00000000, I have been debating for a long while now whether or not to open up a blog like this and I guess I decided to take that leap since you stumbled upon this!
I wanted to create this space for mainly myself and for others who are struggling with the things that come along with being married to a Saudi man.
Just to set some ground rules:
1. I remain anonymous for my own sanity and well-being (so please do not ask me where I am from, where my husband is from, what my nationality is, etc.)
2. I am here to offer support to the best of my ability
3. Mind your manners !
4. Judge free zone
5. Confidentiality guaranteed