hello sweet girl. i know you’re probably still asleep, but i just wanted to send you a nice message to wake up to. so i know you’re scared to make us public because you’re trying to be a good friend, but i just wanted to let you know that i have never been more sure or more excited about being with anyone in my whole life. there was one person before you, but she was taken from me way too soon. i never pictured myself ever loving or being with someone ever again after her. after she gave me the most wonderful gift i could ever ask for. i was sad for a very long time after she left us. as i should have been...i never really let myself get out there again. yeah there were a few dates here and there, but there was never a spark. never ever anything. but right away with you...i knew i had gained a friend. the fact that you never once showed fear when i told you about juna (because let’s be honest...if i were as young as you...and i found out the guy i’ve been talking to had a 2 year old daughter...i’d go bananas!) and you were so gentle and calm with her...i knew right then that maybe my feelings for you were deeper than friends. i love that i’m getting to know you, and that we’re taking things relatively slow. but just know, that you already mean so much to me. i see so much happiness in our future. you really saved my life babygirl. and i want you to know you can take your time. there’s no rush. because in the end i’ll always want you.