Sep 28, 2012
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now the sun peaks at mid-afternoon.
and if ii say 'my love', is it projected from the ether of my soul or is it the faulty component ii've implanted, to help me distinguish what's real
saying things to make love real or believing things to feel real love
a fire within my core... as there is heaven beneath me, there is heaven above.
7 Deadly Feedbacks
your fear is feeding the monster. your rage is feeding the monster. your inactivity is feeding the monster. your attention is feeding the monster. your consumption is feeding the monster. your negative reaction is feeding the monster. your emotional investment is feeding the monster.
with the utmost gratitude... ii acknowledge the highs, plateaus, and the lows of this life. plateaus are a new degree of opportunity, whereas ii once perceived it as the emptiness that consumed me.
creative.
the magic in these hands...
the infinite stretch of praise, gratitude, and humility I feel when I use them. the conscious efforts I take to care for them. the strenuous limits I push them, then the delicate rituals I do to preserve them.
the stretch. the feel. the effort. the care. the limits. the rituals.
these hands. god made.
& Now A Daze...
ii considered the mental tenacity it takes to revisit this case... ii am considering the capacity of this new time and space. ii will consider it as the first seed of a newfound grace. because the reality ii knew... was the death of a dream. an inconsistent theory, unfolded in a volume of three. levels of resistance, detachment, & ethereal belief. although the trauma of that mindset was insipid, ii developed from immature, to elusive, to vivid. and here and now, ii have a truth worth living.
a long walk, calm thoughts, and Lepidiolite in hand to soothe... everything is everything.
& how you are subtly teaching me simplicity... something ii'm growing into understanding. something ii never allowed for myself.