@scientrapta From Here
Ears lowered, her voice was unsteady as she spoke those words. Even if Entrapta had ‘forgiven’ her before she still didn’t believe that she deserved it and while she knows that she had to do what she had to in the heat of the moment it didn’t make it any less right. The pain she caused, the people she hurt, her biggest regret was going back on the friendship that she had formed with Scorpia and Entrapta. Sending her to Beast Island and then setting off the portal were the worst things she could have done but too blinded with rage she forgot about anything else. Wanting to inflict the pain she felt onto those around her wasn’t the right way to go about things and she knew that but it took her so long to truly accept it.
Nearly choking on her own words, it took all of her strength to not just run away. Running was something she was good at, running from all the problems that she had to deal with and leave it for some future version of her to deal with but now; now, she had to deal with the consequences of her actions. No one else deserved more of an appology than Entrapta. Having taken advantaged and twisted her emotions as to benefit the Horde. Tricking her into thinking her friends abandoned her from just using her to improve their own standing in the war without a care about her own personal goals.
One of the only reasons she decided to come see the scientist in the first place was due to Melog’s pestering about her feelings of remorse. “It’s Not fine.” Taking a deep breath, she closed her eyes for a moment before hesitantly looking at Entrapta again, “What I did. How I hurt you.” Her hands trembled more with each word she spoke. Breathy, filled with unease at having to really talk about this. Melog had come along for support as she would bump her head against Catra’s leg as she spoke.
“I wasn’t the friend you deserved but I want to be that now. If... if you’ll let me try.” There was a good chance that Entrapta may just brush it off, happily accept it without a thought and that is what scared Catra. She didn’t want some false acceptance to make herself feel better.














