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#carly finally coming to terms with her feelings ( @scmpcrfidclis )

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@scmpcrfidclis didn’t like, but gets a starter in Abby’s new verse anyways!

Abby scanned the woman up and down, her body tense, every single bit of herself closed off as possible. The woman was pretty enough, seemed friendly too, but they all did, at first. She knew too well to let a pretty face fool her. She sighed, stepping forward at Jen’s urging, rolling her eyes. 

“I wanna call Danny before I go.” She said, turning to Jen. It was supposed to be part of the deal, so when Jen just shook her head, Abby’s eyebrows shot up. “What? But you said I-”  But she was cut off, and Jen explained that she was given specific orders not to let her call Danny. She was sorry, but there was nothing she could do.

Abby just rolled her eyes once more and had no choice but to let Jen lead her the rest of the way to the woman. She introduced her as Ally Sun-something, and when Abby didn’t bother to introduce herself, she cleared her throat loudly and gave Abby a knowing look.

“Hi. I’m Abby.” She stated simply, though instead of holding her hand out to shake, she crossed her arms over her chest, and gave Ally an obviously fake smile.

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     “maybe...? but, i don’t want to offend her or anything.” she can’t stop starring, she’s genuinely worried, but the last thing she needs is to be in trouble too. 

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riley nodded and followed ally’s instructions, taking in a deep breath and let it out, making herself relax. she copied ally’s wand movements and did as the other girl had said, and focused on her happiest memory.

it was their first christmas home from hogwarts, it had possibly been the best christmas ever. being together again, being together in general. she could remember sitting next to carly on the couch as they exchanged gifts, mug of warm pumpkin juice in her hands, bag of jelly slugs between them that they’re splitting. she watches as their mother opens the gift from her, a wide smile on her face, pulling riley into a tight hug.

as she kept the memory in mind, letting the warm, happy feeling wash over her. “expecto patronum!” she shouted out, and to her surprise, a silvery white dolphin sprang from the end of her wand, floating down next to the husky. “it... it worked! i didn’t think i would get it on the first try! look at it, ally! oh my gosh, it’s so cute!”

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I'M CRYING THIS IS A D O R A B L E

BUT IS IT NOT CALLY

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Meta + Glinda & her thoughts on her dad

give me a topic and i’ll write a meta

I literally got out of bed and pulled out my laptop for this because I didn’t know I needed this in my life but I do.

Okay, so here’s the thing about Glinda and her dad that she will never tell you. Not in a million years, and not even under threat of throwing away her cosmetics. This isn’t because she’s stubborn or anything but rather because she doesn’t even know it herself.

Glinda hates her dad, loathes him, is probably the only person she’s ever truly hated in her entire life. A part of her blames him for everything, for how her mother treats her, for how her grandparents hate her, for the fact that he’s off somewhere happy with his new, shiny white family, while hers is broken and half dead. She doesn’t know though because she pushes it down, deep deep deep down inside of her. A place that will likely never see the light of day because hatred and negative emotions isn’t the kind of person that she is. Isn’t the kind of person she wants to be. She sees how hatred has consumed her grandparents, has consumed her mother, made them twisted and angry and ugly in a way that no cosmetics could ever fix. And Glinda doesn’t want to be that. So she plasters on a smile, shoves all that negativity down under a layer of false cheer, and turns a blind eye to that part of her. Glinda and her “Glinda glasses” is so good that she even manages to convince herself that she loves her dad, that he’ll come back one day and all their problems will be magically solved. 

It’s gotten to the point where she’ll believe it but not truly. That hatred fuels more of her than she’ll ever say. That a part (a tiny, childish part) still wants and believes her daddy will come home one day and their family will be whole and happy again. So she works hard, studies harder, becomes smart and pretty and all grown up because the part of her that believes daddy will come back is also the same part that wants him to regret leaving her. To see what he missed out on, all this is just a challenge, a decree, a war cry---

What does your brand new darling children have that I don’t? Well here it is! I have it all! And it isn’t any thanks to you.

She hates him, hates him with all the passion of a child who’s been wronged by someone who’s supposed to protect them. Mainly though, she hates how much of her ‘lie’ isn’t really much a at all. Mostly though, she hates that she also loves him just as much as she loathes him. 

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I AM NOT CUTE FIGHT ME

YES YOU ARE! you are the CUTEST pupper! (and i refuse to fight you.)

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@scmpcrfidclis continued from here!

riley was trying to calm down, her chest was beginning to grow even more heavy and breathing was getting more difficult. but she couldn’t, she wouldn’t, let herself go into a full blown panic attack in front of ally. it wouldn’t be fair to the other girl to make her deal with that. it’s why the idea to have ally sing to her had popped into her head, that should be a surefire way to calm her down, especially with this particular song.

❛❛ c-could you s-sing h-hamilton? d-dear t-theodosia , p-please? ❜❜