please tell me i'm not alone in this. does anyone else have scolionophobia? does anyone else experience intense school refusal? it's been a problem all my life. the strangest thing is that i don't even have any reason for it, it just happens - though i guess that's what makes it an irrational fear. luckily, i've been doing online school for a couple years, so it hasn't really affected me much recently, but i think back to my elementary & middle school years and realize how fucked up it was, to the point where i couldn't even step one foot inside the building without having a meltdown or panic attack. hell, just a year and a half ago i tried going back to in-person school, but dropped out after 4 days. it's always made me feel very lonely, so i'd love it if anyone else shares those experiences.
