Hi. I hope you're not sick of getting asks about SCP 8980 (if so, feel free to ignore) but I wanted to let you know that it has affected me in a way very few works of fiction have. I was physically shaking when I got to the amnesticization scene, and it only got worse as I kept reading. By the time I finished reading, I felt a mix of dread, horror, rage and nausea that still haven't fully subsided several days later. I still have trouble sleeping. I keep thinking about Lilian and everything she went through, and the sinking realization that similar things have happened to real people countless times. Part of me wishes I'd never come across this SCP (or that I'd heeded the content warnings), but I know it's ultimately for the best that I read it, because stories like this need to be told if we want things to change.
I've never experienced or directly witnessed any abuse of the kind described in the story, but reading it raised the dreadful possibility that I might have, at some point in my life, been like one of the many people who looked the other way. I'll never know for sure, but hopefully this will inspire me to be all the more vigilant in the future. It also spoke to my discomfort with my own gender, which I have trouble identifying with when I have to share it with the likes of Dr. Byrnes.
All this is to say that you are an amazing writer, and I deeply admire your strength for tackling something so personal to you in such an uncompromising way.
If you don't mind, there are a couple questions that came to mind while reading it that I'd love to have your thoughts on:
1. About the concept that Byrnes erased (I know you don't want to reveal what it was and I totally respect the artistic choice). Am I right in thinking Lilian could reacquire the concept if put into a supportive environment? My logic is that amnestics can erase memories, but can't permanently remove cognitive faculties. So if Byrnes took away, say, her self-worth, she could recover it after spending time with people who respect and value her? Of course it's going to be a long and difficult process, but I'd like to know there's hope (especially once she's moved away from Site 17 following the 7777 events).
2. How do you feel about the ethics of punishing Byrnes when he's forgotten everything he did? Of course the ideal solution here would be to administer him mnestics, but I'm sure the Foundation would consider it a waste of resources... So barring that, what do you think should be done with him? It's a really tough question for me, since on the one hand, there is something dystopian about being punished for crimes you can't remember (there's a whole Black Mirror episode about it!) but on the other hand, there's a good chance his abusive tendencies have survived amnesticization and he might hurt others in the future. (I'm also aware that Byrnes is ultimately secondary to the systemic failures that allowed him to get away with it and still prevent any meaningful changes, but I'm still curious).
3. Finally, is there a directory where I can find the rest of your work in the SCP universe? I've read 8980 and 7777 and I'd love to read more of your writing (although if you've written anything as dark as 8980 I'll have to pass lmao).
Again congratulations on a truly impressive work, and thanks for reading through this very long ask!
I'm never disappointed to get a nice message about 8980, so there's no reason to fear. I am very happy the article had such a tremendous and positive impact on you.
Regarding your point on trouble identifying with your gender because of people like Byrnes, it is a very common feeling for those who know what atrocities men can and often do commit. It's something that eventually you will come to terms with after much self-reflection. Regardless, as you mention yourself, it is essential for men to embody the positive aspects of masculinity and use the privilege society affords them to help others. As it says in the ancient text Pirkei Avot, "In a place where there are no [good] men, strive to be a [good] man."
To answer your individual questions:
1. Your assessment of how amnestics work is — at least in 8980's continuity — fully accurate. As the amnestics only dissolve targeted engrams, concept-related engrams could be theoretically reacquired in the correct environment.
2. This is a question with no true answer. As you mention yourself, either option results in an injustice of some form. However, under the assumption that Byrnes's abusive and misogynistic tendencies have survived amnesticization, I would believe it to be more ethical to — in some capacity — restrain his movements to prevent him from inflicting further suffering on others.
You mention Black Mirror in your question, and I would like to follow up with that offhand reference with another: Severance. I have recently finished watching it myself, and believe it would be insightful for you if you choose to delve into topics of identity, memory, and culpability.
3. There is indeed; you may find it here:
The SCP Foundation's 'top-secret' archives, declassified for your enjoyment.
Do be aware, however, that a majority of my articles are not of the same quality of 8980/7777, nor are most in a similar genre. Regardless, I hope you enjoy my past works, and feel free to send me more asks in the future if you have questions about those.
Thank you once again for the kind words, and I hope you have a pleasant day.









