kill me >:)
when sooyeon wakes up, her head is throbbing, her hands are stinging — and it smells. it smells pungent and gross and dead, and my god, why is there so much blood?
( — its through her tears that she’s screaming, snarling — her hands gripping each and every portion of his skin as she digs her nails in and scratches. there’s blood on her hands, but she’s lost her thought on whose it is at this point. all she knows is that kris needs to leave, he needs to stop. he needs to go far, far away from her.
it’s his touch that makes her snap, and she sees red, and then she lunges.)
"hey. wake up…"
he’s lying in a pool of red substance — it’s not blood, no no. not at all. his hair is covered in it — that’s not a cut on his head. no no. not at all. and he’s not moving. sooyeon feels her throat constrict and tighten, her lips parting to release a heavy, shaky sigh as she reaches out to him.
he’s cold to touch, and that has her eyes stinging. sooyeon whimpers like a child, and shakes him lightly. “yah — kris, wake up. this isn’t funny.”
silence is her only response, and it takes sooyeon a full five minutes of sniffling and light murmurs of him to move, before she realizes what she’s done.
the scream that leaves her mouth is full of anguish.













