#seanourished

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seanourished said: 

makes grabby hands come and cuddle with me and mimi we're great and cuddling it's my fave passtime.                                                         

Oooh, I could get on board with that!

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seanourished said:

yes on general principle. but also the fact that we chubby girls are eyecandy for you <3 <3                                                         

Took me years to figure out that I'm gay because I kept looking at Sandra Bullock and Kate Moss and going, "Nah." :p Also I once stopped eating because depression and I had gone for three days without a meal, I was a stick, my IQ had dropped and I was shaking all the time, and while I was seriously panicking about wasting away of starvation, people started complimenting me on how good I looked; the world is a sick place. I could rant about this endlessly. I mean, my personal preference isn't really of my conscious doing. Except for how maybe I've looked at too many pictures of Holocaust victims, and comparisons do come to mind often. I'm about to walk my puppy but man, I could SERENADE chubby women if I had time right now, I could do that all day, I could tell you all about how I want to feel like I didn't fail in providing food for my girlfriend and anyway, hugs. There are only few good huggers amongst the skinny. So I experience the public dislike of overweight women a little bit in bizarro reverse, because nobody ever provides me with eye candy. Ever. I have to make my own fun all the fucking time. ;)

[lameyxx]

"Hello beautiful person! Once you get this you must share five random facts about yourself and then pass it on to your top 10 favourite followers/people you follow. <3" 

I was tagged by fleursansparfum to do this thing... (thanks sweets!) (also I changed it slightly..)

1. I find it really difficult to throw clothes away. 2. I have multitonal pink hair currently. 3. When I was 5 I used the "puppy-dog-eyes-face-thing" and managed to get my dad to buy me a Bambi soft toy (which I still have), the face never worked again though, sadly. 4. Minor obsession with all things Jagermeister. 5. My PJs have pink cats on, but I don't really like cats..

I pass this tag onto:

gemstonejunkie tazdoeslife seanourished jessicakayliegh sister-everett josephinebw sittingonthebank matt-mess danwarburtonmusic billsherlyscott

(disclaimer; if any of you guys would like to be unlisted from this thing let me know and I will do so)

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tagged by usakeh

Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag [ten] friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

I think I've done this before, but what the hell:

1. Cloud Atlas by David Mitchell 2. Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling 3. Faust I by Goethe 4. Everything ever written by Heinrich von Kleist 5. Mammoth by John Varley 6. Redshirts by John Scalzi 7. The Cap: The Price of a Life by Roman Frister 8. Sword of Shadows series by J.V. Jones 9. The Lost Honour of Katharina Blum by Heinrich Böll 10. Landscapes of Memory by Ruth Klüger

Lost Honour of Katharina Blum is a great book, btw, if you're interested in media spin and how it fucks you up, as the Capitol does with the victors. Except slightly less dangerous, and much more contemporary. Well, somewhat more contemporary - it's from the seventies.

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seanourished said: 

can't we all just be sad quietly? we're all aware that we're sad.                                                        

Sadly, "quiet on Tumblr" is about as likely as a straight male ballerina. 

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seanourished said: 

tumblr does kind of feel like a pissing contest today doesn't it.            

It does, doesn't it? "Who can mourn the loudest?"

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seanourished said: 

I'm a very passive shipper, if that helps ;) xx                                                        

Hahah. I can be courteous and polite to people who believe in a magic man in the sky. Hayffie is nothing. :D

sweet-suzume said: 

The first rule of victor club is you don't talk about victor club!! XD. Beautiful!! ...I like friendships a lot too. :)                                                         

!! I have a whole arsenal of victor club anecdotes in my pocket at this point. :D I make my girl come up with them to cheer me up when I'm down. Friendship fic is the best. :-)

[miladyhuntress]

Apodyopsis - the kids xxx

“Apodyopis - The act of mentally undressing someone.”

Sebastian/Sophie.

It’s a drabble, but I put it under a cut anyway. Because writing. Also because incest. xxx

There’s a slight shift. First it’s just the angle at which she turns her hand, a slight toss of her hair. It travels from her delicate fingertips, through her bone and up her spine. Sebastian knows no one else can see it but him. The way her posture and body seems to reposition itself with the knowledge of him looking at her.

He props his feet up on the table, and the people around him are already too drunk to notice, too drunk to care if this table is realy mahogany or fake. He sips on his drink, and it’s a bit on the weak side. She hasn’t turned around. Her hand rests on a dresser next to her, her fingers clutched around the wine glass, her knuckles whitening. Like they did in his sheets the night before and hers the night before that. He wonders if she knows what he’s thinking. He cocks his head to the side, noticing that one of the straps on her dress is sliding down. She moves to pull it up again but stops. Sebastian smiles, drawing up a plan in his head, of how he’s going to kiss that neck, pull her skirt up a bit over her legs before he even gets as far as unzipping it, and when he does, he’ll move as slow as possible. Whispering in her ear, the filthiest things he could ever come up with, feel her heart race against his lips on her pulse point. Letting the dress fall to the floor.

She laughs and he snaps out of it, it’s sudden and a bit too sharp. It’s meant to be over something the girl next to her has said, but it sounds out of place and almost nervous.

He smirks, humming along to the song playing in the background as he pulls out his phone and types a text.

”Let’s get out of here. These people are dull and you’re already naked in my head anyway.” Presses send. Her phone is next to her glass, and Sebastian knows she’ll think it’s tacky. But it doesn’t matter to him. She doesn’t reply. Turns around to pull a face at him. He can see the smallest hint of it before it dies out when their eyes meet. She was either badly prepared or she wasn’t very keen on faking disinterest to begin with. He gets up from the chair, placing his drink in someone else’s hand. He knows she is going to follow him, he can feel it. It feel’s like being both the hunter and the prey.