sebičnost 😶💔

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sebičnost 😶💔
“Med i mleko” — Rupi Kaur
Sve te sitne sebičnosti i stvari koje mi traće vreme odbacila bih tako lako u ime te nove sebe.
Selfishness
I’m selfish.
Giving you a piece of me i feel happy
Canceling other plans to meet with you i feel no shame and no regrets
Easily forcing a laugh even though your jokes aren't funny
Sharing snacks with you even though i’m starving
I’m selfish
Not wanting your smile but wanting to be the reason you do a special smile
Hugging me, all i want is that one extra second
Getting home late for accidentally getting into our talk
I don’t want your look, i want your stare into my soul
Spending time together but not wanting you to forget me
I want this to last
I want all of it, and i’m so selfish.
Psiholog: Zašto niko ne smije znati da patiš za njim?
Ja: Zato što me ismijavaju i provociraju.
Psiholog: Pa šta? Pusti ih,ionako su ljubomorni.
Ja: Kako to mislite 'ljubomorni' ?
Psiholog: I oni bi voljeli da neko pati za njima,oni su zapravo ljubomorni zato što niko ne pati i ne trči za njima kao što ti patiš za njim. To se zove sebičnost.
Napravila sam facebook kada sam imala 15 godina. Nisam imala nikakve veze sa ljubavnim vezama i svom tom patetikom koju sam vidjala na fejsu, ali mi se cinilo da ima toliko slomljenih srca da nikada nisam ni pozelela da volim i da budem voljena. I onda sam vremenom shvatila, da ti ljudi i nisu mozda istinski patili, nego su hteli biti u centru paznje, hteli su biti sazaljevani..ali, da li su oni pomislili u bilo kojem trenutku svoje sebicnosti, da bi mogli nekome drugom svojim laganjem i izmisljenim bolom zauvek zgaditi ljubav?
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