ahhh i just love how I’m not even allowed to be hurt by the -extensive- psychological damage my grandma caused me because she’d never hurt me on purpose because a fucking adult and PARENT isn’t able to be responsible for their behavior. Who would have fucking known constantly making fun of a kid (a CHILD i must have been like fucking 11 when she started), yelling at them when they asked for help, yelling at them when they cried, calling them slurs, breaking down their self-worth and generally making their life hell until they dissociated through several years just to fucking get through the whle thing would hurt them. How could anyone fucking ! guess! that would hurt someone!! But it was all a big silly accident that’s just how she is she doesn’t know she’s being hurtful. fuck her and fuck you for refusing to acknowledge my hurt