#secret libray

[breakdawn-avenue]

Can’t deny what’s deep inside my soul

Summary: Hayato would consider baking to be one of his hobbies, especially cookies. Usually, you help him with pleasure. When you come back home on this day, you see him partly covered in floor and the whole kitchen in an unusual disarray. Considering what happened the evening before, Haruka and Akihiko breaking up – no, just taking a break from each other, it’s probably better not to be all too miffed about it. Hajime calls for an emergency meeting. Thankfully, he doesn’t force you to be there. You wait for your man to come back home but then you spend the night with someone else.

Words: 2.222 CW: (light) angst, I kind of want to witness Hayato making an absolute mess in the kitchen when baking... 🤭 the fifth entry is up on ao3. I’m somewhat pretty busy these days and I’m still trying to get my muse to work so I’m sorry if these one shots are (very) sloppy. still, thank you very much for reading! 💕

[breakdawn-avenue]

Like a river always knows where to flow

Summary: The holidays in December are usually a very busy and bustling time. There are rarely moments to sit down and simply be in the present. Lighting up candles to do so and remember lost loved ones is not how you would’ve imagined to rest your mind. Usually, you’re the one who has these unusual ideas. Not that you would complain, though.

Words: 1.900 CW: none, just a bit of nostalgia / remembering. fluff fluff fluff overall the third entry was surprisingly easy to write! it’s up on ao3 now. and look! I can write small chapters 🤭 let’s see for how long lmao... either way, thank you for reading! 💕

[breakdawn-avenue]

All I really need tonight

Summary: An unintentional misunderstanding leads you to host a sleepover at your apartment, although you had planned a later date. And the accidental misunderstanding leads to additional guests. Which wouldn’t be a problem if one of the uninvited guests knew how to behave. So the boys take it up on themselves to deal with them.

Words: 5.400 CW: cursing, mentions of past bullying, uuuuhh... everything else is mostly fluff, I think? Hayato sulking hard needs a warning I put up the 2nd entry on Ao3! for whatever reason, it wasn’t that easy to put it down... however, I still managed to bulk it up to over 5.000 words. my goodness... but maybe the length can make up the disastrous long delay... ? 🫣 as always, I thank you, so so much, for reading this! 💕

[breakdawn-avenue]

I can feel the magic tonight

Summary: Hajime invented a tradition to have a little Christmas party in the orphanage to include you and the place you were born. He deliberately ignores the fact that you don't even know what this tradition is like in your country of birth because you were adopted as a baby. What really matters is the core idea – taking time out and spending time together during this hectic, brightly lit season. Especially when you don’t get to spend that much time together anymore. No matter where in the world you celebrate it, Christmas is a season of love, whether for couples or families. And this spark can also spread to others.

Words: 3.770 CW: no real warning because Sakura behaves, but there’s fluff, so much fluff, probably ooc, reader is Umemiya’s sister again, can be read in the same universe as “Ready to adore you” but can be read as a stand-alone this was supposed to be my entry for this year’s selfshipmas event SNOW WAS FALLING, SO MUCH LIKE STARS, day 1 – winter traditions. however, I’m already so hella behind, I feel like shit because work is currently horrible and I can’t say if and how many entries I might finish. I figured since I finished this one, I could at least post it. for a better overview, I gave the children in the orphanage a name (sorted from oldest to youngest):

Umemiya Hajime Tachibana Kotoha Umemiya Y/n Kanehara Natsuki Komine Genta Yoshioka Himiko Takada Akemi Hikada Jin Nishida Ryōta Kayaki Yoshimi Kawaguchi Junnosuke

like always, the chapter is on Ao3. remember to be logged in to read it! thank you, whoever is willing to read it! 💕

[breakdawn-avenue]

Tried to hide my feelings

Summary: The temperatures are starting to drop noticeably. After a hard day at work, all you want to do is crawl into your boyfriend’s arms. You only make a quick detour to Kiryu’s place to see if he’s really okay, even though he’s played it down before. If only you had accepted his offer to walk you home.

Words: 2.145 CW: (light) angst, canon-typical violence, otherwise it’s pretty much tame finally put down the fourth entry! you can read it on ao3. without further ado, thank you for reading! 💕