#seeing art

[dateademisexualpersonwho]

Date a demisexual who likes art

[digitaldogwow]

i also want to play in stars and time so bad i gotta spend more money right now immediately rrragh bites the air

[dreaminginthedeepsouth]

Slowing down, looking at what’s really there — often children are the best teachers when it comes to artistic expression

A man named Patrick Bringley published a memoir earlier this year called All the Beauty in the World. When his brother died from cancer, Bringley quit his job in media and became a museum guard at the Metropolitan Museum of Art, the Americas’ largest museum. He wanted to stand still in the most beautiful place he knew. He stood still there for 10 years. I loved Bringley’s book. It taught me how to get more out of museums, how to pay attention, and how to think differently about time. Since I read it (and — disclosure — began to date someone who loves to draw), I started to want to see better. You know when you start to learn about wine, and suddenly you care where a wine is from? I wanted that, but for art, and also for life. So we started drawing: at museums, we drew the art. This is even more fun with children, so we brought my sisters’ kids along. We drove to the Bruce Museum in Connecticut, sprawled out on the floor with pencils and markers, and drew until it got dark. At one point my niece Scarlett turned to my boyfriend Larry. They were drawing a Lois Dodd night painting, a peaceful view of a barn at night. “Why are you in such a hurry?” she asked him, as she steadily filled her barn with dark grey. “Maybe you should slow down.”

A few months later I asked Bringley to walk me around the Met, to record an episode of the FT Weekend podcast, which I host. I was still looking for guidance, and thought he could teach listeners, too. His advice was, basically, the same as Scarlett’s: slow down. We passed through corridors that spanned tens of thousands of years, and I asked him how to avoid feeling like you just don’t get it. Like you went somewhere, and you walked, and looked, but didn’t really see. He suggested going alone. “Right now, you and I are walking through Medieval Art and we’re talking about things that have nothing to do with Medieval art,” he told me. “But if you and I split off from each other and I said, ‘Go look at this stuff for 15 minutes and I’ll look at this for 15 minutes,’ your soul could quieten down. You could start to be penetrated by it.” We ended up in the Impressionist rooms, some of the busiest in the Met, in front of a Van Gogh. I asked him for his rules for contemplating a painting. His first: do nothing. Look at the details, then look at the whole thing. Don’t decide if it’s good or bad, because that’s not even really the point, is it? Just decide if it does anything to you. “All of that,” he said, “takes time and quiet.” Then go away, do that with other art too, learn more, “and then return, return. Keep returning.”

A few days later, Larry, his brother, my niece Athena and I went back to the Met. Athena, who’s seven, had one rule: “Just don’t rush me, OK? If I’m drawing something, please let me finish.” We agreed to her conditions. No one was allowed to rush. We made little books and passed them around. We drew Egyptian mummies, and Ghanaian memorial heads. We stopped to get a snack and drew each other. I drew a Lee Krasner painting and Larry drew a Josef Albers and a little girl asked to draw with us and Athena eyed her suspiciously. We went back to the Impressionist rooms, to a gallery full of Monets. Athena stood in front of his haystacks. I stood in front of his water lilies. We drew. Someone came up behind us. “Are you drawing?” they asked. Yeah, we said. Huh, they said. Athena asked me what I noticed. I told her that most lines go horizontally in the water, but the tree reflections go vertically. I asked what she noticed. She said that the haystack’s shadows were the same size as the haystacks, but upside down. A steady stream of people took a photo of the water lilies and moved along. They barely looked at the painting itself. Snap, turn. Snap, turn I looked over and Larry was writing down her phrase: “What did you notice?” Moved by her focus, I took a photo of her drawing, and suddenly noticed the scene around us. There was Athena, finishing her haystack, occasionally jostled by the crowd. Behind her was a steady stream of people taking a photo of the water lilies and moving along. They barely looked at the painting itself. Snap, turn. Snap, turn. I realised I’d been guilty of this too, not too long ago. I also realised some of these people were dressed up to match the water lilies. They were taking influencer photos, with the water lilies.

This kid, a member of the screen-addled, attention-less generation post-Z, was the one standing there, quietly looking, demanding not to be rushed. Instead it was the people around her, buzzing in her ear, who weren’t. The adults had forgotten. In September, Larry and I took a month off and travelled through Europe and Turkey. At this stage I was drawing real stuff, too, and humbled daily by how hard it is to draw as an adult. It was as if my hands had been developmentally arrested at six years old, but they were itchy. I’ve doodled aimlessly for years, though nothing more than stars, dots, random shapes. I imagine this is why colouring books got so popular for a while. Colouring is hard for adults to mess up. In the seminal 1979 book Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain, Betty Edwards teaches you to separate what your brain assumes something looks like from the shapes you’re actually seeing. To help people see, she has students draw a piece of recognisable art that’s been turned upside down. When they turn it right side up, they’re shocked to see it’s nearly perfect.

[Financial Times]

[bisexual-persephone]

I don't usually like attention anywhere or anytime else but on Tumblr I feel the opposite affect

[guildhall]

We see what we need to see for information and interest, for safety, for certainty, but our observational powers are limited. Human beings are not microscopes or telescopes. We see what is within our range and miss the rest. The work of art, like the experience of falling in love, is a useful remedy for blurred eyesight.

-Jeanette Winterson, 2012

[flyingtrue]

((one hour before I leave to go to the MoMA like a classy motherfucker))