#seekerscorner

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It's not who you miss at 2 a.m. , it's who you miss at 2 p.m.

[thefatfeministwitch]

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My uncle told me one day that he used to come tired from hunting jobs every day and then after coming home , he will see me waiting for him at the door steps and then jumping to hug him and then we both used to sit there on our door step and he used to tell me about his day and I will listen to him even when I was unable to understand what he was saying because I was a little kid back then and I will smile at him and he said it was so good telling you my everyday story and problems and you always listened to me . He used to take me to eat ice cream secretly and then temple where no one would be there because it was a little far away from noisy town and I still remember it because at that time I was a child not a small kid . And how listening to this from him made me happy. I am glad I heard him and his stories when no one did that for him. I am glad I was a part of his story. I am glad that I grew up this way. Because now I know how special it feels to tell someone your everyday story and how good it feels when someone is glad to hear them. It's magical and wholesome. You can't help but be grateful for it.

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I want to devour this world by reading books, listening to music, going to places , observing people, maybe talking to them for a while , scroll social media and observe people there, I want to devour this gold life as much as I can and I want to have the courage to fail miserably at things instead of just standing still and going numb to my surroundings. I want to be brave enough to fear things but still try it anyways. I want to be brave enough to mess up things like relationships and friendships and apologise and make it up to them , I want to speak up when I can't and when I should, I want to live with less regrets in this lifetime. I am too fluent in words but very coward in reality. But I don't want to give up. I want to be brave to not to resist change and I want to keep seeking the reasons to be grateful for and I want to keep putting efforts for those reasons and unknowingly also I don't want to take them for granted. I am very bad at comforting people in reality and I am very bad at apologising in reality I feel , everytime I try to do that I feel I am messing up things more but I still want to learn, I feel I got nothing to do only emptiness inside me and at times I feel bursts of emotions blasting inside me and guiding me to do something I need to but I guess everytime before I can pour them out it disappears again inside myself and about time I don't know if what I am doing is procastinating, avoiding, using, wasting, valuing I really don't know what I am doing with this time. I don't know when it comes and passes away. Sometimes I do but most of the times I don't .

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This time exam days feels like a much needed vacation. The time right now , this moments I wanna live it to the fullest. I wanna smile so wide that my cheeks start hurting, I wanna laugh so hard that my stomach starts paining, I wanna hug so tight that we melt in each other's embrace, I wanna love so well that all their worries becomes mine. I wanna live it all , the sad moments , the relief moments , the it's-so-tough moments, the peaceful moments, the happy and funny moments, the inspiring moments, the I-read-something-that-made-my-soul-feel something moments, the song-energy moments, the stupid moments, the hard facts and truths acceptance moments, brewing-of-beautiful-magical-dreams moments, something or someone making your day moments, sharing smiles moments, kindness coming back in full circle moments , spreading love and kindness moments, the looking-at-the-sky-talking-with-me moments, the sweet moments with sweet people, the miracle moments, the I-will-always-be-grateful-for-it moments, the mundane moments. I wanna live and I am living all of the simple and ordinary moments . Because I feel extra ordinarily happy, peaceful, grateful and satisfied in ordinary moments of my life. The more I see future and world , the more I love to cherish present and ordinary moments of my life. Because that makes up a big part of who I am , who I want to be , who I am meant to be , and how beautifully I can see and how deeply and tenderly I can feel and how I have still so much to learn and how I still mess up at times and how I am still growing and what I seek and what I do and feel when I find the thing I was searching for .

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Yesterday was a good day . My month ended on a good note. What can be better than having a conversation with a friend after a long time and just knowing that you still have some good people who matter to you and to whom you matter.

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I want to be lost to discover a new way or to discover a corner around the road which seemed to have no end. I want to be lost to discover new emotions, new versions of me. I want to be lost in the cities and places to find me . I want to be lost to discover the things I was looking for or seeking. I want to be lost in the beauty of this world.

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I am so indecisive and that I literally ask people to choose fingers . Ifykyk.