#seekingpositivity

[read-write-cry-repeat-blog]

I feel like I’ve gotten out of touch with myself. I’ve been so focused on what other people think of me, how I appear to other people, and how I appear to myself, I’ve forgotten what it’s like and how it feels to be me. There’s an image in my head of how I wish I could be. She’s cool, confident, and talented. When I compare her to me, I begin to look down on myself. I hope I find a way to stop doing that soon.

[lemonsandgodzilla]

3rd shift really doesn't agree with my energy. I need this job to work for me tho. - The trainers told us 2 months ago in Georgia that the railroad lifestyle would cause you to lose friends. Well, turns out it's true & it's been difficult. It really only feels heavy when I'm tired (which has been nearly the entire last 2 weeks) & it doesn't help that I'm extra awkward at making new friends. - I need to go hiking & biking & kayaking more bcz that feels nice even when I'm exhausted. - Short term - Looking forward to Saturday. Mid term - Looking forward to January. Long term - Looking forward to .... finding/clarifying that one still. Extra long term - 5 years from now, I'll be in my own house. My piggy bank will be fat. I might have a dog or a cat of my own. I'll be able to afford actual vacations. I might own a kayak & a vehicle to transport said kayak. - #keeptrying #seekingpositivity #icaniwillimust #friends #toughjobs #exhausted #icandothis

[porcelainframe-blog]

Can't sleep. I have to be at work in 4 hours, but reading the Bible has my heart more than sleep. But this is a useful quote. #planningbetter #godfirst #newjourney #seekinghispresence #seekingpositivity

[porcelainframe-blog]

This leaf tea soothes your body, but can it soothe my heart. #godshealing #cantbenegative #seekingpositivity