Bold and older
For those who fear getting older, don’t be. Seriously, don’t. 😉
As you may know, I’m in my late thirties, a few rebellious grey hairs have appeared on my head, and my skin isn’t exactly what it was when I was 18... but my self-confidence… oh, boy. Yesterday I went shopping at a mall (I have so little free time it’s been ages since I last did something just for myself), and I definitely noticed the way men looked at me. It’s something I’ve always noticed but when I was younger I felt like, Oh no, is there something off with my face or my outfit? And now, I’m proud to say I don’t feel even the slightest that insecure.
In fact, as I went from shop to shop looking for the perfect jeans, I realized I’m now so bold that I could walk up to Benn Beckman in a bar, throw him my best smile, and straight up offer him a beer.
“Any plans for the night, tough guy?”
Bless my upcoming 40s, because 20yo Jintaka could NEVER do something like that. And I’m pretty sure he would accept the beer, and my smile, and in a fraction of a second be calling me “doll.” XD
