#self lesson

[moonmoire]

Dec 11, 22

Lessons Learned

today got a reading from my wife and i learned that i need to trust myself and stop seeking input from unreliable outside sources (not including research from properly sourced text)

so this is for my future self, when i reread this blog from time to time: my intuition is correct. if what i am doing feels right, is not hurting anyone, and ultimately helps me, then by all means i should keep doing it.

magic and spirituality, even working with gods is such a personal and individual experience that ultimately no one can tell me what I'm supposed to be doing or how it's supposed to feel but myself; especially when my practices and devotions are not harming anyone

i need to trust myself above all else, my voice should be my faith. i am powerful and ever developing my sharpening sense of intuition. where ever my path takes me, i will get myself there

i am also ever learning to be *private* with my practices because of how personal things are for the fact that everyone won't understand and some will even argue and adamantly say i am doing things wrong

i know myself

i am on the right path

[xienjhay21]

Sometimes being strong and moving on is the only choice you've got .

[undisclosed-serendipity]

Their inability to love you or themselves does not equate to how you love yourself

[yeunginfp]

[newworld-era-blog]

I'm not pure and I acknowledge it because I'm human.

[educatealyoshaplease]

I need to stop being like this!!!! I have to work on myself to get better. I should not question anything a POC tells me about things that involve POC. I need to understand and be happy that they are going out of their way to help me. I should not EVER question them!!!!! EVER!!!!!!! I am in no position to, it does not affect me. I should stop being selfish and literally be a decent human being for once!!!!! I must learn from this!!! I don't care if I was emotionally out of control and my pills did not seem to be cutting it out, I have to understand that there is no excuse. I am at fault and can't go back and fix it. I can only make sure it never happens again. I don't even deserve what I am given and to even question it is just absurd. I will work on myself for the better of everyone.

[5919]

Relationship = Access

I learned this ^ in church today. The lesson had to do with letting Christ in and having a relationship with Him. I took that message and redirected in another way. Those in a relationship have access to that relationship, only. Us outsiders have no say as to what should be done or said in someone else's personal relationship. Let those people handle their business how they want to handle their business.