Apr 27, 2019
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Self loath
Why self love when I can self loath
Oh, disphoria and self loathing thoughts...I have not missed you a bit...thanks for coming before christmas, you dick.
Now I want to butn everything I own, forget all the people I know and leave the fucking country. And I haven’t even had my stupid top surgery yet.
I’m so full of self loath that it’s hard to function like any other normal human being | my teacher tells me it’s impossible to hate yourself, that you’re are always prideful, that we always put ourselves above others and that we’re lying to ourselves of we say that we hate ourselves, but literally would put everyone in front of me, if there was a car about to hit someone, even if I didn’t know or care about them, I’m jump in front of the car, bc I’m so full of self loath
We accept the love we think we deserve.
Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower