Blabbermouth

Welcome to the museum of my midnight thoughts, overthinking, soft chaos, poetic spirals and emotionally intelligent rambling.

[blabbershere]

What we refuse to face eventually learnshow to follow us...

[alex-a-roman]

Maybe mistakes

It was last December when I remembered The reason I couldn't cry for so long There's a shadow of doubt over my shoulders Keeping me tied up because everything’s wrong;

Maybe mistakes could tame all this pain, Maybe if I didn't care for a day, What if I quit, would you follow me? I just want to find relief in the rain.

I'm always afraid to step out of line My mind's playing games and I believe all the lies So teach me to break, teach me to fall Help me be human once and for all.

~ A. A. Roman

[alex-a-roman]

I am fragile Like the wings of a butterfly Facing a storm; I lose myself, Surrender to my mind's lies, I believe every word. My hell, my prison - All these ghosts I adorn, With misery, they paint The walls of my soul. Kill me, resurrect me Never let me atone Make me beg For new beginnings, And feed me false hopes.

~ A. A. Roman

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[two-bees-poetry]

so soft it hurts

[blabbershere]

Maybe the journey isn't about becoming anything. Maybe it's about un-becoming everything that isn't really you, so you can be who you were in the first place.

[blabbershere]

Me in the monthly family gathering in simply three acts...

[milkandvoid]

[whendidmythoughtsgocrazy]

And if I'm meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved.

k.b. // unknown

[lena-oleanderson]

also a poem from the new, unreleased collection. very possibly my own all-time favourite.

[blabbershere]

Turns out I wasn't asking for too much. I was just asking the wrong kingdom.

[isaipoet]

[blabbershere]

Playing small never changed anyone's life.

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Bertrand Russell, from “What Desires Are Politically Important?” (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[blabbershere]

Playing small never changed anyone's life.

[blabbershere]

The gravest misfortune is not death, but a life relinquished to mere endurance.

[blabbershere]