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dear diary
School last week was ok, and mum and me didn’t have any arguments, and everything was going okay until Friday, when I somehow managed to oversleep 😔😔. I don’t know how I did it, I swear I set both my alarms after my bath while I was getting ready for bed.
Normally mum pops her head in to say morning, either she did not or I just slept through her coming in and somehow talked to her in my sleep, which is possible, as I am known to do crazy stuff like that.
Either way I ended up waking up just after half nine, totally missing my first lesson.
I did email my teacher and my friend in class and got the class notes for that lesson. My attendance record so far for this school year is 98%, which is totally impressive, even if school had texted mum, she would have just laughed about it that night when she came home from work.
I felt super awful about missing my class, I love my English lit teacher, she is amazing 😍
So, I decided I needed to be punished!!! And the only punishment suitable for a naughty schoolgirl who sleeps in??? Is a good hard bare bottom spanking 😬😬😬
(Mr T Bear agreed I deserved a very sore bum)
I picked my hairbrush for this punishment, removed my fluffy pj bottoms and night-time undies and gave myself the best super hard spanking I could, I spanked my bare bottom for five-minutes, and tried not to stop too much either and keep going even though it hurt like heck, which I knew, I totally deserved it for been a very naughty girl. But as much as I tried, I did stop a few times to rub my bum with the back of my brush.
Once my bottom was suitably punished, I set about copying up my classwork, while my bottom was super sore. I chose to do it downstairs at our dinner table, instead of at my desk, as the chairs at our dinner table have a removable seat cover that covers the wooden base, which makes them super yucky to sit on even with a freshly self spanked bare bum, goodness knows what it be like with my bare bum on fire from a real parental spanking🤔🤔
Before I got ready to go in to school, I gave myself a reminder spanking. And this was again another five minutes with lots of hard smacks with my brush, but unfortunately, I did end up rubbing my bum again with the back of the plastic paddle brush.
So, I do not think I will be missing any classes anytime soon, fingers crossed 😔
Thought one or two people on here might appreciate this. 😂 You'll have to wait for my next enhanced video for the context. (It will be at least 5 more weeks; it's a long video.)
This is from the main panel at CHICON 2013. I don't think there are currently any public videos covering this moment, but maybe somebody already GIF'd this back when AgtSpooky's video was still accessible? I searched a little, but I seem to lack GIF searching skills.
Feel free to make a better GIF once the video goes live. I also lack GIF making skills. Please credit AgtSpooky though; it's only thanks to her that we have the missing half of this panel.
dear diary
Before I start my very late dear diary entry from last week, I want to apologise for it been super late, I was hoping to post this on Monday after school. I decided to ground myself over the weekend, (but you will read more about that later) and was only going to go on my laptop to do my schoolwork and that is all, and on Monday I was going to write up my dear diary post for those of you who read it, but I ended up been super sick from Saturday afternoon till late Monday and spent Tuesday and Wednesday catching up on missed school-work.
dear diary,
I’ve felt super bad since the other day when I just gave myself lines for when I forgot my lanyard, I know I deserved a spanking for it, but I took the easy option of lines.
I chatted to someone on my Tumblr about this and he said,
“That being a second offence for the same infraction, that I should of been soundly spanked, yes lines would of been acceptable if it was my first time this term, but not for a second repeat offence as the main punishment.”
So I took his advice and decided the only way I would feel better is to give myself the spanking I deserve 😞😞😞.
But as it turned out this was not my only spanking yesterday.
Yesterday was our mock results morning after our mock February exams.
Now up to this point, I have been getting straight Bs in my English literature exams ( my other two subjects are coursework and portfolio-based results)
But yesterday I got a c and it was barely a c too!! 😞😞😞.
It’s not been a great week this week for me and by the time I got home I was glad it was over. I decided to have a quick shower and change in to my pj top only and set about my punishments before mum got home.
The reason I had a shower first is because it hurts more on a freshly showered bum and I definitely deserved a super sore bum for everything I have done this week 🍑🔥.
I started off with my brush for five minutes working on not stopping as much and just carrying on as if I was really getting a spanking from a angry parent 😡😡
Once my time with my brush was over, I went to the corner and stayed there for ten minutes, then after my time up I went downstairs to the kitchen and got one of the wooden spoons with slots in it 🥄.
This was much harder to keep spanking myself and not to stop and pause till the stinging had calmed down, but I did my best and by the time I was done my bum was super sore.
I spent another ten minutes in the corner then went down to do my homework at the dinner table with a sore bare bottom and as an extra punishment I grounded myself for the weekend which meant no going out at all with my friends, and helping mum around the house as much as I could, and finally early bedtimes all weekend. (I made myself go to bed at 8pm Friday and the rest was me in bed all weekend been ill)
Teeth brushed and lights off by 8pm, I didn’t fall asleep straight away 😴😴😴.
So, I’m hoping that next week goes better than this week.
I've been procrastinating a lot and I feel like I need some discipline. I live with several people so I have to be careful about noise, but could you recommend some quiet punishments to keep me on track please? I tried wearing a plug as a reminder, but that just made me want to masturbate.
If being discreet is important, there’s several silent or quiet punishments you could try, as explained here:
https://spankingtheatre.tumblr.com/post/635071159055089664/lockdown-punishment-ideas
But, if you’re already procrastinating, let’s be honest, these suggestions are just going to be entertaining diversions, rather than interventions that will lead to real changes in your behaviour. If you’re serious about discipline, you’ll need accountability, and this advice:
https://spankingtheatre.tumblr.com/post/640230173145481216/discipline-your-superpower
Masturbating is just another form of procrastination. That’s why in spanking fantasies, those who get caught playing with themselves get sore bottoms. But if you’re alone and in need of discipline, you’re going to have to be stricter with yourself, and thinking of in terms of rewards, rather than punishments.
Hey, I found this site via the medium piece about setting up a spanking rod. I love your self-spanking games I was wondering if you would add more <3
You’ll be pleased to hear I do have more self-spanking games ready. I’m planning to post them first to our new reader community for feedback, and then I’ll publicly publish them here when I’ve incorporated the best suggestions!
In the meantime, the full list of self-spanking games posted so far is here:
https://spankingtheatre.tumblr.com/post/181305211355/the-beginners-guide-to-self-spanking
Due to social distancing, my partner and I have been playing a lot over the phone and FaceTime. He often instructs me to spank myself, which I am usually very comfortable with, but since he isn’t around in person right now I’ve become very self conscious about how loud the smacking sound my bottom makes when I hit it is. Is this a stupid concern? I’m very curvy so I suppose I’m wondering if every smack is equally loud on everyone?
I applaud your choice on social distancing, the ongoing epidemic is still a threat, and you’re behaving very responsibly.
I replied to a question last month about how to make spankings quieter, even if you’re in a shared household.
But self-spankings don’t need to be noisy sessions filled with hard whackings, they can also be wonderful opportunities to play in new and original ways, like jointly watching a spanking video together and timing the smacks at just the right moments.
The Guide to Self-Spanking has lots of ideas couples can adapt and play, even when geographically separated. Spanking play doesn’t need to be about striking hard, but the fun you have in your little secret shared kinky world...
I just want to say that because of this blog I got past the fear of spanking myself. As I sit with a sore, red bottom, I am grateful for this blog and continue to hope to find someone who enjoys this with me.
If I could spank every reader who needed it, I gladly would.
But life is busy and distances large.
Fortunately, you don’t need to have a disciplinarian to feel the warming sting of a well-smacked bottom. As you’re discovering, you can play in the privacy of your own home, at your own pace, to a fantasy of your own choosing.
If you’re inexperienced, it’s often better that way. If you’re going to ask another to inflict pain on you, it’s worth spending time developing trust first. A great spanker can be a source of tremendous satisfaction. If you’re self-sufficient, there’s no need to rush into bad relationships.
I hope the activities within the Guide to Self Spanking will continue to inspire, and help you explore the craving you find so fascinating.