Before I start my very late dear diary entry from last week, I want to apologise for it been super late, I was hoping to post this on Monday after school. I decided to ground myself over the weekend, (but you will read more about that later) and was only going to go on my laptop to do my schoolwork and that is all, and on Monday I was going to write up my dear diary post for those of you who read it, but I ended up been super sick from Saturday afternoon till late Monday and spent Tuesday and Wednesday catching up on missed school-work.
I’ve felt super bad since the other day when I just gave myself lines for when I forgot my lanyard, I know I deserved a spanking for it, but I took the easy option of lines.
I chatted to someone on my Tumblr about this and he said,
“That being a second offence for the same infraction, that I should of been soundly spanked, yes lines would of been acceptable if it was my first time this term, but not for a second repeat offence as the main punishment.”
So I took his advice and decided the only way I would feel better is to give myself the spanking I deserve 😞😞😞.
But as it turned out this was not my only spanking yesterday.
Yesterday was our mock results morning after our mock February exams.
Now up to this point, I have been getting straight Bs in my English literature exams ( my other two subjects are coursework and portfolio-based results)
But yesterday I got a c and it was barely a c too!! 😞😞😞.
It’s not been a great week this week for me and by the time I got home I was glad it was over. I decided to have a quick shower and change in to my pj top only and set about my punishments before mum got home.
The reason I had a shower first is because it hurts more on a freshly showered bum and I definitely deserved a super sore bum for everything I have done this week 🍑🔥.
I started off with my brush for five minutes working on not stopping as much and just carrying on as if I was really getting a spanking from a angry parent 😡😡
Once my time with my brush was over, I went to the corner and stayed there for ten minutes, then after my time up I went downstairs to the kitchen and got one of the wooden spoons with slots in it 🥄.
This was much harder to keep spanking myself and not to stop and pause till the stinging had calmed down, but I did my best and by the time I was done my bum was super sore.
I spent another ten minutes in the corner then went down to do my homework at the dinner table with a sore bare bottom and as an extra punishment I grounded myself for the weekend which meant no going out at all with my friends, and helping mum around the house as much as I could, and finally early bedtimes all weekend. (I made myself go to bed at 8pm Friday and the rest was me in bed all weekend been ill)
Teeth brushed and lights off by 8pm, I didn’t fall asleep straight away 😴😴😴.
So, I’m hoping that next week goes better than this week.