#selfrants

[lostchild02]

I logged in to insta after months now and that too which has just 5-6 people but even seeing that idk i cried, drifting apart from friends, them not caring, me not talking back and a whole lot of stuff in life generally getting into a college whereas everyone else is enjoying college and just this everything, being there in your room, meeting not even a single soul except your family and relatives, no friends meeting, no hugs from your friends, just completely nothing and ranting it here on tumblr is a whole worse thing, firstly i need to stop crying i guess and second of all i really dont know.

Just stuck in life.

Tired. Weird. Crying. Lost. Empty. Alone. Stuck.

[donotfollowmeiamlost]

Ang bilis ng panahon. Sa sobrang bilis ang daming nangyari.

Nagsimula sa naexpired na both of my personal numbers. Pareho pa naman silang naka-link sa mga accounts ko especially kay google.

Nawala na sa akin yung pagbablog, kaya pati yung una kong tumblr account di ko na marecover. Nakakapanghinayang dahil marami kaming pinagsamahan.

Hindi na ko nakakapagbasa. Yung Aleph na binili ko nung 2014 ata or 2015, hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa natatapos. Wala na rin akong mga bagong babasahin, bukod sa kinukumpleto ko ulit ang mga libro ni BO.

Masarap tumanaw sa mga bagay na nagagawa mo dati, yung mga bagay na nagpapasaya sayo, bagay na nakakapagpagaan nang pakiramdam at maganda ring magsimula ulit sa umpisa kasama ang mga bagay na dati at nakasanayang gawin.

Didiskubre at magkakaroon nang mga bagay na makakahiligan, pero ngayon alam ko na mas masarap sa pakiramdam na pagsabayin ang mga dati at bagong hilig.

[muttonchopsart]

I feel so alone and... and to find out shit... i hate myself knowing your being left out at your own party... i wanna run away and cry.

[online-butnotterminally]

I don't know how to feel about this, I'm not sure I WANT to feel anything about this. Stop feeling things.

[eccedentesiastmermaid]

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May pinapagawa pa ako sa friend ko na ilalagay ko pang background. :> Hintay hintay lang din, sana 'di siya busy. Hehehe.