Entry # 9: A quote you try to live by
Not a quote I guess but more like a motto? Lol anyway. Pero pwede na siguro to. Hahaha. I'm writing in taglish so I can express my thoughts further. For the past two years, I've been really trying to get out my comfort zone. Discovering and doing new things, venturing on different kinds of adventure. Kasi yun nga sabi diba, you only live once. Also, I'm a very curious person kasi talaga. I wanna see and try things out for myself. I don't wanna limit myself to the things that I can do but rather explore more on what else I could do. Testing myself beyond the limits. Pero syempre, not all the time naman. Dun pa rin tayo sa tama.
Being an introvert, it was not easy for me. Sobrang mahiyain kasi talaga ko, pag may papakilala 'di ako yung nakikipag-kwentuhan agad. Kasi kinakapa ko din yung tao tsaka pinapakiramdaman ko. Ayoko din yung ako una nag-aapproach sa tao or like magsesend ng message first. Pero tina-try ko talaga yun baguhin until now. I'm making small improvements naman kahit papaano. Marami pa rin naman akong fears pero I try to conquer and face them as much as possible. Di ko alam kung saan ko nahuhugot yung courage ko na yun pero kasi gusto ko lang talaga mag-enjoy in life.
The past years, I was able to do a lot of things na I didn't expect I'd be able to do. Na kaya ko pala, pwede pala, possible pala. I never imagined I can travel alone, ride on a plane by myself na walang kakilala, mag-stay sa isang lugar na hindi ko naman alam o kabisado, mag try ng iba't ibang water sports activities, and such. I work so hard pero I still try to live and not just to exist. Doing these things makes me feel alive. The moment I got to travel alone for the first time, I felt what it was like to really live. Sobrang liberating sa feeling. Dapat minsan ini-easyhan lang ang buhay. Don't take it too seriously and i-enjoy pa rin. Kasi nga you only live once. I would love to live the best life I could ever have especially while I'm still young and able to do things.
