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With my own two hands, if a day isn't going great, you MAKE it great!
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Turning this day around
With my own two hands, if a day isn't going great, you MAKE it great!
First day of college went well btw ^_^ bad news is im going to be sooooooo busy... like... super super busy... so there's gonna be less frequent/quality art stuff. Thats just how its gotta be. Ill still be fairly active overall tho the internets talons have dug in deep 😎
also just to be clear i am rping a canon-divergent dabi that in he is a dabi that works within my universe aka hes apart of my “thefaceless” org revolutionary group its in my about so. his reveal when i do it eventually as a lore piece probably wont be like in canon where he will fucking spray paint his hair white because edge lord mcgee. Also i would assume he probably assumes his mom would see broadcast as the faceless tend to jack the programming of the televised world when they do anything that is of the propoganda nature.
though in that stance my dabi is very much “i didnt intentionally try to traumatize you more mom it was sorta just the risk when i did it.”
X;; I’m probably not going to be around most of today I have to work in the Photo lab last minute for a photography project due tomorrow and I am Just trying to spare myself the panic attack with the election today. On a side note I do want to start some new threads with people (specifically some Dr.Strange based blogs and OC’s and what not. ) I’ll put out a Starter post And reblog some open starters that i have thrown about. I’ll be available through IM or Asks! Have a good day guys and please vote! Save the nation!
Rhoda’s Fallout 3 verse has been set out since September. It’s just amazing that, due to MacCready’s utter existence, I could work it out as something more than a small AU. Buuutt, even though I own FO4 and have a good grasp on her basis in FO4 I still feel anxious as hell. Probably due to the fact that everyone has a good developed verse for FO4 and I feel like, ‘shit I hope I can get as invested as the others. Put this into good depth as the others.’ Anyway, I’m trying to low-key slide a motherfucker named Ron onto this blog. He can literally be seen as Rhoda’s brother--because some mountain folk had a lot of kids. He can be seen as Rhoda but with a different chromosome. I’ve been polishing him up. Marking up the differences in courier choices that set he and Rhoda apart, and yeah. If you want to rp with him one day click like on here or something. Ignore for multi-muse trash.
(Kinda) PSA
Has anyone else gotten a follow and private message from a blog known as wbelliger about some test thing? I am not exactly sure of it and I wanted to see if I was just a single case or not. Also on a different note...BRING ON THE KINDRED BLOGS!! I soooo wanna have Mal engage little Lamb and hungry Wolf ^^
personal gibberish: now with bonus "read more works again!" flavor with a touch of kinda relevant to Sam and RPing in general words
When I was more active with Sam, I was drinking. Not a lot, just some to loosen up with. Then I got to thinking; do I really have to drink to write Sam? The answer was "Nah, not really." But it kinda helped. I'm a much more pleasant and happy person with some alcohol in me, which makes it easier to enjoy whatever it is I'm doing.
Now that shit's gone all pear shaped at home, and I've learned that alcoholism does in fact run in my family, not only do I not have money to spend on alcohol, I've determined I shouldn't buy it in the first place, nor have it in the house. Especially given my average state of mind in the past... I don't know, month-ish. Of course this didn't stop me throwing down ten bucks on a six pack for beer night, my only reprieve from sitting around the house for weeks or even months on end, and even then it's not that great. I mostly busy myself on my phone and pet a dog. Warmer weather is better as I get to toss him balls in a big yard and he's slowly learning the whole "bring them back" part of the relationship. And I simply cannot handle the people at that get together sober. I know this is a toxic garbage situation. Yet it is the only one available. It's either this or nothing.
As a result of the pear shaped shit showers, it's become hilariously difficult for me to enjoy anything at all. Things are either only mildly interesting for a few moments while I zone out and go through the motions, or the idea of even doing them is met with indifference or outright disdain.
I'm not going on hiatus or anything, I just wanted to explain why I've been a little quiet. Plus I do feel Sam has been slipping away from me, and as a part of the whole indifference bit, I really can't get interested in booting up New Vegas for some screenshot fodder or inspiration or anything, really. This is where the alcohol would help.
I think it's a part of missing some of my old RP partners, and trying to find that connection with people again and coming up short. And it's all on me, I'll admit that. Writing a happy and upbeat Sam is actually somewhat of a challenge, as I have to stop and think of how to actually describe that sensation and what it really feels like, instead of tapping that "hey it's like that time when <good thing>" well and remember just how fucking long ago that actually was at the risk of discouraging myself from remembering for fear of lessening the effect and the pleasantness of those memories. Writing sad Sam makes me feel terrible, as there's no positive upswing to follow it. Just, wowee Sam, you're a miserable fuck too, eh?
I have shitheaps of words in my drafts that I wrote long ago, like a year+, I should do something about them. But, again: I just really don't care. It's been suggested I make a new character, but I just can't begin to care enough.
ooc: despite having not been on much today, I won't be on for the rest of the day guys. Sorry about that.