I feel so ugly. My skin is not locking in (she’s breaking out). My vape is burnt. I found that small journal from around 4 years ago (girly was severely mentally ill and cringe). Next week I have midterms too. I hate everyone.
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I feel so ugly. My skin is not locking in (she’s breaking out). My vape is burnt. I found that small journal from around 4 years ago (girly was severely mentally ill and cringe). Next week I have midterms too. I hate everyone.
Me after completing a romance book and realising that i cannot find a man like my new fictional boyfriend.
Everyone please say a Prayer to your Gods, Universe, and whom or what you worship.
My Familiar and Daughter's Best Friend, Cybele, or "Mow Mow Key Key", went outside like usual, and did not come home tonight. 💔
Please keep her in your thoughts tonight and pray she gets home safely!😔
My heart is so broken and my stomach aches, I'm having so much anxiety.
Please, come home, Cybele🖤
this blog lost all hope after that sneak peak
Your blog is PURE. The only refuge for my horny lerverted soul. Thank you for existing. You give me hope 🥺🥺🥺
Oh wow! Well, sadly I won't be able to satisfy your horny needs, my gangster. But I'm glad you still found your place in here.
Thank you for staying by my side, my love. I will cherish those kind words of yours.
Itsuno you've pushed me over the edge.
I'm going to level with you. I suffer from a lack of MOTIVATION.
I haven't managed to get myself to write anything in literally years... but I feel compelled to do so now because I love V and hate this situation.
I've realized that the only way I can cure my DDOVS (Deeply Depressed Over V Syndrome) is to work on some storys about him. I don't care what the game has to say about it. I didn't come all this way to die before I even start.
So here's what I'm going to do.
I'm going to write adorable friendship fluff between Nero and V and literally everyone. I'm going to write about happy things, sad things, cute things, ugly things. ALL THE THINGS. I only have like two ideas though so please blow up my asks, my email, my comments, etc. You can't blow up my soul. Capcom already did that.
So send me your asks. Flood me in them so I can help drown your sorrows. At least, I hope that's what my mediocre machainations amount to in the end. I have to have something to do while I sit here and drown my sorrows in donuts, Dr. Pepper, and old poetry. I have three WIPs that I started tonight, but I type fast so they will be done soon. In the mean time, BLOW ME UP. I want to type until I forget that March 8th is even coming this year.
And then I'm going to keep going after that.
Hell, I'll probably draw him and write a song about it since I compose music too.
That's the only way I can get through this.
Just so you know, these are my WIPs:
V reads Nero and Neko the Raven by Edgar Allen Poe.
V forces Neko to dance with him.
Nero makes V hang out with him but they just end up sorting V's library.
One with my OC that I haven't talked about yet. Her name is Primrose.
V embarrises Nero, Neko, and Kyrie when they all go to see a play.
And then whatever you send me. So send stuff please.
Now if you'll excuse me I have to go watch Howl's Moving Castle at 6:45 am so that I can find the last vestiges of hope left in my dead heart.
Here's an adorable pic that gives me happy vibes. Remember:
Credit to the author of this pic. Couldn't figure out here they are. I think we all want to hug V like that right now.
*throws this here because this account is dead but we somehow keep getting followers-* ~mod kokichi