rant post
honestly, i am so beyond exhausted at this point.
i'm completely burnt out from school, these ridiculous schedules, and the non-stop stack of deadlines that never seems to shrink. every single day feels like an endless loop: wake up tired, sit through hours of classes, come home, and immediately drown in homework and projects. i can't even remember the last time i went to bed early or woke up feeling actually rested. i'm constantly running on zero sleep, pushing through late nights, and for what? just to wake up and repeat it all over again tomorrow.
it feels like 100% of my time, energy, and life is completely consumed by school. there's zero room to just breathe, do things i actually enjoy, or just rest without feeling guilty about some assignment hanging over my head. i'm just so tired of feeling like a machine built solely to turn in work. i NEED a break. a REAL break.