#seph's diary

[sephtraline]

to be stalked by someone you're stalking is like hitting the jackpot in a casino

[sephtraline]

yearning for a man to kidnap me and keep me as his pet so he can take care of me and love me forever

yearning for a boyfriend who is just as insane as i am so we just end up cutting everyone off and living happily ever after

[sephtraline]

the idea of other people that aren't you makes me sick

[sephtraline]

if i die before you, please cut me open and eat my insides as my final act of love, darling. then stuff my body, stitch me back up and cuddle me like i'm your teddy bear

[sephtraline]

when you're away it feels like a part of me is missing. i need you so badly my love, i can't help but feel this aching emptiness when you're gone. but it's okay, i'll patiently wait for you to come back, like a puppy patiently waiting for it's owner

[sephtraline]

i want all of your obsession, i want to be smothered in your love and obsession until i drown in it, ill be the perfect pet for you

[sephtraline]

being obsessed with someone who feels the same way towards you is like taking drugs for the first time

[sephtraline]

the fact i will reject any man no matter what unless they're as obsessive and co-dependent and clingy as me

i can't do it anymore normal relationships genuinely lack so much depth like where is the passion