seph

he/him

[sephtraline]

this blog is a yanblr blog, therefore triggering topics will be mentioned without a warning. please tread cautiously! :-)

hi, my name is seph!

im an 18 year old male from england :)

my fav hobbies are reading, writing, drawing and playing videogames!

my interests are minecraft, roblox, fnaf, gta 5, creepypasta, sanrio, fashion, music, computing, dreamcore, weirdcore, cute/dainty aesthetics & probably more by the time you're reading this !!

anons: 🌑, tagless anon

[sephtraline]

i love you so much my dear but no matter how hard i try, there's no word i can speak that will be able to explain how deeply i love you but maybe it's not supposed to be explained maybe it's not meant to be scribbled down on paper or pinpointed in words but i do i do i love you so much it's eating me up i love you so much i want to eat you up i love you so much i need to devour you so i can always keep a piece of you with me so you can never leave me so you can never be away from me so i can never stop loving you it's such a precious feeling it's such a precious feeling to love i never want to stop loving you loving you takes the weight of my past off my shoulders loving you takes the weight of my baggage off my shoulders loving you takes the weight of the world off my shoulders you're driving me crazy dear and i only want you to drive me even more crazy for you until i'm completely consumed by our love for each other until there's nothing left but our love for each other

i wrote thgbis before they left

[lgbtqiatext]

[anonymous-blahaj]

The like button has a flag when you like posts!!!!

[sephtraline]

i just feel so empty, like i'm just a shell of myself

all i wanted was to feel loved.

[sephtraline]

maybe they're all right

maybe i don't deserve to be loved at all.

maybe i am just too much for everyone i meet.

maybe i am just too intense.

maybe i am just too much.

maybe i should just disappear

so everyone around me wont be burdened by me anymore

so i wont be able to bother anyone anymore

i wish nobody knew i existed

i wish i was dead

[sephtraline]

ehy does everyone just end up leaving me

[reasons-to-not-end-it]

REASONS TO NOT END IT:

"if you're queer, stay alive purely to spite the ones who want you dead this pride month, if you're an ally, stay alive to support"

-anonymous

#813

[p52ray]

I want you to understand how your silence feels. Imagine that humanity has forgotten your language. Now you’re a builder of the Tower of Babel. When someone opens their mouth, all you catch is the faint tapping of the tongue — the ticking of a clock that grates on your nerves. They have become interference, background noise whose nature you’ll never care to examine. Your thoughts beat ceaselessly against the walls of your skull with no right to release. Your only salvation from madness is the one who, by some happy chance, hasn’t lost the ability to understand you. If he falls silent, the universe could collapse at any moment. I want you to understand how your silence feels.

[ssummerinjune]

When will you really be mine? Is it when I learn every last thing you have to offer? When the beating of your heart syncs up with mine, or maybe when it ceases to be? Will I have you, then?

[dragon-in-a-fez]

my lawyer told me "you're very honest in a way that I'd want you to talk in mediation but not in court" and I wasn't sure what that meant until 10 minutes later when I, completely unprompted, referred to myself as a "pathological responsibility hoarder" and immediately was like oh, okay, I get it now

[imjunebitch]

actually fucking disgusting that glasses cost any money like if you actually think about it for more than a few seconds it is so unconscionably inhumane. this goes for things like insulin and mobility aids and hearing aids too ofc but fuck man, fucking glasses? the thing you need to fucking see? its genuinely sickening and inhumanly evil that those cost ANYTHING.

[stlkkr]

clinginess is so attractive to me. 30 missed messages? yes please. tell me everything.

[lavenderedkat]

stay chalant 🫶🏼

[goatedgreen]

i hate that when you try and look up shit for writing purposes it starts linking suicide hotlines and addiction advice articles like bro i just wanna know the information im not killing myself i promise. now tell me what i wanna know

[olowotonight]

[cuunos]

being a kid and hearing adults say stuff like "woah 2011 was 4 years ago haha" didn't really convey the fucking horror of a youtube video crossing my recommended labelled "9 years ago" and it's from 2017. that's not true. 9 years ago is 2010 or something. don't lie.

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here