#ser speaks

[phissa]

which qsmp member is the most middle aged white woman core, discuss

[attavoid]

I had a bit of a hard day today, thinking about my AvPD diagnosis and getting more into what it really means for me and how much it actually affects me, and how little resources I have since AvPD isn't researced much. I felt really set back on my recovery because of more things that I realized about myself and my struggles, but I have to remind myself it's not true. I've made a lot of progress, and as many say, recovery isn't linear.

Recovery, in fact, for anyone struggling with mental health, is like having a messy house. It can be anything from slightly cluttered to seemingly unsalvageable. And you're starting to clean it, and you're so overwhelmed- where do you even start? And maybe you only have a few cleaning supplies, like a paper towel and some soap and water.

But you should try cleaning anyway. Making the effort is better than doing nothing. And sometimes, you'll be able to find more cleaning supplies on the way to cleanliness that'll help aid you.

It doesn't end at cleaning, however. In order to have a clean house you must maintain it as clean so that it doesn't get bad again. And that's how I think recovery should work. It's a long process and it never stops- you'll always be working on yourself, and that's fine.

I know it's hard. I've been there, I am there right now on this day. Cleaning my house seems impossible right now. But it's okay to remind yourself that you can take breaks from cleaning to do other things that make you happy, or to quit temporarily if you're frustrated. That's fine, as long as you promise yourself to come back later.

Please hang in there. I know you'll be able to clean your house some day, even if it's a few years from now. It's always worth trying, you'll never get better if you don't try. And we all deserve to have a clean house.

[phissa]

slime 🔥

[phissa]

[phissa]

i love when chracters are happy i love when good things happen i love when misunderstandings are solves i love when people know eachother and understand eachother i love when everyone is soso friends forever and i love THE FREAKING QSMP BABYYYY !!!!!!!!!🔥💥🔥💥💥🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥

[phissa]

hes so normal

[phissa]

if the people start hating on qforever i will detonate the bomb

[phissa]

PULLED APART 💔