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[animeyanderelover]

Hi! May I request Tsukiyama, Uta, Chrollo, Hisoka, Illumi, Sebastian with depressed darling?

Please remember that I love all of you!

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy reationship, possessiveness, obsession, paranoia, sadistic behavior, delusions, manipulation, stalking, depression, isolation, forceful behavior, kidnapping, clinginess

Depression

Sebastian Michaelis

🐈‍⬛Sebastian notices pretty early on the signs, be that the lack on motivation or the fact that the appetite might suddenly dicrease, he senses the dark hole his darling gets more and more sucked in and he acts pretty fast with it as well. Of course he won't force himself incredibly much on them, knowing that this might only go the wrong direction, but he won't let them be alone either. If they want to stay in bed due to not feeling encouraged to do anything then so be it, he'll let them stay a bit longer there, making sure to leave water and small snacks there.

🐈‍⬛That being said he also knows that breathing a bit fresh air can do wonders and especially whilst you seem to be so incredibly discouraged and sad, it would help you a lot. So he ends up trying to coax you into taking walks with him outside and taking your mind off, doing different things and praising you for doing those things. He definitely lets you know that he's here for you, be that by being a bit smothering when he senses you need affection or by being more subtle with leaving small love letters and your favorite food in your room, he shows you that he is as devoted as ever.

Hisoka Morow

🃏Hisoka is not dumb, he notices as well that something is wrong with his darling, though it might take him a bit longer to find out what exactly is wrong. And as shitty as this sounds, he mainly realizes it because time he spends with his s/o isn't as fun as it used to be anymore. Hisoka is not the best to have, he is actually terrible to have. He is incredibly tormenting and taunting, words sharp and hurtful, only pushing his darling further and further into their dark mind. He is at the beginning kind of annoyed with this as well as irritated, not understanding why they refuse to react properly to his jokes and words nor seem to want to do anything which ends with him being sarcastic and cruel with his words in the first place.

🃏Once he does realize what is going on he actually gets kind of worried, not wanting his darling toy to be broken since he doesn't think he'll find anyone like them again and then he somehow tries to cheer them up with magic tricks and other stuff he can think off. Hisoka still knows he is really not the best to help them professionally which is why he might force someone who knows more to help him. Everything to help his darling, right? He kind of uses the chance to show them that despite anything he's there.

Illumi Zoldyck

🤎It is not like he doesn't notice that something is wrong, despite lacking emotions a lot and having problems expressing them to his darling, Illumi is observant and even sees smaller details about his darling others might not. So if they should have been, before he kidnapped them, a bit differently, he sees the change in behavior very quickly. And similar to Hisoka, he is not a really good help either. Illumi has to know everything about his darling, even more when something changes and he pesters them about it, wanting to know why they suddenly seem so distant, even to him. He doesn't mind that his darling isolates themselves from butlers and family as well, he is kind of glad about it.

🤎But suddenly being more aloof from him is something Illumi doesn't tolerate and that's what makes him almost clingy, in his own way determined to find out what's wrong. It's most likely his family who tells him what's wrong because whilst Illumi keeps his darling away from them, they know what's going on. And the most Illumi can do,because he is clueless about what to do with a depressed darling, is paying a professional and his family advices him to take his darling a bit out as well, trying to help as good as Illumi lets them do so.

Chrollo Lucilfer

📖Chrollo has no real emotions of his own which is why he is so possessive in the first place over his darling. But he is a very excellent actor and can mimic emotions he sees very well, enabling him to charm anyone in his way. And since that guy reads a lot of books and is in general very informed he knows what you're currently going through, he can read you like a book. Chrollo knows that this is most likely since he took you from your family and friends and instead forced you to travel with him and the troupe.

📖And it is up for his darling to assess whether it's good or bad, but he doesn't leave their company after noticing, he watches over them to make sure that they take care of themselves. Of course some of the members of the troupe will also try to cheer Chrollo's darling up and help them, but ultimately it is Chrollo who stays with them. He just feels like letting his darling be swallowed by their current misery because they want to just be alone isn't the best way and next to that he wants to ensure that they still take care of themselves and don't stop looking after their health and hygiene. He doesn't have to hold conversations though, holding his darling whilst reading a book is enough for him.

Shuu Tsukiyama

🍷If it wouldn't be for his father helping him, he might be pretty bad at hadling this. Before his father scolded him thoroughly for torturing his darling and being a sadist to them, Shuu pretty much learned the lesson of his life. So whilst he before might have been either afflicted even more pain on his darling than they were quietly suffering anyways or might have acted overly dramatic over it, with Mirumo now in the picture things can finally become better because he is a logical and smart man and will explain to Shuu what to do and how to treat you during such a time.

🍷Shuu becomes even more clingy afterwards, feeling horrified and repulsed for what he's done and his father definitely told him that he himself might have only worsened the condition of his darling which makes his son cry and being extremely smothering to his darling aterwards, wanting to do anything to help his darling. His father certainly searches for a therapist whilst also talking to you himself, checking often on you to see how you're doing and he helps his son encouraging you into doing something, even if it's only sitting a bit in the huge garden and Shuu will always shower you in compliments and affection to make you feel better.

Uta

🎭Uta is a mix between worshipper and sadistic, just like Shuu used to be, though he doesn't have a father who whips his ass for it which is why he stays that way, though he chooses to be mostly lenient. Uta still views his darling as one in a kind, his very own masterpiece and whilst he can be very atrocious as well, harming them physically and mentally, he also knows when something seems to be wrong and they feel for other reasons down. Uta kind of suspects that it's his fault, he knows what he sometimes does to you can have traumatic aftereffects which is why he wouldn't be really surprised. But he still cares the one or another way for his darling and whilst he isn't a professional, he also isn't copletely left in the dark with this either.

🎭Similar to Hisoka and Sebastian, he tries to cheer his darling up and distract them a bit in order to feel better. He doesn't necessarily mind that you might want to stay inside, not wanting to be under people anymore, he himself wants to isolate you a bit. But he still minds if you should stop looking after your most basic needs in which case he becomes somewhat of a mother-hen since even he would never let you starve or refuse to let you do such things. Also doesn't leave their company either, he probably has them just sitting in his shop whilst he designs masks and checks on them from time to time.

[exit-path]

(personal opinion)

I’m sad there’s nothing left for me to find interest in in Minecraft YouTube anymore.

Hermitcraft kept me company from July 2018 (start of Season 6) alllll the way until June 2020, when the Election results (Season 7) were announced.

SMPLive kept me company from April 2019 (discovered it through Cooper’s trap video) to December 2020, when the server ended.

Then I found out about the Dream SMP in September 2020 through the Election results, and stayed updated until the whole story came to a climactic “end” in November 2020 with the Red Festival.

Now what? What do I do? I’d like to leave these series behind me. The stories that I experienced were so good, I’m not interested in continuing to watch the shows that haven’t ended.

But there was also a mentality I had when I was watching them. When Season 6 of Hermitcraft ended, I could switch to SMPLive. When SMPLive ended, I could switch to the Dream SMP.

It’s been nearly half a year since the Dream SMP Festival. Where’s the next big Minecraft YouTube show? My guess is I think there’s not going to be one.

I dunno how Hermitcraft managed to survive in 2018, but SMPLive sure succeeded because of what I call the “Minecraft Renaissance” in 2019.

Dream SMP rode off the high of Dream’s success in 2020, and made a bunch more people famous (TommyInnit, Wilbur Soot) that could keep the show on the road, even without Dream.

Nothing’s reared its head for 2021 yet. And I don’t think there’s gonna be another SMPLive, or another Dream SMP. I think just as quickly as the popularity of Minecraft fell as quickly as it rose, so too is MCYT’s days numbered.

[whatareusernames]

!!!My cat needs help and I don’t know what’s happening!!!

My cat just started yowling and now she can’t stand or walk without stumbling and losing balance. She was perfectly fine an hour ago. We don’t know what’s wrong and we don’t have the money for a visit to the vet.

If you know cats, can you DM me? I’m scared. We’ve had her for about 10 years and nothing like this has ever happened.

[candythechocolatelabrador]

Serious Drama TW so-

Likely the only time imma express something this serious on my blog so don’t worry but an anon brought this to my attention so-

Apparently the creator of FNF has done some- awful stuff- Lots of transphobic and racist stuff, some  Antisemitism along with things i’m not sure I should mention here-

So likely not gonna try making a mod anymore cause, e w, someone please please reclaim this game or it’s characters already.

So yeah basically, I’m just gonna go back to drawing my regular poptropica stuff because after seeing all this shit I need some wholesome beans.

[trans-nct]

Y’all are just pussies to admit it but the Stan LOONA meme severely traumatized Orbits because they had virtually nothing to do with it and people were using their name against them, and THAT’S why they push you away. It’s not because they hate you and don’t WANT you to join the fandom. It’s because they don’t want to let in the wrong people again and they’re scared of something like Stan LOONA happening again.

Orbits were just regular human beings before the stan loona meme. Then some toxic circle on twitter not affiliated with actual orbits came along and started being the toxic fucks they are, now with a RANDOM GROUP THEY FOUND, and suddenly the actual fandom is the bad guy.

Stop villainizing fandoms who didn’t even have a chance to back themselves up.

[animeyanderelover]

Can I request the senju family,indra,itachi,sasuke,neji and madara with a s/o who suffers a miscarriage?Thank you ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

Please don't read if this triggers you!

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, s/o suffering a miscarriage (!), mentioning of depression

s/o suffers from a miscarriage

Indra Otsutsuki

💜I do know that Indra is for the most part a rather cruel Yandere to have, but especially for him starting a family would be important, though the reasons aren't exactly the most pure ones. He needs someone to carry on his legacy and terrorize Asura and his village when he isn't there anymore. It's also a great way to bind his darling to him with a child. That aside Indra would mellow out after starting a family with his darling and he naturally looked forward to the day where his darling would give birth the moment it was official that she was pregnant. Indra became more soft and started treating her more careful to avoid risking to damage the baby and the health of his darling.

💜Shock, guilt, anger. Those are his emotions for a very long time after the abort of the unborn baby. How else could he feel? He's a brute, but he has his own share of emotions as well. He grew quite fond of being able to raise his children and teach them everything he knows so they can carry on his legacy. But that was just taken from him and deepd down he fears it might be after all his fault for the ways he's treated you in the past. His darling probably feels the same because the life wiped out was the one of an innocent baby. Sadness and guilt can not be avoided especially from her side. Indra is somewhat wise enough to not blame you or make you feel any more guilty than you already do, instead the loss of the baby somewhat makes you two grow closer. But he still wants to try again as soon as his darling is emotionally and physically alright again.

Madara Uchiha

🌑He is worse than Indra because his darling probably doesn't hold the same significance to him as for Indra. Madara has a clan of his own already and if we're talking about him still being part of the Leaf Village, he still has a home and wasn't betrayed by anyone yet. So funnily his need for children wouldn't be that great as it would be for Indra. But as the head of his clan he needs heirs obviously to take over the clan when his time has come. And similar to Indra it would be a rather effective way to get the s/o a bit better under control with babies. And since he at the very least cares for a healthy pregnancy he as well prevents from harming his darling in any way.

🌑I do like to believe that he cared for the child as more than just a potential heir so it definitely affects him as well, though different from his darling who might shed tears, he won't cry. But he grows extremely bitter and everyone from his clan who tries to give him their condolences will trigger him. Madara doesn't really know who exactly he should blame since the s/o is already suffering from all of this and that just leads him to letting his anger out on everyone around him. Hashirama is the only one who manages to endure his anger and somewhat comfort him. He funnily grows around you very silent instead of voicing his frustration out, maybe out of some respect. He doesn't possess the same ability to shield the blame on himself quite as much as Indra does so he gives himself not that much fault like Indra does. Even so, he also wants to try again.

Hashirama Senju

🌳Hashirama is a heavily family man and he would want a big one in that matters as well. He probably wouldn't push his darling into it since he wants the desire to have a few children as mutual. But he would be the happiest man when you tell him that you're pregnant and I do see the village and the clan celebrating the day the news come out. His clan would most likely look forward to the next heir of the clan and the village is happy for their Hokage. But really, no one could be quite as excited as Hashirama and he would treat his darling so much more like royalty than he would have done already now that she's pregnant with a child.

🌳That makes the heartbreak and the agony only so much more worse for him in the end. It is just such a hard blow to his heart and to pretty much everyone in the whole village when the horrible news get out. Just everyone is in shock and Hashirama will cry about it a lot, he feels like he might have done more. Doing work normally afterwards becomes extremely hard for him and even his brother can't bring himself to nag him for it since he understands the heavy loss. Hashirama and his darling cling most likely on each other for a long time afterwards for comfort and the first few days after over the whole clan and maybe even village is a rather depressed mood and he and you probably get a lot of condolence letters from the citizens. Hashirama is afterwards a bit paranoid to try again out of fear the same will happen again and this paranoia will be reflected in the way he would treat his child that is born healthy if you are ready to try again. More smothering and doting due to the trauma of the loss of his first child.

Tobirama Senju

🌊Family certainly is important for him, but the thought of having children of his own is not really something he really considers much. Tobirama is a busy guy and different from his brother he doesn't have the same patience for a child as much as he has and he wouldn't be able to handle too many children alongside with all the other work he has to do. You would probably have to ask him about how he feels or his clan. Highly likely even his own brother who asked him when he would be able to call himself "uncle Hashi". Tobirama isn't that keen on having a family of his own, but if you would be fine and want one, he will warm up to the idea. He's kind of strict with things like food and certain activities, but only because he values health and safety of mother and baby.

🌊Initially he won't cry about it, Tobirama decides rather to be there and comfort his darling who will be shattered far worse since she was the one carrying the baby in her womb. But just wait until he is for himself and gets to think over everything again. That's when it'll finally hit him at his worst and he cries out of frustration and sorrow as well. He knows that technically he did his best to ensure that you're healthy as well as the embryo and ultimately it was no one's fault. But that doesn't stop the thought "I could have done more" from popping up in his mind and his ability to work get affected from it. I think it would be much more worse if Hashirama is at that point in time already dead because he would be the best person to comfort him during such a time. The experience takes it's toll on him and he grows afterwards much more softer to his s/o since she's scarred for life now. He would be somewhat more iffy to try again.

Tsunade Senju

🐌I see Tsunade having a big soft spot for children and she would be happy to start a family with her darling and if the children are adopted or made through test-tube fertilization wouldn't really matter to her, she'll love the little one nevertheless. If the baby will be made through more artificial ways she would take great care in guaranteeing that nothing will go wrong during the pregnancy and that mother as well as child will be healthy after birth. She kind of wants to ditch work so she can look after her darling, but Sakura ans Shizune offer help so the Fifth Hokage can focus on her duties whilst one of them looks a bit after the s/o in the meantime so Tsunade has less to worry about.

🐌The poor woman would have her heart broken all over again after having gone through such a traumatic experience. Tsunade loved that child already very much, even if it was only a few weeks old and as a medic it would be all the worst for her. Because she feels like she's completely failed to do what she was supposed to do and no one can really talk her into thinking otherwise. Similar to Hashirama and his darling I see Tsunade and her darling clinging on each other and comforting the other like this as well. And just like her grandfather she struggles to concentrate afterwards as well, she's emotional afterwards and can't really suppress her tears of sorrow and disappointment. She probably gets many letters filled with words of sadness and condolences as well and Sakura and Shizune try their best to help as good as they can as well. Tsunade probably drowns her pain in sake sometimes as well.

Itachi Uchiha

🍡Itachi would react the most torn apart about this. He is somewhat happy with the though of a child, but there are so many worries coming with it. He is a member of the Akatsuki and if words gets out you're pregnant chances are very high that you'll be hunted down whilst you're in such a vulnerable state as well. He would risk losing darling and child and it strikes fear in his heart and the fact that his child would have to grow up isolated and with constant dangers is another thing. A possibility would be pleading the Leaf for help to guarantee safety, but people might still go after his darling even there. Additionally you can't blame him for wanting to see his child growing up as well, a bit selfishness is even for him not completely avoidable. So Itachi stresses a bit out on what to do.

🍡But even if that baby meant more stress for him, he would have died for them the moment they would have been born and he feels great pain over the loss. Itachi won't express how emotional exactly he is since he doesn't express them very often and similar to Tobirama he wants to stay strong for his darling and be her shoulder to cry on for the sorrowful time after the miscarriage. He puts the comfort of you over the one of his own and he kind of tries to avoid going on any missions and leave you alone in such a state. It makes him extremely uneasy. Otherwise than his darling he has no one to express his pain and sadness too, maybe Kisame if he trusts him more enough. Otherwise he keeps his emotions for himself and so chances are no one except him and his darling will ever know about this heartbreaking experience.

Neji Hyuga

🕊Neji seems to be another one of those guys who would want to start a family with their darling at one point in the timeline. Though similar to the First Hokage he would never force his darling into anything as long as she doesn’t want a child as well. Now if his darling indeed wants a family of her own, he would be extremely happy. And when she tells him that she is pregnant Neji will tear up a bit since he is rather emotional with the s/o. But he is over the moon with the thought of the growing baby made out of love inside of the s/o and he grows more protective from a very early point on. But Neji really is just bursting with anticipation and the whole clan is glad for him as well, especially Hinata. After all Neji had to go through, who wouldn’t be?

🕊He’s really just shattered afterwards and grows seemingly more bitter towards others to the point where he reminds others of his younger despiteful self that used to look down on everyone. That only lasts for a few days though, it functions as a subconscious way for his mind to protect the pain and grief he has inside of him. Neji certainly grows paranoid afterwards as well due to the obviously bad condition his darling is in, completely emotionally traumatized from the loss of the little baby she was growing inside of her. It might lead to the point where he would use a strategy often used from Hashirama, gluing himself to your side as often as possible. The Hyuga additionally grows warily around people who might possibly trigger his darling whilst trying to speak out their apologies and the only person he really trusts most is Hinata who tries to constantly somehow soothe Neji’s and your pain.

Sasuke Uchiha

💙For Sasuke it is just the same as it would be with Indra. He has a clan to restore, though I don't see him forcing his darling into having more than one child if they won't be able to handle it. Despite everything he values and treasures you a lot and wants the child to grow up as normal as they can be with him as a father. However, he does kind of coerce the s/o into having at least one child with him. If you wanted a child yourself anyways he at least doesn't have to use manipulation on you and it increases the chances of a semi-normal family life so that's only better. He would definitely settle down once he knows that his darling is pregnant and focus on caring and protecting his family.

💙He doesn't really have anyone besides his darling to mourn over the loss either since he is not living with her in the Leaf and he planned on keeping the pregnancy from them a bit longer as a secret to avoid any kind of conflict reganrding the council who would probably want the Uchiha clan back in their village. He doesn't show it on the outside that much as well because as an adult Sasuke is less of a dick and similar to his brother decides to comfort you for now since you might need it more than he does. He cared greatly about the child as well so it isn't like he will be just fine either, this loss will remain as a painful memory on his mind. He grows kind of terrified for a while after to try again out anxiety to have a repeat of events which wouldn't be good for both of your sanities.

[animeyanderelover]

Can I request Tobirama,Indra,Madara,Pein,Itachi and Hashirama with a suicidal darling and they have a lot of scars because of it? Thank you ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

Please don't read this if it triggers you!

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, delusions, paranoia, suicidal thoughts, suicidal behavior, scars, mentioning of self-harm, paranoia, indifference, controlling behavior, isolation, kidnapping, clinginess, protective behavior, mentioning of abuse, violence, killing

Suicidal s/o

Indra Otsutsuki

💜He takes this not very good because you can say what you want, Indra still cares about his darling a lot. There is a reason why he is so obsessed with them and he went through a lot of troubles to have them, with vicious methods not even to mention. Additionally he plans on starting his own clan with them so he can take revenge on his village and his brother. And one way or another Indra always keeps a sharp eye on his darling, mainly because he is controlling and so he notices the scars quickly. Of course he can brush it off as scars from battles or his own hands, but they look...strange.

💜Still though, even if he does notice that his s/o acts very depressed and seems to have gone very quiet and looks constantly unhappy, he doesn't care at first. He is well aware that he forced a lot upon them by kidnapping them so he thinks that this is normal at first. He doesn't necessarily mind this kind of behavior as long as you don't do anything to anger him. Maybe he simply tries to not acknowledge the obvious in front of him at first, but the more he sees, the more he starts feeling queasy until he finally snaps, not being able to look away from it.

💜Believe it or not, deep down his already broken pride suffers more damage because whilst he imagined you to be overwhelmed with all of this, he didn't imagine you to break like this that you actually practice self-harm and consider death as a way out. And for once he knows better than lashing out on his darling, though the following days he is seething with his spilled emotions. He is in a tight spot and he knows that, Indra is not really suited to comfort someone like his darling. He still somehow tries to be more nice to them, though he isn't good with words. Most of the times he just watches more silently.

💜But he has to do something and believe me, he does. He starts by never leaving his darling out of sight, stopping them from potentially hurting themselves again. Settling down would be another good thing to do since traveling without a real goal and having to watch after his endangered darling can become even too much stress for him. To be open, Indra is deep down terrified of losing his s/o which leads to him growing more paranoid and far more controlling. It'll be useless anyways. Even if his darling will escape him in this life, in the next he won't let them leave him again.

Madara Uchiha

🌑I feel that he would be by far the worst to handle this because Madara in general has his real troubles to sympathize with his darling. Differently from Indra he never takes such a big blow to his pride like Indra secretly does, he has more confidence and that makes him less caring. He is for the biggest time overly controlling and strict since his need for control got a boost once he lost his brother and was further enhanced after he was betrayed by his friend and his own clan. So simply said, he will ignore how sad and depressed his darling appears to be at first.

🌑He is even worse than Indra in this matter because he definitely gets mad at his darling because of their attitude, even after he has come to realize what exactly is wrong with them. That does nothing to help and he knows that, but he is not good in controlling his anger really good. Madara of course knows that this is most likely mainly his fault with all that he has put his darling through so far, but at the same time he has higher expectations on them than Indra does. Madara doesn't share the same need for love and adoration from his darling like Indra and that makes him try less.

🌑That guy's main goal is simply keeping his darling alive for as long as he is still there, in the worst egotistic way possible. He simply won't let them leave him, they are not allowed to do so without his permission. So all he does is keeping them away from the edge of death, nothing more. If we consider that his darling is indeed the reincarnation of Indra's darling this desire will only be more fueled if in their previous life they indeed managed to kill themselves which left severe trauma in Indra's mind and since Madara is his reincarnation, he has Indra's buring desire inside of him to not let the story repeat itself.

🌑He still stops being physically violent with his darling as well as mentally, realizing that he can't really scare them anymore with this. But at the very least it might mean that they won't run away from him, though he is not above labeling them as weak for giving so easily up. But he comes to terms of accepting this. Sounds extremely cruel, but that's how it is. It's not like he doesn't miss their old self sometimes, but for the biggest part he is focused on not letting them leave him. He might have his rare soft moments, but for the most part he just lives with the new you.

Hashirama Senju

🌳He is someone who feels for others and has strong emotions for those he cares about. So it is obvious that Hashirama thinks of his darling as his pure world, someone who can't do wrong. It is somewhat hard to say if he is somewhat responsible for his darling becoming more and more indifferent and spiritless because he treats them really well. I would say how fast he notices depends on if his darling was always that way since he met them or it only started after he had already falling into obsession. Hashi is pretty extroverted and clingy so he is often with you which means he'll notice fast.

🌳In either case he would realize very quickly that you always seem rather lonely and sad which upsets him and even before he knows how bad this all really is, he tries to cheer you up somehow. It hurts him seeing his s/o appearing so lonely and like nothing can make them feel sincere happiness. It worries him sick and he fears that this will end in something bad. And so it is natural that he has a small meltdown when he sees how bad this all really is, scars littering their skin and it might honestly be that he came for a surprise visit and caught them in their act.

🌳And from everyone Hashirama knows his darling is one of the last people he would want to suffer so badly that they think life is not really that worthy and pretty. He can't let this continue any longer now and he will cry in front of his darling. There are many things going on inside of him right now and more than anything he feels horrible for not seeing just how much thy were really in pain. But it's going to be alright, he promises this! He will find a way to help them, he must! Different from his friend Madara he doesn't give jst up on them, he will do everything he can to help the s/o living again.

🌳Considering you are the partner of the Hokage there will be put a lot of effort into your well-being and even if Hashi would be some ordinary person, he would still do the exact same thing. Therapy will be taken because even if Hashirama is good for emotional support, he always wants to be sure he does everything he can. Anxious of leaving you alone which is why he asks Tobirama and/or Mito to be your company when he isn't there with you and has to do something since he can't let you be alone. But even if you will never be able to be fully the same again, he'll just love the new you with all his heart.

Tobirama Senju

🌊This guy might be a hard worker and can be rather stern himself, but never would he want his darling to suffer in any way. He loves his darling after all and wants to protect them. I would say it is a similar case as with his brother. It all comes down on if your change in behavior occured after you were already with him or if you were like this ever since he knew you. If it's the latter one he would brush it more easily off if you should be quiet and more introverted, though he watches this with narrowed eyes, already suspecting that something is wrong.

🌊Now if this all happens after he is already your boyfriend, he grows far more warily and jumps fast into action, questioning what exactly is wrong. Of course he doesn't plan on coming over as someone who interferes your private space too much, but he just senses that there is something going on and it's not something good. Tobirama can pretty much count all the possibilities on one hand and he can guess from your behavior that you seem to be pushed in a bad emotional direction which is why he wants to take action before it intensifies. But he loses his cool for a short moment the first time he catches a glimpse at all the scars they tried to cover up.

🌊Tobirama blames himself for this, so much more if this all happened after he started a relationship with you because he fears he might have made the whole situation worse for you since he can be really harsh when he wants to be. This is why he goes through a significant change, abandoning all his strict and mean behavior. Surely he also wants his darling to have someone they can talk too, a professional therapist since he as well can only do that much and he knows it might take years until his darling has somewhat recovered, but you can bet that he from now on starts playing the role of a mother hen if he has to do it.

🌊It's either that his brother or Mito look after you when he has work to do, since the Anbu won't be a good help or that he takes you with him. He doesn't really mind as long as his darling is quiet so he can do his work and keep at the same time an eye on them because otherwise he can hardly focus. It may become his habit to aplologize as soon as he thinks that he said or did something wrong because he's afraid it'll only push you further away. Tobirama overall shows a lot more that he cares for you than he used to do and even if you do get better, he'll always remain careful with what he says.

Pain

🌧️Pain is more of a busy man, but if his darling was always this way before he kidnapped them, he would have noticed at least some sign that they aren't doing really well. Even if he didn't know the full extent of his darling's situation, he can already estimate that his sudden appearance will only make things worse for them which is why he actually comes to hesitate a bit. He does want somewhat the best for his darling even though he is extremely possessive and controlling. Through this step of conflict he stalks his darling more, worried by what he has seen so far.

🌧️What will cause him to kidnap his darling in the end will be what he sees during all his stalking, witnessing one of their self-harms or even worse, suicide attempts in which case he will instantly storm their place and take them. Whatever it was, it'll manage to shake him up pretty badly, even though his face won't show it. There's simply no way he will let his darling commit suicide and end their own life and since their parents and friends clearly didn't do enough to help them, he will have to do it. Even if he might only make things worse, he'll do something anything, to stop this.

🌧️He has overall six bodies he can control so at least one of them will have to watch you, even though he knows Konan will also do anything in her powers to help you since you're someone she loves as well. Pain informs her as his best friend and only real person he can trust with you about everything he has gathered on you so far. Konan herself is aware that being locked away will only mess you more up which is why she doubts this was a good idea, even if Pain just saved your life. But it is just as obvious that now Pain won't be able to let his s/o go, not after what he has just seen.

🌧️His friend still clarifies that in order to be of some sort of help for the s/o, he can absolutely not effort to give them even more reason than he already did to see less and less meaning in this world. That means he will have to avoid punishing them or scaring them on purpose. Konan works mainly as the therapist in here since she has an easier time gaining the trust of the darling and can express emotions better than Pain can, she simply tries to keep them busy by teaching them origami and taking them out, even if Pain disagrees initially. In the end he still knows Konan is right which is why he opens more up.

Itachi Uchiha

🍡I feel like from everyone in here, Itachi would be the most scared of this scenario happening as soon as he kidnapped his darling. Look at it the one or another way, not only committed he genocide, he is a criminal on the highest level and no sane person would be cool with him kidnapping them. So his darling won't be like this either. Depite everything the Uchiha still tries his best to do as much as he can do for them by taking them out to avoid locking them away from too long and showing that he cares by doting on them here and there. He still gives them space if they need to.

🍡He is used to observe people and estimate them so he will notice the odd behavior of his s/o instantly, so much more if they used to be different. It was probably bound to happen, isolation getting to them. But there is a difference between simply becoming more quiet and suddenly losing all motivation and joy in life. Itachi realizes this change and the moment he sees the scars of his darling, all made whilst he was away on his missions, something inside of him just shatters. He never wanted his darling to go this far and yet it happened and even if he calculated this as possible, it still hits him hard.

🍡And now the first problem starts. Itachi can't leave you alone anymore, not convinced when you tell him you won't try it again. But he has his work to do for the Akatsuki and Kisame, the only person he can trust for now, will be gone with him. There will be no one else who will look after his darling and even if they don't attempt to kill themselves, they might heavily neglect their well-being. Taking them with him is risky as well because they might be discovered and taken when people find out who the darling is. In either case Itachi risks their life and it stresses him a bit out, but he will focus and think of a solution.

🍡Itachi wants his darling to know that he's here for them, always and even if he killed tons of people, he still is a emotional pillar for the s/o the one or another way. How couldn't he when he is the only one around? Guilt and shame still don't even start to describe how he feels about all of this, it pains him whenever he has to see how much he has damaged his darling and made things only worse. He still knows that they're wanted as well for simply being with him, but Itachi can manage to be selfless if he wants to be. That means that if he realizes he won't be able to help, he'll leave his darling in the hands of someone he knows can help which would be most likely the Leaf Village.

[animeyanderelover]

How about Sebastian and Undertaker with suicidal s/o (someone like Dazai from bsd), but the thing is they can't die. Bonus if Sebastian or undertaker doesn't know that s/o is, like immortal.

A bit of a sensitive topic, but as long as it’s not something too extreme.

Warnings: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessiveness, obsessiveness, paranoia, suicidal thoughts, suicidal behavior

Suicidal s/o who can’t die

Sebastian Michaelis

🐈‍⬛He’s very good at reading emotions so he noticed from the very beginning that there’s something wrong with his darling. They always seemed so...sad even though they tried to hide it with a happy mask. They were good at fooling everyone with this, except him.

🐈‍⬛At first he didn’t confront them about this and tried to ask in more subtle ways if everything was right, hoping that they would tell him what exactly was wrong, but they always assured him that everything was alright with them and he immediately knew that it was a lie.

🐈‍⬛At one point he decided to talk with you about this and visited your house, knocking on your door and waiting. But you never opened the door what made Sebastian uneasy. He knew your schedule very well and knew that you always were at home at this time. That’s when the smell of blood hit him. Your blood! He immediately broke down the door and stormed towards the bathroom where the smell came from.

🐈‍⬛If he would have had a heart then it would have stopped at the sight right in front of him. You were laying in the bathtub, your body and clothes getting soaked in your own blood which was gushing nonstop out of the deep cuts on your wrists and arms. Sebastian could sense that your heart had stopped beating from where he stood and in that moment he experienced an explosion of feelings. Anger, sadness, frustration, disappointment. He was ready to rip anyone who made you do this to shreds, but suddenly he heard your heartbeat again and saw something amazing. The cuts on your arms started to heal on their own.

🐈‍⬛Sebastian immediately hurried up to you and the look you gave him as soon as you opened your eyes was enough to break his nonexisting heart. You started to burst out in tears then and there and Sebastian was quick to comfort you, feeling overjoyed that you were still with him. And now he understood everything.

🐈‍⬛The fact that you want to die, but can’t tortures you and Sebastian suffers because you do. He was never unhappy with his life so he can only imagine how frustrating it must be for you. The fact that you’re immortal tells him that you can’t be human, at least not to 100%. But he can worry about that later. His top priority now is to make sure that he can help you as good as he can. He most likely kidnapped you after he witnessed this to make sure that you won’t try this again even though he knows you can’t die. But just the mere thought of you trying this again makes his chest clench painfully and he knows that trying to die again just to wake up moments laters isn’t very good for your mental health.

🐈‍⬛You can tell him everything what makes you sad or upset and he’ll get rid of it quickly. Sebastian is really careful with you now, scared that he might trigger you trying this again and only treats you with pure love. He makes sure to not let you alone anymore, wanting to show you that you aren’t alone even though you might think you are. He will find a way to help you with your depression, after all he is one hell of a butler.

Undertaker

⚰️Just like Sebastian, Undertaker is good at reading emotions and he as well noticed this depressed aura that was always surrounding his darling and the way they always seemed to force a smile on their face when they were under people.

⚰️Undertaker didn’t confront the s/o about this immediately, but from time to time he would ask you slyly some questions that might involve this topic and even though you laughed and told him that everything was alright he didn’t miss the way you tensed shortly up, telling him that something was wrong.

⚰️He’s the type of Yandere who often follows his darling around and one day he witnessed your secret. It had been pretty late at night and you had wandered off in a small alley and he followed you there secretly, wanting to make sure that you wouldn’t run into any bad people in there. But when you started climbing up a building he started to feel confused and worried. Why would you do that?

⚰️He understood only after you had just stared down at the ground before letting yourself fall. Undertaker was kind of frozen in shock, feeling like everything was moving in slow motion when in reality the whole event only lasted for less then 10 seconds. When he heard the sound of you hitting the ground he snapped out of it and instantly hurried up to you, but there was nothing he could do anymore. He couldn’t remember to have ever seen something more terrible than your mangled body and empty eyes staring at the sky. Just like Sebastian his first thought was to kill everyone who had made you suffer. That was until your bones suddenly started shifting themselves back into place.

⚰️As soon as you opened your eyes and saw him you immediately sank your head down, too ashamed that he had just witnessed all of this. But Undertaker was still able to notice the silent tears that started to escape your eyes and the first thing he could think of at that moment was to embrace you tightly in his arms.

⚰️He has some experience with this, having collected in the past souls who had killed themselves, but the fact that you’re immortal is new to him, telling him that you can’t be a full human. Just like Sebastian he’ll kidnap you after this incident, too scared to leave you on your own. He can’t stand the thought of you trying something like this ever again, knowing full well that this will only let you sink deeper into the black hole you’re in.

⚰️Undertaker will do anything that’s necessary to help you out of your misery. He won’t let you suffer alone like this. No chance that he’ll let you out of his sight again after this, not wanting to risk the chance of you trying this again. He’ll treat you like a fragile doll and will help you with really everything you do.