Not often am I sat crying at night ignoring people... I'm a people person, I need constant attention and to be talking to at least one person a lot of the time. Yet here I am ignoring people, not because of anything that's been said but because I was ignored first. Although I am I people person, I barely have many close friends so when those that are close disappear I feel very hurt. That's what happened here. Now I know I'll sound selfish but bear with me. My close friends have all gone and paired themselves up with each other. Of course I support them all, each and every Fucker is in love and it's adorable. Here's the problem. I literally have not had a conversation involving more then the generic "hi how are you " in 2 weeks. I get it, you want to spend time with your partner, that's awesome, but what about the person with no one else yo talk to... what about the loser crying in her room too scared to make friends. Aren't you meant to make time for the friends in your life? Aren't you meant to not completely lose yourself and your friends? Aren't you meant to care when your friend has stopped trying to talk to you? Aren't you meant to care in general? Why have my close friends done none of this? At first I thought it was my fault, now I know it is... I just want to make more friends. I just want to make sure I never feel like this ever again. I just want to feel included...
