The feelings the other one triggered deep within him were simply... too strong. And he wasn’t talking about sexual desire here because this grew an even lesser fact the more he accepted his demon side but about the bond that they shared and the urge to keep that asshole in front if him safe but wanting to own him at the same time was simply killing him from the inside. And Zack totally knew about this - this was the worst part.
“You’re just cruel.” he hissed and was totally honest in this very moment. But one second later he found his composure again, straigthened his back and leaned against his chair comfortably - and at the same time getting some needed distance between them.
“You know. what really makes me cry is the fact that you’re still not done with your sigil. How hard is to draw a simple symbol that comes to your mind? Our are you that creatively dense?”
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?Since that’s such a close age gap: Yes, totally!
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?Ugh, that’s a tough one! I rarely get really angry and if that happens it’s a kinda big deal, at least for me. So I would say I’m not happy at the same… let’s see.Maybe it’s really cheesy but the one thing I recall happening that applies to the set up szenario was that time I got a cold during january or february. Zack tends to become really caring when I’m sick and I’m the typical stereotype that don’t want to listen to stay in bed and drags themselves out to class, no matter what. So that bastard kncked me out in the morning just to lock me up in my room with tea and some snacks.He came by to look after me every single free minute and even made notes for me. Such a caring boifriendo. /laughsHe was annoying as fuck but at the same time I really enjoyed seeing this side of him and that actually made me really happy.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?Ugh, that’s a critical topic.I’d totally go with yes and there are even several people you are mad for various reasons and I’m still trying hraad to cope with that issue. This issue comes along with my nature, so… well. Yeah, there are a lot.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?My school uniform? Sorry, no kinky shit on this one.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?Jeans!Normally I don’t even wear jeans that much (suit trousers it is most of the time, heritage, heritage) but if I have to go with one of those options then it’s jeans.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?I think I would describe myself as a healthy blend of both. I cherish my alone-time as much as I enjoy spending time with people and getting to know them.
13. What about ‘R’?Rakepick? She’s a bitch but I also kinda look up to her in a weird way.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?This depends on the definition of “caring” .Be honest, who doesn’t care if someone talks bad about them? But through the years I learned my lesson that there will ALWAYS be that certain someone that hates you for the simplest reasons and that you can’t change their mind. I had to learn to accept that and let them be but that doesn’t meant that I don’t care.
17. When was the last time you cried?I’m a pureblood, I don’t cry.Just kidding.I really hate admitting this but it was the last time I was in Paris. I have to attend those seminars for being, well, what I am and I have to go to my limits on a regular base. Nevertheless last time Zack was with me for certain reasons and he got dragged into my education what drained him in a way to pass out for several hours. It took him roughly two days to actually recover and the way he dazed through the day scared me to death.It was the first time something like this ever happened and it made me realize HOW dangerous I can actually be for other people. When I reminisced at night I couldn’t help but cry out of utter fear of myself.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?Nope. I like my blue eyes a lot.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.It’s the fact that it’s monday. Wakign up early isn’t really my thing, especially not after the weekend.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?I’m still not sure if we are really dating or not to be honest. But the last person I talked to is the person I have honest feelings for. Let’s leave it like that.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?Yeah, way too many. Almost everybody that let me under their skin and it’s just out of pure bliss of the moment when they are under my spell.Actually I heard it so many times without any actual meaning that those words lost their meaning to me.
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?As usual: Zack. We are sharing a room.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?Well, since it’s my uniform’s shirt: Madam Malkin’s.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?Not in Hogwarts. My room at home on the contrary holds a few bottles even though they are usually not empty.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?Nope.
35. Did you have a dream last night?Unfortunately I can’t recall. I’m pretty sure I had one or several dreams but I tend to forget about them the moment I wake up. Unless they shook me deeply, that is, then i can usually remember every single detail.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?I somehow hope it but I highly doubt it, to be honest.I guess if it wasn’t to my … our… blood status and family standart it would actually be an option to go for but the chances to flee from our heritage and noblesse oblige within the next 5 years is most unlikely.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?I really hate those kind of questions. Maybe yes, maybe no, I have no fucking clue! Our relationship holds so much mre than any marriage I’ve ever seen but we still don’t think of it as a relationship people are maintaining that are in love because… well, it’s us.We can’t be together like that anymore after graduating and we are aware of that fact so we never gave that relationship a name.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?Yes and I feel the same about him.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?Yes. It’s an important process of self-development and improvement.It gives me the chance to learn things about myself and maybe improve my social abilities to the better.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?Oh, actually quite a lot people. Especially here in Hogwarts.The more time you spend with someone the more positive and negative character trades you learn about people and the more memoriese you made with them. I grew quite fond of a lot of Slytherins that I expected to keep my distance from when I came to Hogwarts for the first time.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?Yes, Zack. We grew up together so there were a lot of kiddo tears in the past.
61. How’s your heart?Medically: pretty perfect.Emotionally: in love but cautious.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?What even is this question? Don’t be an ass and show emotions: yes. Be a crybaby and over-dramatical: no.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?More or less yes. Zack again.But since I don’t want to kill him “accidentally” I still maintain some restraint especially when things get physical.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?It used to be my older sister but since she found her fulfillment in being a cubus we grew apart in the process.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?Is it just me or is the true nature of those question mostly aiming at the one I love?So yes, there is someone. And I also want to see my pet.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?Yes, he totally is. He is nut hesitant to show that.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?Of course?! But since he has my keys he would let himself in anyway.
97. Who do you have texts from?I’m not sure if you want to have a list now but since we already made clear that there is someone I love I will ignore that initinal intend of this question.I have a busy social life so I have a lot of texts from friends and family.
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?No, unfortunately not but I would really like to. This must be an awesome feeling to literally see what you feel.
“Over you, several times already, Babe.” he winked and flashed him a cheeky smile. “But I guess that’s just normal for everyone who has to deal with your sassy ass.” he teased his best friend but then crossed his arms in front of his chest, his expression becoming more serious - for like a split second. “But I’d really like to know why you’re asking such a weird question in the first place….”
Adrien sighed at this request. How many times had he already given him this advice he would just blurt out anytime the topic fits? The steady reminder to keep his distance and to not give in the way Zack did… Honest concern was reflected on those perfect features but still he wasn’t able to write those forsaken words. Not this time.They had endured enough in the past months (especially since they were back from Paris) and their studies were taking it’s toll on them already so he swayed his quill playfully before he wrote down some words he knew Zack would hate.>>Cut your hair, you look like a clown.<<
Do all the character development questions! If you’re lazy, do 1, 4, 10, 13
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what would completely break your character?In this very moment there are two scenarios that would completly wreck him up and even the thought of this possible future make him cringe in emotional pain.The first one is killing Zack while losing control. It would mentally kill him to kill anybody but Zack would be the worst. This would be one thing he could not live with.The other is something he had a nightmare about a while ago and he isn’t able to get this off his mind: Zack and he made up their mind to oppose their families to be able to be together in the future. They fought for years were finally able to actually step out of their familie’s shadow just to see Zack laughing at him. He betrayed him and never meant to really be with him. He just wanted to ruin him completly so Zack never had to deal with the Noailles-family ever again and have even greater power.It’s nothing that Adrien really believes (or want to believe) but the fear really lingers in his heart ever since.
what was the best thing in your character’s life?Wow,while answering those questions it seems like he is a lovestruck idiot thatjust values his significant other. Answering this question would as wellinclude the ideal of being with him and enjoying the things they love so Iwould like to exclude this topic at least for this one.So besides sharing his time with Zack the best thing was simply moving fromParis to London for various reasons. He was raised as an arrogant french boythat was very narrow in his field of vision for life and moving contributedhighly to his personal development. Especially in being open minded and experimentativewith new things. That also included muggles and muggle technology at some pointthat on the other hand leaded to one of his most cherished hobbies up to thisday. Moving at a young age impacted him deeply and made him to person he is nowand he actually kinda likes who he is.
what was the worst thing in your character’s life?Thething called “Noblesse Oblige”. He has the same struggles like every youngadult his age that grew up in a pureblood family that values old merits andtraditions but was also highly influenced by modern society in the outsideworld. The pressure to be the family’s heir and the expectation to carry ontheir traditions and values totally clashes with his personal vision of hisfuture. He isn’t able to free himself from said pressure and something deepwithin him also wants to meet his parent’s expectations even though it’stotally destructive for the wish for freedom develops over the years. That he is in love with a guy that harbors the same struggle doesn’t really contributeto his problem at all.
what seemingly insignificant memories stuck with your character?Thereis a very blurry early childhood memory that he still cherishes to an unhealthyextent. It during Christmas time and while they never tend to celebrate mugglefestivities his mom tends to enjoy this time of the year a lot. It’s not thatthey decorated their mansion and they never played any Christmas songs but itwas that cold day… he was out all day to play in the snow with some friendsback in Paris. The streets were decorated and it was the first time he listenedto a choir that randomly started singing on the streets. That song was stuck inhis head and when he came home before it got dark, he was humming that tune. His mother meanwhile fully aware of the fact what song he was humming asked himto carry on and what king of tune he tried to copy. Adrien tried to recite whistlingbut wasn’t able to get it right so his mom -totally in the Christmas mood-brought him to the Grant Piano and started to play said Christmas song.Adrien was totally in awe of his mother’s skill the be able to play a song hehummed so weakly and sat down right next to her, watching her fingers dancingacross the keys. Then she taught him to help her play and that was his first try on the piano…. And he plays it up to now with deep dedication.
does your character work so they can support their hobbies or use their hobbies as a way of filling up the time they aren’t working?Despiteall the responsibilities that come with the name Noailles he has the privilege tosignificant amount of money for personal use. He was never one to spent moneyon a lot of shit so up to now everything was paid by his parents. He had to convincehis parents to spend a huge amount on a top modern laptop since they have no accessto muggle technology but this was honestly the only problem he ever had to face.
what is your character reluctant to tell people?Thathe is a Succubus/Incubus obviously. That’s nothing you easily just tell someoneand to be fair just his closest friends and of course his family knows.
how does your character feel about sex?Beingwhat he is devalues sex in a way that he kind of dislikes. It’s something importantthat he needs to life properly but it also takes the intimate and personalcharacter this interaction between lover harbors. He likes sex a lot though but the need to life off it shifts his view way toomuch and he is a little bit afraid that he never experience the feeling ofhaving sex out of love, something he just read from until now.
how many friends does your character have?Hisinner circle consists of 4 people all in all and that’s it.
how many friends does your character want?He isperfectly fine with the way it is. More close friends would require more timeand effort he is neither willing to nor able to invest.
what would your character make a scene in public about?Insignificantthings other people and himself are able to laugh about afterwards. For examplethe guy next to him ruins his clothes with spilling sauce over him. He wouldover-dramatically make a scene just to release it in laughter.
for what would your character give their life?For his own freedom and the love of his life. Without thinking twice.
what are your character’s major flaws?Adrientotally overthinks things. When something troubles him he needs a lot of timeto think and gets lost in his thoughts and images he comes up with to anunhealthy degree. He is also unable to accept other people opinions when it comes to hisfundamental beliefs. Most of the times he simply avoids the topic to not comeoff as an asshole or judge someone who hasn’t deserved it. He is fully awarethat it’s stupid and usually he isn’t one that judges early or hard but oncertain topics he can be a immature child.
what does your character pretend or try to care about?Hereally tries hard to not make a big deal our of his nature even though it’s ahuge disaster for him that kinda ruins him to a certain degree and only Zacksees how much this is troubling him. He always tries to avoid that topic withinhis inner circle and appears to be lightweight and easy-going but being withZack he often rarely has another topic.
how does the image your character tries to project differ from the image they actually project?ActuallyAdrien always tries to appear like someone easy-going and happy-go-lucky kindof type that everybody can get along easily with everybody. But this totallyclashes with hanging around with Zack and his inner circle most of the timethat makes him appear like an exclusive pup at times.
‘ the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you today? ’
The day is still young so there weren’t many opportunities to be embarassing, thanks to god.But since you called me out this morning to look like being out of it I think my whole presence was kinda embarassing? I hate mornings so much, gdi.
