#servamp matchup

[tillichan]

.˳·˖✶𓆩 Your life in Servamp for @fourtyfourcatss 𓆪✶˖·˳.

You were born in the family of former C3 members. Even though your relatives have long been out of business relating to C3, the family magic power has been passed down through generations. Your parents, your sister, your relatives inherited the power. Everyone except you. You always sort of wondered why only you? But you weren't ready for the truth. And the truth was you had powers, the devil powers or so C3 members would think if they knew about it. Your parents didn't want you to become a lab rat at C3, that's why they hid your powers, even from you. But as we know, all the secret becomes clear, so you learned your power one day. This happened completely by accident, because your classmate invited you to see a cute kitten, Kuro-chan. Being a cat person, you agreed of course. But instead of cute kitten you saw the monster. The horrible creature looking like a human with stitches on the corners of his mouth and horns on his forehead. The two large black nails pierced his hands, as well as one embedded into his chest. "Young lady with extraordinary powers came to measure swords? I don't think you can win in your current condition", said the monster and disappeared, revealing eyes a little kitten. So you learned about Servamps and the truth about your magic powers, and along with making the new friends.

Magic Power: The Pied Piper

"I chiefly use my charm On creatures that do people harm"

Your power allows you to control the bats and the subclass of Servamp using something similar to echolocation. It sounds like a flute music heard only by you and the creatures you want to connect with. It's very helpful in battles, because the bats and the vampires answer your call whenever you need their help. This is more than just a control, this is the deep bonds you share with the vampires. You're like a member of their pack they love and protect a lot. There is one more ability you have. You're able to contact with Servamps' inner self without even being their Eve and calm them down a little through your ability. It may take some time for you to learn how to deal with Servamps' inner self. But this ability will be very helpful in the future whenever the power of your vampire friends is out of control.

Romantic Matchup: Kuro

The first time you and Kuro met was when you saw his inner self in the classroom. Of course you set yourself a goal to find out what you saw. Mahiru and Kuro denied it, but you knew that Kuro wasn't just an ordinary cat. And you revealed the truth about his vampire essence when you saw Mahiru and Kuro talking to each other. Then, they had to tell you about Servamps. You already knew about vampires and Servamps from your family and friends, but this was the first time you met one. From that day, you joined the circle of Mahiru's friends and became very close with Mahiru and Kuro, hanging out with them every day and doing your best to develop your abilities. Since you practiced your magic power on Kuro, the two of you slowly got closer. Your relationship started as a friendship. The two of you practiced your magic, ate the unhealthy snacks and played video games together, your presence was so comforting to Kuro. You were so kind and sweet, accepting him the way he is. Kuro couldn’t help, but started developing more than just a friendly feelings. He was very subtle about his little secret crush, just some lingering gazes and a slight blush whenever you're too close to him could tell about his feelings. But Mahiru found out finally, when he realized that Kuro was more than ready to do something for you without complaint. Mahiru had a conversation with Kuro about his feelings. Only to discover that Kuro was aware of his crush and he wasn't going to confess or do something. Because he is a monster who has killed a lot of people, not to mention that he has nothing to give you. Someone like him doesn't deserve you. There is no way that you love him back. It took all Mahiru and Kuro's friends patience and their powers of persuasion to assure Kuro that he deserves to be loved. At least he needed to let you know about his feelings. Because his friends already knew that you've a crush on him too.

Lawless: "Let me confess that we two must be twain, Although our undivided loves are one: So shall those blots that do with me remain Without thy help by me be borne alone". Something like this? Chin up, nii-san, confession isn't so hard! Mahiru: It's impossible that Kuro would confess this way!.. Kuro: Ah, what a pain...

But Kuro confessed you finally while you two were playing the video game. Knowing that you enjoy analyzing characters Kuro always made sure that the game has an interesting plot and characters. This time, the storyline was about the main character who fell in love with the fiend. And Kuro couldn't help but made the analogy between the main characters and your relationship. The way the main character accepted her lover the way he is encourages Kuro a little. He laid his controller on the floor and called out to you softly. He scratched his cheek embarrassedly in response to your interested look and then said: "Uhm, it's not that important, but I'd like to tell you that I like you... kinda... You don't have to answer, I just want to let you know..." Please, assure this poor kitten that you love him back. He is ready to close himself in this black crystal ball again because of nervousness.

• Even though you're different, it makes the two of you the perfect match. You're more ambitious and tend to self-pressure, Kuro is more chill, reminding you to have enough rest and making sure you don't overwork yourself.

Kuro: Come here, let's cuddle together. Mahiru will finish your job for you. Mahiru: I won't! Oh, this lazy cat...

• It seems like he wants to hand all duties off to Mahiru, but it's just a joke between them. The truth is you inspire Kuro to become a better person. He wants to do his best to prove that he deserves to be with you. Kuro is more than just a lazy cat, he suffered a lot, he's traumatized, he literally hates himself. But the things have changed a little because of Mahiru. And because of you. • Kuro understands why you don't like discussing yourself and your emotions. He knows how hard is it to show the weakness. But he also knows that every person need someone who accepts them the way they are, someone they feel comfortable with. Mahiru taught him this simple truth. Kuro wants to be this someone to you. Your honest self is very helpful, so it won't take a long before the two of you trust each other enough to share all the worries and the problems and find the solution together. • He is ready to find a part-time job or become a pro-gamer to provide you. At least to have some money to buy you a present or some snacks. Mahiru was shocked when Kuro actually sought advice from him. • Your usual date is just the two of you And sometimes Mahiru because you often hang out at his place. Poor boy, he feels so lonely looking at you two being lovey-dovey. playing the video games and discussing the characters after, eating chips or yogurts and cuddling, cuddling, cuddling a lot, because Kuro loves cuddles so much. Especially he loves when you play with his hair. This's so nice and comfortably, he purrs like actually. • Kuro doesn't mind to go for a walk with you. He prefers you to carry him, while he's in his cat form though. It's just because he's lazy. And no, absolutely not because this's one more reason to be closer to you and cuddle. • Finally, you're his world, the reason why Kuro tries so hard to release past life traumas and become the significant other you deserve. He loves you from the bottom of his heart, you rescued him. Kuro can't help thinking about your future together and he's so scared to lose you, because honestly your confession still seems like just a dream to Kuro, he falls apart if he'll lose you. But it won't happen, because you love him as much as he does.

Relationships

Mikuni Alicein is your childhood friend. Even though your parents wanted to shield you from the world of vampires, your families have been friends for decades. You and their eldest son, Mikuni, got along pretty fast, he was a little older than you though, so you were like a little sister to him. As the two of you mature, you became closer, even despite the fact that Mikuni was very emotionally shut-down. This is a secret just between you and Mikuni, but, well, he was still child and he needed someone to share his secrets and emotions with. Sometimes he talked to little you, thinking that you didn't understand him or forgot about it later. But you still remember some moments of this. Mikuni took care of you and protected you, enjoying reading books with you and Misono and just spending time with you two. He thought of you as of the part of his family. Unfortunately, Mikuni disappeared one day, you missed him a lot. And the next time the two of you met was when you joined Mahiru and Kuro team. Even though your relationship with Mikuni aren't as close as before, he still treasures you. Sometimes the two of you spend a good time together, reading books, discussing the characters and drinking tea with cupcakes. And maybe someday Mikuni will talk to you about the reason why he disappeared. Because you're his closest friend.

Misono Alicein is one more childhood friend of yours, but you became closer just recently, when you met him again, hanging out with Kuro and Mahiru. When Misono was little, he was at home all the time and your family was against your visit to Alicein's mansion. But sometimes Misono came to visit you with Mikuni and you played together. Now you and Misono became closer fast, bonding over books, your childhood and Servamps. Misono is very smart, so he helps you a lot with your ability. There are a lot of books in his library, about Servamps too. When he found out that you want to learn more about your ability, Misono combed through the library, hoping to find something about it. Misono thinks of you as of his close friend and a part of his family.

Shirota Mahiru is your closest friend nowadays and the main supporter of your relationship with Kuro. He is your wingman, the efforts he has put into your relationship are invaluable. Mahiru appreciates your reserved and calm persona, because he just need this person in the chaos of his life full of Servamps and their Eves. You spend a lot of time at his place, so you're something like an older sister to him. Mahiru secretly treasures this thought that he's not alone now with you and Kuro, his little family. You don't need to discuss yourself with Mahiru, because he already knows everything about you. He sees you with his heart and his ability. You can count on him whenever you need help.

The Mother is your older sister or parental figure to you. The contrast the two of you have is a little funny. You have a sweet appearance, but your friends call you a demon, Freya looks very grouchy or frowning, but she's very kind and caring person. She's the one who knows how to be in Servamp x human relationship, so she always tries to help you and Kuro and support you. Freya thinks of you as of the child she needs to protect and so she does. If Servamps or their Eves bother you, Freya is the one who immediately calms them down.

Watanuki Sakuya has a crush on you literally at first talk. You're the closest friend of Mahiru, so of course Sakuya was very interested in you. He was conquered by your honest and straightforward personality, this's the qualities Sakuya values the most. From that day, Sakuya started showing up whenever you, Mahiru and Kuro hang out together. He explained it awkwardly that he wants to spend more time with his best friend. But the truth is he wants to spend more time with his first crush. Sakuya scold himself for the lie, but he wasn't ready to confess you. He doesn't know what to do with this little puppy crush. Unfortunately your heart is already taken, but Sakuya couldn't help but still wants to hang out with you as a friend.

Lawless is one more shipper of you x Kuro ship. Even though his past self would be against of your relationship, now he thinks that his older brother deserves to be loved. Lawless was the first person along with Mahiru, who found out about Kuro's crush on you and he did his best to encourage Kuro to confess you. Lawless understands his feelings, because he experienced unrequited love. And he absolutely doesn't want his brother to experience the same feelings. Now when you're a couple, Lawless supports the two of you a lot. But he is not only just a shipper, but also the good friend of yours. The two of you share the love of books and characters analyzing. Lawless would be more than happy if you visit the theatre with him.

Tsubaki is very interested in your persona, because of his subclasses. Sakuya and the others often answer your call whenever you need their help. So Tsubaki was intrigued and decided to meet you. You and your sister went to the sushi bar together. While you was waiting for your sister, you smelled the smell of camellia. And Tsubaki suddenly appeared near you, but you could have sworn that he wasn't there a few seconds ago. Even though you were a girlfriend of his older brother, of his enemy, somehow Tsubaki felt no hatred towards you. The two of you exchanged a few phrases and never saw each other again. But you know, if one day you need some help, Tsubaki may or may not answer your call.

[fourtyfourcatss]

[████████ 100%] — @tillichan !

ᨒ↟ 𖠰𖥧˚⚘ … FILE #1 SERVAMP MATCHUP

“What a beautiful soul..” — something soft draws you in, to each other, for each other. Like visiting a lake upon spring, and seeing the sunlight shimmering upon its surface. Yes, your matchup has to be this person..

[ LAWLESS ] ᨒ↟ ⋆｡°

𖠰𖥧 there is something despicable that he finds within himself which is alleviated by your presence—the first person that came to mind so strongly was Lawless when I read your information multiple times, and this is why. There is a manner of which that you write that makes me believe that you are a very “ethical” person; ethical as in a perceptual quality defined by a focus on the human, social, moral, and emotional content of reality [1.] — not a lack of logic. And, it is within this frame of mindset that allows Lawless to become deeply infatuated by the state of your being. But let’s get to that.

𖠰𖥧 Lawless is characterized by an aggression in his hedonistic nature that is extremely hard to overlook at first, but you have this quality to you that unravels his character. What I mean by this is that once you solve one problem of his (which is his need for love, which we will get to) this man unravels. His problems start to really untangle by itself because his main problem is with his own mental state.

𖠰𖥧 Lawless himself is a very hurt individual (as are all characters within the servamp series lol); he’s very externally emotional. And, you are internally emotional. There is this connection between the two of you when this is realized. The way you feel too much is actually an aspect of interest that you stroke within him; how are you so connected with people? How do you make yourself so likable; and to him later on, so lovable? And your calmness, openness, kindness; tolerance of him despite how he is— shows to him the answers he seeks. You see, I would not say he’s self centered as opposed to his wiki— I think it’s an oversimplification to his core character—rather than to say that he’s very stuck within his own problems. He has been grieving.. he’s one who wishes so strongly to be loved, and to love back, and this need has become so overwhelming yet concealed by himself from the conditions of his immortality and state of being (I can see him going into his animal form to make it easier for you to hold him) that it has been the precipice of his concerns. Your traits completely turn these issues from the inside out; so naturally, so gently that Lawless feels seen and appreciated with you. There is this gentleness that accompanies your empathy; and it feels so “clean”, so wholesome to him, your connection with animals, your voice, your face. He very much loves looking at you (not so surreptitiously); he is a romantic at heart. Someone who would take apart his entire system to fit yourself in, and truly implement your goals and aspirations and thoughts into his own. He doesn’t strike me as the type to try to plan into the future, but “live in the present”; so he’s ready to give up on a lot of things in order to be with you. I think it’s because of his fear to think about the future. You, on the other hand, seem more future oriented. If the two of you convene about your plans for the future; it will draw him more confidently out of his own shell, and allow him to confront what he desires again. On your part you may not wish to talk about harsh topics because of it’s uncomfortable nature (but some things must be discussed); I think Lawless at this time would tell you to say things straight to him because he isn’t someone who is so easily offended. He can take what thoughts and opinions you do hide to his face, and allows you to become more confident in expressing yourself too. He doesn’t coddle anyone using sugarcoated words. The way this happens is perhaps, he sees some hesitancy in your demeanor, and immediately clings onto it. It’s not a bad thing; following up with these uncomfortable topics, the conversation will grow more comfortable and deepen in thought. He has more of a simplistic (but logical) thought process; when he sees you need help he will pursue, and let you stop overthinking regarding subjects.

𖠰𖥧 At the same time, he would love teasing you about your preference with animals, but it is never malicious or uncomfortable, because you can tell with his voice that he is actually very giggly at this; the level of affection that you hold is something so dear and profound to him, and he himself also does have a preference for animals. You can see how he softens when he looks at you while you are focused elsewhere, how he somehow becomes so different, very gentlemanly towards you. When you exit cars, he will hold his hand out. When he sees your hands turning the pages of your books, or petting animals, he feels the urge to kiss it. You let him display a level of affection as a result of this because you make him feel like his emotions will not be laughed at. Lawless loves compassionate peoples; but to a degree of realism, someone who does what they can, like you. It’s not just the compassion but also the passion inside; You make him melt.. The best to to describe this is comparing the two of you to poetry in motion. It’s like a harmonic dance in a sense?

𖠰𖥧 He’s also quite a yapper, so having you, who’s a great conversationalist, makes him exceedingly excited to talk and meet with you. The two of you could engage in stimulating and lively conversations, and grant each other new insights based on your experiences and thoughts. Be careful! Every time you tease him, he will tease you back with twice fervor. It will never be uncomfortable, but very attracting. He has a way of using sweet words and his own sensuality in his body language playfully to color in the tones of your conversations.. It is never aggressive, but sensual, the way he calls you sweetie, honey—or gestures to grab your attention, to seek it, and your subtle remarks back will keep the two of you on your toes. I think that he is someone who would want to fuse into the sanctity of your presence.

𖠰𖥧 He’s a deeply interesting, charismatic, fiery, unstoppable force, moving constantly, like a chihuahua with separation anxiety. This is a trait which might strike a lot of apprehension within you, but, you’re actually the perfect owner of such a chihuahua. You seem like someone who often stays ruminating in place.. your intuition is something I can see help you make decisions, but as a fellow intuitive type, I can guess that there is still a level of uncertainty in this decision. Lawless is someone who is very ambitious, decisive, and he is calmed by you, while you become inspired around him. He’s a very competent person outside of how necrotic he seems; and he will back down if you are uncomfortable; he does have regrets about things. he has this “can do attitude” that doesn’t feel egotistical but more like an actual promise. He mobilizes you, encourage you to take risks, challenges you to grow beyond your comfort zone. You feel like the type to get stuck inside your head before you even act, and he can bring you out of this “stuck” feeling if you go too deep. You also seem like the kind of person who may be taken advantage of sometimes due to being unable to turn people down sometimes. It’s a matter of pressure and what needs to be done, perhaps, but like how he is, he will always stand up for you. He doesn’t just abandon the people he chooses to be with. It’s like.. being whisked away by a prince in a fairy tale, but instead of bringing you away from your home, he waltz’s you back to your doorstep. This is how I feel about your relationship; it is built upon softness and thinking of one another. A warmth of home, and of sincerity. Neither of you want to be insincere at all, and both of you can display your true colors to one another. This draws away from his hedonistic qualities and makes him see life in the mundane and everyday life.

𖠰𖥧 As a result of all what you do to him, another big comfort of his being is what accompanies you in return. Sanctuary and attraction. He makes you feel safe. He feels superbly special to see himself allowed in your comfort zone, and fumbles awkwardly to meet your likings. When you tell him to just relax, he feels himself doing it on purpose. Remember how I described him like a chihuahua? He acts a bit like one too (haha), not dehumanizing, but as in, he fetches you whatever he knows you enjoy. He will spring out to go pick flowers and fruits for you, he will treat your animals nicely—(he knows how it feels to be an animal, how they feel as animals..). He cuddles up to you if you are alright with it; in cold weather, he pushes your hands into his own pockets. He pays attention to your every word and preference. He would entertain you with his presence alone, and accompany you because he loves to. You aren’t boring to him; and these fantasy stories makes him curious. It’s the kind of relationship where words is not truly needed when you’re enjoying each other. He’s someone who has seen a lot of fantastical things throughout his life— would you like to listen to him speak about it? (These are honestly a congregation of my general headcanons, but there will be a shorter section on it later). He praises you exceedingly, haha, I think you’d find him slightly out of place. In the beginning he is. He’s very cocky, but all the same, he is much more than just that. His cockiness just makes things more interesting later on (especially as the two of you influence one another). It’s ok; he lowkey gets spoiled by you.. so I think he’d rather not act out of line. He’s more like your hype man! He will without fail make you feel special, like someone precious. Sometimes, it’s lowkey embarassing 😭 it’s like… you’re unimpressed by this guy. And that encourages him to be even more bold, and it’s just funny at the end. He’s someone who absolutely feeds off your joy; your happiness is my happiness. He is this kind of intense person, fiercely loyal, and he only ever says what he means, does what he wants; and this simplicity makes you feel secure in both your relationship and around him, since he becomes so inherently protective of the people he do have left that cares about him— so reliable. He is responsible after all— for you. You’re lovely, so he never puts you on a pedestal, and respects you as an individual, and loves you like an infatuated lover would. He makes you feel seen in a humane way. It makes you feel like the things you have done are worth it.

𖠰𖥧 Why him and nobody else? Well, many things I took into account. Firstly, I didn’t want to give you any characters that was extremely assertive (and thereby intrusive) — but enough so they would be the one approaching you first. I wanted to give someone with more mobilization, more extroverted, but also not very high energy as to tire you out. However, someone assertive enough to chase, with both idealism and realism (which brings pleasantness due to the optimism it brings). Additionally, someone with a disposition similar to yours about possession and space would be important. They could not be too internally conflicted and necrotic. I wanted to give you someone who was very “internally deep” (pique your interest), at the very same time, who can be influenced by your traits and can be changed by it. Lawless is the proper fit for this… he is willing to change, unlike so many other characters within the narrative who are so headstrong and will butt heads with you. You can see the good in him, and this is so very important.

Ultimately; someone who can be gentle.

𖠰𖥧 RUNNER UPS (☎️.) ALL OF LOVE. This one definitely also has a chance of happening; but it can also lean more towards a more platonic relationship style. I feel like you might get too.. comfortable? There’s less “spark of love!” And more, “friends hanging out by sitting next to each other, not speaking, but still very fun.”

ᨒ↟ ⋆｡° [#additional headcanons…]

A househusband; his motto to your relationship is to get spoiled and spoil you back. Well, he has no money to spoil you with, but acts of service. Let him lay on your lap for an hour while you’re birdwatching? He’s already off to prepare your bath for you when you two get home. Gardening? He’s always by your side with it. You’re cold? Hm, take his jacket! Servamps don’t get cold anyways (he’s shivering actually). Will absolutely blush if you share any of your clothing with him. You can say he’s… he’s kind of like a tsundere!

Well, the way your relationship truly starts to develop is that he starts appearing at your front gate arbitrarily.

“It’s cold out! Won’t you let me in?”

Licht is an avid slanderer of Lawless; he’s an Angel, and that man’s eve, so he’ll take responsibility and drag this guy back whenever you want it. Ah, but it is good to be without lawless pestering him for a while… would you mind keeping Lawless for some time while he practices? He appreciates it, truly.. don’t worry! He’ll always make sure to collect him at the end. It won’t take too long. So in a sense, he’s kind of like the supervisor while you two inadvertently start courting each other. Yes, inadvertently—you two get comfortable around each other. It feels like one of those relationships where he confesses, and you’re like “? Ok.” And then go about your day until you realize half an hour later.

Absolutely gets slightly pouty because of the cat and dog sometimes. Transforms into a hedgehog and wedges himself between them to get your attention too! They’re very interested in him, and he ends up playing with them in his own way until he gets too tired 😭 defeated hedgehog.. rolling around until you pick him up.

Gets absolutely dogged by you in chess games. Not at all overconfident nor bragging (his demeanor around you is different compared to others -> like a calm dog), very inquisitive. Speaking of dog.. will definitely take care of your pets for you when you are busy.

Tickle monster here. But usually, he’s more of a cuddle monster. Warmth makes him feel.. more alive. What? You’re cold? That can’t be, doesn’t that mean your blood circulation is poor? He will make sure to make you feel warm before you two go out to walk the pets. Always taking care of you physically whenever he can.

He’s never truly been in a romantic relationship, or understand how it works normally, you’re going to have to explain some things to him 😭 he isn’t dumb though, so he can surmise a lot of things by watching, er, unrealistic television shows. It’s the only thing he knows because he watches the most dramatic ass rom coms and randomly brings it up expecting you to know. Why would you know??? He thinks you’re a very intelligent person, so he really expects a lot out of you sometimes, even if it’s nonsensical.

Finds your lifestyle interesting because it’s not what he expects from a modern human. He often sees people doing things in excess, eating, smoking, drinking; he kind of finds you endearing in this way that you take care of yourself and fulfill your basic necessities while also pampering yourself physically and keeping yourself healthy. He finds you very elegant (you are), and that makes him somewhat flustered (since he’s into that). A lot of times you kind of reawaken his past, almost noble demeanor inside him, and he ends up serving you like you’re a princess (holding your groceries, massaging your arms, etc).

You’re probably his exact type; the kind of person he needs at this moment in order to become healthier. And this makes him feel flustered and adoring around you; it makes him want to comment on the little things you tend to do, or how cool you seem. You have this kind of composure that makes people feel at ease around you with how chill you seem, and this is exactly what he needs to take direction in his life and become a better person for himself and others— and for you.

ᨒ↟ ⋆｡° [#first meeting]

“Ah.. you..”

The cold weather had already formed frost inside the crevices of windows, where the faint gloss of condensation ran over the expansive panels of the concert hall.

The first meeting is something that is very small, but very intriguing. The recital stage should be this way, to the left, you’re sure of it. But following that direction, the signs were not the ones you were told it would be. You peered around near a wall, but the people striding around you look very busy, and you don’t want to bother them at all—you can tell you will get some annoyance tainted answer, and you don’t want to bother with that right now. However, it is a fancy recital. A big name pianist by the name of “Licht” will be playing— a lot of people are scrambling in order to meet him today. Including your parents.

“Don’t be late,” you remember hearing. The thumping in your chest gets louder and louder.

Then, there was suddenly a tap on your shoulder. However, as you looked back, there was a flash at your peripheral, and an outdoorsy scent passed by in a split second—the kind that reminds you slightly of a cat. In front of you, a blond man with a black scarf stood, grinning.

“‘Alack, there lies more peril in thine eye than twenty of their swords…’ Hahaha..! You lost, little lady?”

There is this perverse, almost innocuous tone in his words, as if he is expectant of something. This feels like it is something important, and you’re not sure why, but as your explanation leaves your tongue, his face rescinds a subtle expression you couldn’t quite catch. “Hah? You’re not here for Licht?” He suddenly seems calmer. Your face, still dispassionate, glances at him.

It was then, that a pair of doors opened nearby, and the limelight that filtered through that slanted square doorway limned the two of you in its radiance. Any movement can be discerned from how harsh the light is, but for a moment, you could almost see him getting lost in the light refracted from your eyes. But only for a moment.

The first impression is characterized by two words; “boring” on his end, and “off” on yours.

He looks tired now, mood swinging like a pendulum. And he shrugs, before pointing to another door opposite of where the two of you stands. “There. If you’re looking for the other musicians. They’re performing there.”

After the performance, you find your mind still straying to him. Something about him seemed off. There is a slight hope in your heart that he may be someone like you..

Opening your hand, you find an illuminated piece of vine. But you close it as soon as you hear your parents calling for you.

This is about a week before Licht’s actual interrupted performance in the manga, and after this, you’re surprised to see your parents knows Licht. You recognize this blond haired man next to him.

Your mother nudges you gently, teasing you to make some more friends your age since you’ve moved here. Licht doesn’t give out his phone number easily, so Lawless offers his own! When this happens, Licht also gives you his phone number (to make sure lawless isn’t going out of hand). You don’t like mobile phones much, but you don’t want to reject it since they’re giving it. That’s how it first starts.

Asks you tons of questions about your day, your work, many things. Lawless would honestly start to visit your house if you mention your preference. (This may be even worse to you though). This is how he gets to know you at first, but it doesn’t feel too unpleasant. After, he just starts to grow on you, and it feels natural to see him at your house randomly to hang out.

What he finds annoying in regards to you is how restrained you are. You seem like the type to truly conceal your grievances when it happens, and this mannerism is both understandable (to some extent) and irritating to Lawless. It’s reminds him of that stupid elder brother’s eve..

You mention that you’re good at dealing with adults who act like children? That’s him at first. Honestly he’s still childish, but less so later, transforming into “youthful” instead.

ᨒ↟ ⋆｡° [#crush] + [#confession]

𖠰𖥧 with a crush, he becomes extremely hesitant, and much more withdrawn. Hes also anxious; he feels like it’s safe anywhere unless you’re in your home. With all the conflict that has been going on, he’s glad that you’ve decided to aid in the sidelines instead of rushing over. This is a conflict between vampires; a guardian of nature (to be elaborated on in roles) should not be involved so intimately, even if it may be more fun. You seem like the type to help when you can, so many people are grateful to you for that. Ah, he couldn’t have been bothered with whatever you did before, but now he’s relieved. Isn’t that hypocritical of him? A man such as himself, you might dislike that aspect of him. He’s convinced himself that you would never reciprocate his feelings back, in short.

𖠰𖥧 this makes him superbly hard to deal with, even though he’s also acting very squishy in matters regards to you. Licht judgingly glares at him at the corner of his eyes when he brings something related to you up. He’s sheepish and slightly indignant.

𖠰𖥧 how is this overcame? Well, as an impulsive person, Lawless is unable to control his mouth whenever he wants to speak, you see. Whenever he’s with you, he just starts talking. Eventually, he gave up on trying to be restrained around you (funny how he disliked this aspect of what he felt towards you when he did it himself!) and the two of you started hanging out again.

𖠰𖥧 because of all the factors stated above in the matchup section, falling in love, confessing… it just happens. It’s just natural. You probably said something that brought him into a romantic mood, and he, judging the atmosphere, promptly confesses. It happens on a dark evening, where the cherry blossoms are in bloom. He picked something up from the convenience store while you waited outside, and emotions just swelled up within him when he saw your face. He is in love, he is in love, he is in love. He didn’t know it would happen again.

𖠰𖥧 and the tang of the sweet flowers was in the air. He never liked this smell, as it reminded him of flowers in funerals and… oh, but you look so lovely. There is darkness all around you, and you look somewhat antsy. He should step it up and protect you, shouldn’t he? His heart feels very present and his face feels somewhat flushed.

“…stay with me from now on, ok?”

Haha, that’s his style of confession. And he leads you back to the picnic area where you left your things by the hand. He’s a vampire, but he feels hotter than normal.

ᨒ↟ ⋆｡° [#role] + [#abilities]

A human blessed by the nature spirits? What a rare sight. Not even much priests or priestesses are bestowed this honor, much less rangers and hunters of the old….

Distanced from servamps, C3, and the conflicts that arose— you were an ordinary person until one day, where you found yourself lost in the mountains.. when you returned, you found yourself with strange abilities that suddenly emerged.

As it seems, you’ve become some kind of chosen guardian of the natural regional area near you. Something like a priestess in Inuyasha, if you are familiar with that. Other than spending time in that place a little longer, not much has changed. It seems to have a protective effect on you; trying to separate you from the chaotic world of mystical creatures. Thus, whenever you enter this plane, it separates into a space where nobody can come in or leave without your jurisdiction. Like a safe haven in a sense. Your abilities have specific characteristics that have also been altered by this blessing.

“Mary, Mary, quite contrary—How does your garden grow?”

A long distance continuous spell which generates protective effects based on distance. The user is able to create luminous vines that are invisible to others with both physical and spiritual properties that offers a few things specifically. These vines can grow from anywhere that is viable for plants to grow as long as the user knows the location.

Claircognizance. Upon vines coming into contact with a being, you can ask a question in your mind (thus long distance) and perceive the TRUTH. It doesn’t exactly tell you what is a lie, but whenever there is a lie, a second voice tells you the hidden truth. This works on animals as well, which interlinks with the second ability.

Animal coercion. Any animal that comes into contact with the vines can be influenced to follow an order. For example, a bird can be used to spy on enemies. It would take more out of you, but humans is also possible. As it is an influence of gentle force, the person/animal usually doesn’t know they’re being influenced. This makes it hard to detect. Then, you can use claricognizance to understand what happened.

Adaptation. These vines can be used in order to close wounds, hold the bleeding, etc. it will temporarily adopt the necessary conditions of a certain organ to trick the brain into keeping the body working. In a life or death situation, this saves a ton of lives. Latching onto allies, the vines can grow into thick walls to shield people, or extend in order to grapple or entangle enemies, or even be used as a means to escape for allies who have it on hand. Outside of closing wounds, this can also be used in order to bind enemies. As it is made using magics, it is hard to break unless it is done with a spell or large attack.

I do have reasons for this kind of ability, so if you want to know why specifically it’s so utility based, ill tack it on.

ᨒ↟ ⋆｡° [#relationships]

— ALL OF LOVE is your best friend. He may speak such weird things sometimes, but he’s a very gentle and sweet person who makes you feel at ease. He has this deep empathy similar to yours, so he can truly understand how you feel. He uplifts you. Always invites you into the mansion to have a tea party, especially to spend time with the children there afterwards. If you bring your pets, even better—he’ll make sure to have treats and things set up for them. They absolutely adore you! When you two first met, it was through these kids, since they didn’t know the directions to a certain sweet shop. You two immediately hit it off, and discuss the books you have read and or just the general state of situations. He thinks you’re kind of similar to a very matured Misono without all that attitude, with your elegance and your affection for others. It’s very cute, and it makes him want to protect and pamper you. Always makes sure to send you home with a heat pack, or more clothes if it’s needed after your visit— or just goodies like some new sunscreen he thinks is great for you. Very much tries to spoil you materialistically, or offer you some profound advice if you ever need it. Dependent on some variables, he may even have a crush on you. You’re lovely, too lovely. If you ever tease him, he’ll start to flush.

EMOTICON DYNAMIC: (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) (him) + ( ദ്ദി ˙ᗜ˙ ) (you)

— MISONO thinks of you as a sister. He can’t help himself even though he tries to reject this, but you’re someone that he truly could picture as his older sister. He admires your cool-headed attitude towards things, and thinks you’re cool! A lot of the eves are teenagers, and they’re very impulsive, somewhat self-centered teenagers; having someone who thinks things through like you while still being considerate towards their feelings is something he is grateful for. It makes him feel seen, and happy. You exchange some tips with him for his health, and he lends you his drivers if you need it. Though, he absolutely doesn’t like Lawless much. He’s seething while watching that man throw himself over you, he absolutely doesn’t deserve you..! But if you’re happy.. well, maybe he can tolerate lawless a bit more.

— LICHT the absolute goat in your relationship with Lawless. Listen, he doesn’t do this for anybody, but he likes you. You’re someone who has all the traits to earn his respect, especially with how tolerant you are of him (that’s to be expected!!), you don’t act all cheerily fake, or impulsive, you have some ear for music, and your upbringing is similar while you don’t try to pry into his life or lick up to him. He appreciates this. That’s why he acts a bit like a “supervisor”, or a “matchmaker” in your relationship when you need it—he has a very keen eye, so it would be very insightful to listen to what he has to say about things as well. He understands both of you well, and he definitely also has accompanied both you on your little dates. (“It’s not a date!” Lawless yells. Yeah yeah, you devil). But if you have anything you want to say, he’ll turn an ear to you. Other than this entire relationship thing, the two of you are strangely close friends. You don’t hang out often, no, but the emotional distance between the two of you seem very small. While Snow Lily may be your “best” friend, he is your closest friend. Your insights make him reconsider situations at hand, especially since you speak in a way that makes him much more comfortable and respectful towards, as he may seem very cold to people sometimes. You two meet by odd coincidences, like at the park, and just sit down and talk to each other about how things have been.

— MIKUNI thinks you’re a nice girl. Haha, but you should definitely get out of here before anything else happens. If you still continue, good for you, he supposes. He’s very curious about your abilities and how other things come to play, and he’s happy you make his younger brother so delighted. (In his place, yes.. perhaps he is a little jealous). He’ll even bail you out if you ever get into trouble with C3. He often cheerfully asks you some very bizarre questions whenever the two of you meet, but as always, he is very emotionally distant and doesn’t like it when people close in on him. You respect that, and the two of you have this nice acquaintanceship.

— GEAR is similar to you, yet he is also not similar to you at all. He is the closest you can say to be somewhat of a teacher figure, a mentor figure, for this world you have suddenly found yourself in. The two of you are both disconnected from vampires, with other supernatural forces at hand, and this factor, alongside the similar viewpoints the two of you share, allows the two of you bond. You met him on a family trip to England, and had passed through London, where you first met Yotaro. He understands you well, and can really say things that hits the target almost uncomfortably. But he absolutely adores you, I know I’ve been saying this a lot for a lot of the characters but like you’ve said, you usually give a good impression to people. Definitely ships you some nice tea/coffee he’s been trying out, books since he’s a bookworm himself, and gives you some funny little tips regarding your dogs (since he is a werewolf). He’s very patient with you, and enjoys your company if you ever visit. Most of your exchanges is done overseas, but.. while I write, it feels like this guy would definitely see you as a child to take care of— so, father figure somewhat as well? He is very proud of you whenever you show him the new techniques you can perform with your powers, or really, just anything of note that you’ve done well.

— YOTARO gives me the feeling of a childhood friend—like a bit of a brother. I guess this is your new family now, Gear, Yotaro, Tilli trio, even though Gear and Yotaro don’t have the relationship you do with Gear. He thinks you’re a very dutiful person, you see, and the two of you seem to share similar values in terms of material living. I can see the two of you roaming markets together and him sharing all the tricks in the book that he picked up by being a carer. Cooks you your favorite whenever you visit, and shares recipes he finds. I’m not sure how to describe this other than “familial”. He’s your other hype man, albeit realistically, and somehow makes FaceTimes enjoyable with his enthusiasm. If you need anyone to confide in, he’s your guy. In the time where you and Lawless was getting together, he was very subtle in conveying his opinions across to push the two of you together. Thinking back on it, it was so obvious!

— KURO and you are best buds. Yes there is a difference between that and best friends. You are the first person to ever take him upon his “hold me and calm down” nonsense, but he definitely smells the scent of your pets on you, and end up crawling away. He gets reminded of his siblings whenever he sees or smells animals. (“It’s kind of a pain..” <- what’s with this half assed answer????) But the two of you are the chillest duo together. Even if you don’t like his habits, you never judge him on it, and since you love the fantasy genre, he would definitely try to invite you into playing rpg video games with him. Please do indulge him, he’s kind of lonely on that end 😭 do it for the fantastic storylines. I’m slightly lazy to write another section for Mahiru, but you and him would also be great friends. Having you around in this chaos.. it feels like a relief.

EMOTICON DYNAMIC: ૮(˶╥︿╥)ა (Kuro) & ( - ⌓ - ) (you).

[a/n] I hope you’ve enjoyed! I yapped way too much with this one 💀💀💀 I didn’t write platonic relationship for lawless because it would just be the same thing except without the romantically charged dynamic.

[babulejka]

˙ ✩°˖🫐 ⋆｡˚꩜ for my dear @tillichan ˙ ✩°˖🫐 ⋆｡˚꩜

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 : 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐩𝐬 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭 ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ ˖⁺. 𝗮 𝗯𝗼𝘂𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 ❀ 𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗵𝘁 𝗷𝗲𝗸𝘆𝗹𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗼𝗸𝗶 𖹭

❀ aster — courting/flirting headcanons. how would they act around their crush?

licht jekylland todoroki is true romantic; good old-fashioned lover boy. he believes in one true love, in everlasting romance, pure happiness, soulmates. his mother raised him well. he knows all about the essence of pure admiration, about sacrifice, about adoration, about passion, about being a support for the other person. oh, he knows about it all. the thing is, he never actually thought he'll fell in love.

he assumed that he's going to spend his whole life, just, you know, being the best pianist in the world. no place for love. not that love is a bad thing, no, he knows it's beautiful, but he focuses on other things. more important things?

so imagine his surprise when he realized that he has fallen for you. that he can't live without you. that you bring this sweet rosy feeling to his soul. at first he's clumsy in showing his love, with all his knowledge but no practise, but he gets better. he's a fast learner, besides, he only wants to be the best for you.

he starts with classic romantic gestures, learning what do you like, what makes you all giddy and gleeful. you'd like to read certain book? he'll buy you all of them if you want! you both sit in cafe, enjoying sweets? he's paying, you have nothing to say.

licht wants to accompany you, whatever you'd be doing. you're playing with your cute animals? can he pet them? they look so refined! taking care of your plants? he wants to learn more about this! you're doing something? let's see if he can help somehow. he lives to serve you.

❀ rose — what makes them realize that they're in love with you?

realization takes him some time. sure, he felt attracted to you from your first meeting, but then he started spending more and more time with you, slowly but surely falling for you. realization also hits him very hard. and quite randomly. one time he was walking you back to your apartment after a walk and looked in your eyes last time, before you closed the door. your beautiful shining blue eyes. he could drown in them. how lovely it would be to look at them for the rest of his life. they say that eyes are the window to the soul and he was sure your soul was the most beautiful and heavenly of them all.

ah.

✧ ✧ ✧

❝see you later licht❞

you said goodbye to the black-haired boy, then smiled and disappeared behind the door of your apartment. the self-proclaimed angel stood there for a moment longer, then stiffly, with uneven steps he left.

he had been walking down the sidewalk for a long time, breathing in the cool, but already spring air. the first flowers timidly peeked out from the still ungrown flower beds, and the meadows were coming back to life. but apart from the plants, something else was blooming: his love for you.

when after a few meetings he felt the first faster heartbeats, when he discovered that your face had taken on completely new features for him - he knew immediately that he had fallen in love.

your first meeting would remain in his memory forever - a beautiful, ethereal stranger playing with the same cat as him. so delicate and charming, he could feel how your beautiful eyes were reading his soul during that moment. and then it repeated every time he met you.

he even wrote a song, decorated with your name, to express all the emotions he felt towards you. he was still not satisfied with it - you seemed better to him. there was something more in you, which he was only just beginning to experience, sometimes you were free spirited, but at the same time calm and clever. there were a few contradictions in you, which even he could not express with music.

he looked again, locating your window. he was already quite far away, so it seemed really small. there was a light shining in it, though.

he clenched his hands into fists and unclenched them every now and then. he felt like he was in a kind of frenzy when he left you and only concerts or practice were able to distract him from these strange feelings. when he thought about you he felt things he had never experienced before, he felt hot, and at the same time a cruel coldness embraced him. his own servamp laughed at him, that he was like a puppy, chasing after an unattainable, beautiful butterfly floating towards the sky.

he did not feel only in love, however. he felt as if the best thing that had happened to him in his life was your existence. he wanted to clasp his hands on yours, kiss your shoulders gently and oh!

he blushed, then looked around frantically, as if some occasional, random passerby were to suddenly read his thoughts and tell the world. he wasn't ready for that yet. he had to plan everything perfectly, so that his declaration of love would be worthy of you. for the moment he felt as if you could slip away from him, slip away at any moment, and without you he wouldn't be able to function. although, he doesn't know how long he'll be able to hide his feelings. he wasn't very good at it, not with you, who awakened in him this energy, this range of emotions...

what love does to an artist.

❀ tulip — confession headcanons. how would they confess to you?

✧ ✧ ✧ confession ✧ ✧ ✧

it was early evening, you were sitting on a high and short bench pushed up to the piano, among the empty spaces of the old theater. the boards you were on were illuminated by the light from above, but you could still see empty rows of seats. usually you were on the other, unlit side, but since you got closer to a certain pianist, this state of affairs sometimes changed.

you loved listening to licht practicing. he was such a professional that even the first attempts sounded good in his performance, and the feeling that you saw the process of improvement made everything extremely fascinating.

besides, you also loved his presence, and the possibility of sneaking into his everyday life made you incredibly happy. but how could it be otherwise, since you had fallen in love with him?

conversations, glances, music - all of this was wonderful, and all of it was provided to you by licht.

it was one of those days when you visited licht while he was practicing some piece on the piano. after some time, he went to the bathroom and didn't come back for a long time. so you got bored. for a moment you looked at the dust particles that were floating every now and then, turning white in the stage light.

after a moment of aimless looking around the empty and still space, you noticed a stack of papers, put aside, not far from the main, spread out notes, from which your companion was learning the piece. you decided that you didn't want to disturb his main, already spread out files and reached for the one on the side, curious about what else he could be practicing.

when you took it from your hand, you noticed that the notes were not printed, but carefully drawn, most likely by licht. they intrigued you even more, so you decided to take a look at the name of the piece, written in rather cursive handwriting. you looked at it for a few seconds before you realized what it meant.

❝oh❞ you whispered softly, realizing the page bore your name.

you quickly shuffled the next ones, but didn't disturb their order. they all had the same word at the top, the same heading. you blushed when the thought popped into your head that this was supposed to be about you.

after a moment you decided to delve into the notes the margins were full of. at first you had a little trouble reading them, but with each one you were getting better and better.

❝𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝒽𝑒'𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁𝓎. 𝒾 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝑜𝓈𝒾𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒.❞

❝𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒾𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉... 𝒾 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉❞

❝𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎. 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎, 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉?❞

❝𝓈𝒽𝑒'𝓈 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁, 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒹𝑜 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓅𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓉?❞

❝𝒹𝑒𝓁𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝒻𝓊𝓁❞

you turned around, feeling his presence behind, tearing your  sparkling with emotion eyes from the pages. you looked at the pianist, whose face expressed a state that was hard to describe. his eyebrows furrowed, his lips frozen in a surprised grimace. oh, this wasn't supposed to look like this.

❝is this about me?❞  you asked quietly, clenching your hands on the pages. he nodded and took your hands in his.

❝it's just... i love you❞  he whispered, then looked into your eyes. ❝i live for you! you're so wonderful, i've never met anyone like you before. you're an angel, you control my mind; my heart that passionately gives you everything it has. you're a muse, an inspiration for me. you make me dream of forever.❞

poetry kept slipping from his lips, something unusual for him, but still fitting. his heart beating way too fast, reminding him of the first time when his parents were watching his performance for the first time, he almost felt melanin leaving every strand of his hair. small tinge of anxiousness in his heart; no matter how much he loves you, you may not feel the same.

you, on the other hand, held back your tears, because all these words moved you deeply. you ran your hand through your hair, seeing how he took two steps towards you, you stood up. you quickly put the papers behind you, with some reverence, because they suddenly seemed incredibly valuable to you.

❝i...❞  you started, catching his attention, he looked at you trying to stay calm, most likely expecting rejection. you, however, went up to him and raised your hands, which you placed on his cheeks, your thumbs stroking the delicate skin of the man your heart loved the most in the world. ❝licht, i love you too.❞

you hugged him, snuggling into him with almost the entire surface of your body. even through your clothes you could feel how fast his heart was beating. yours, however, was no better, beating a mad rhythm, almost hurting your chest from the inside.

you stayed like that for a long time, in a comfortable silence, in which the sound of two hearts happily in love echoed.

❀ freesia — firsts headcanons. where/when/how was your first date&first kiss.

✧ ✧ ✧ first kiss ✧ ✧ ✧

⋆˙⟡ — finally, warm spring came to your life. you could abandon your thick coat and gloves without regret, and exchange them for your usual clothes, in which you felt completely comfortable.

so when licht suggested a meeting in the gardens, you accepted without hesitation. you found delicate, airy clothes in your wardrobe, which with their pattern and delicacy gave a certain freshness that you loved so much.

especially that delicate neckline, emphasizing your shoulders and neck, and almost romantic lace, but still matching your appearance in an interesting way.

when you finally chose the matching jewelry, you gathered your bag and headed to the meeting.

you arrived at the place first, showing up a bit early, so you decided to walk for a while through the nearby alleys to kill some time.

you gazed with delight at all the flowers, which, helped by the garden workers, grew beautifully and decorated the space. although at first you could only see small, scattered crocuses, daffodils, or slowly forming tulips characteristic of spring, in the end, to your surprise, you also came across fully developed rose bushes, usually starting to bloom in june. surprised, you stopped to admire the walls and benches decorated with carefully trimmed rose branches, which beautifully presented their juicy, full and abundant petals with a fleshy structure and burgundy color.

this is also where licht found you, looking around the garden for you. as soon as he saw you, his heart beat faster. a pleasant, warm wind had just sprung up, gently combing your hair and fluttering your clothes. a few rose petals fell at your feet, and you looked up at the sky.

only after a few seconds did you notice that the musician was in your presence. he was wearing a white shirt with the top buttons unbuttoned, and elegant trousers. you smiled sweetly and extended your hand to him.

❝hello licht❞  your tone was tender. you blushed slightly when licht, instead of taking your hand, first squeezed it and lifted it to his lips to place a gentle kiss on its back. only after this warm gesture did he start holding it normally, so that you could walk along the paths without hanging up.

you had already been walking around the garden for a while when you came across a hedge maze that reached above your heads. so you entered it, winding between impenetrable, green walls. at some point you probably reached its heart, where on a small square surrounded by vegetation stood a gazebo covered with roses.

you sighed with a joyful glint in your eye, that you were seeing such an unusual flower at this time of year again, and pulling licht by the hand, you entered the wooden structure.

❝it's so beautiful...❞  you sighed, finally stopping and letting go of your partner's hand. you turned to face him, but before you looked into his eyes, you looked around with a smile. ❝don't you think?❞

when you glanced at his handsome face, you noticed how his cheeks seemed to be the most delicately pink, and his lips were pressed together. he frowned his dark eyebrows slightly; you noticed that his eyes couldn't focus in one place, looking once at your eyes, once at... your lips.

after a moment of silence licht grabbed your hands, which he lifted and pressed to his chest. you felt his heart beating faster; deep down you knew that yours was beating just as fast. you got closer to each other. his face moving to be as close to yours as possible, but still very uncertain, as if waiting for permission.

you decided not to wait any longer and connected your lips.

the kiss was passionate. you sped up, then slowed down, as if unable to decide in which form you could satisfy each other more. your hands, pressed between your chests, intertwined instinctively.

you finally pulled away from your beloved due to the lack of air. you tilted your head back slightly. he, as if still on impulse, kissed your jawline, tickling your locks, then placed the last brush on the side of your neck. then he also pulled away, blushing, with a slightly accelerated breath and a slightly trembling lower lip. your hands finally parted, as if they had also finished the passionate confession themselves.

you smiled radiantly under the influence of joy, to which licht blushed slightly. his eyes still hazy, dreamy. you laughed tenderly.

❝i love you licht❞

❝i love you too❞

✧ ✧ ✧ first date ✧ ✧ ✧

⋆˙⟡ —  you took a deep breath, enjoying the scent of wildflowers. the sun warmed your skin, shining high in the sky. you had the impression that it was burning your face and shoulders, and yet you didn't feel any discomfort. especially when a moment later the wind picked up, gently combing your hair. you took a deep breath. after a moment you noticed a tall tree not far away. you immediately hurried towards it, to happily rest in its shade.

it was the very beginning of summer, but the heat was already associated with a scorching august. only the fresh, still spring plants under your feet reminded you that it was only june. the weather was simply perfect for the current meeting with your beloved.

❝this place is perfect❞ you replied lightly. you turned towards your interlocutor, who was licht. he nodded and put the picnic basket down next to you. a delicate blush was on his face, but you couldn't tell whose fault it was; maybe the weather, or maybe yours?

you bent down to the basket to pull out a large, soft blanket. after a moment you started to unfold it - you gave one of the sides to licht, and he accepted it with clear disorientation, but without protest. you ran a few steps away so that it could be easily unfolded. you giggled at the confused pianist, who tried ineptly to imitate your movements, as you adjusted the arrangement of the material on the grass after calmly putting it down.

in the end, however, you managed, and you hastily clambered onto its surface, leaving your summer shoes on the grass. on your knees you pulled the basket, from which you began to pull out the prepared food.

at some point, however, you felt how empty it was next to you. you froze with the plate in your hand, looking around confusedly from side to side.

❝licht? won't you sit down?❞ you looked at your dear boyfriend, who was standing perfectly straight in the sun, watching you piercingly. you had the impression that your words were the only thing that snapped him out of his thoughts.

❝i'm coming❞ he quickly walked up to you and joined you on the blanket. you smiled slightly, ignoring the suddenness of his movements. when he sat down near you, you immediately handed him the dinnerware. absentmindedly, you didn't even notice how the man, taking it, brushed the back of your hand with his thumb with clear affection.

❝how about some fruit?❞

the wind fluttered the collar of his shirt as he bent down to look for the most beautiful of flowers. you couldn't help but notice how different his outfit looked from the one you saw every day. it was more elegant than his ordinary sweatshirt. the white shirt had the sleeves rolled up to his elbows, and the top two buttons were unbuttoned, giving it a more ordinary chic. oh, how handsome and beautiful he is...

you were just reaching for a strawberry when you heard a quiet mumble. when you looked in the direction where the sound came from, you noticed that licht, who had been circling the meadow until now, had climbed a small hill, clearly looking at the view that was inaccessible to the eyes from the perspective of your blanket. without thinking much, you jumped up, walking barefoot towards him.

licht, absorbed in his thoughts, didn't even notice you approach until you were two steps ahead of him. his heart beat faster when you sighed with delight, then turned towards him with a clear excitement written on your face. something about the sparkle of your eyes and the way your silhouette looked in the sunlight caused confusion in his head.

you sighed with delight, looking at the view of many kilometers of meadows, orchards, and fields spread from the foot of the hill to the very horizon. ✧ the sun was setting as you snuggled up to your partner's chest and watched the grass sway in the wind. licht, on the other hand, showered you with loving kisses - he stroked your head, kissing the top of it; your cheeks, jawline, and neck were gently and tenderly caressed. you wandered over his chest with your hand and made delicate patterns with your finger.

a bouquet of wildflowers lay next to you, scattering slightly. a gentle breeze fluttered its petals.

you lifted your head, supporting yourself on your hands. licht detached himself from your cheek with a loving look.

you smiled gently, rubbing your nose against his. you slowly closed your eyes as you approached his lips. as you expected, they were waiting for you patiently. so you kissed them long and lovingly. everything was calm, unhurried, yet tender and full of hidden passion.

when you pulled away from him, his face was pink for the umpteenth time that day. he had a dreamy expression on his face, as if he was still absorbed in the affection you exchanged.

❝my love, thank you for today❞ you started, then in a fit of sudden shyness you looked away. ❝it was... wonderful.❞

when you looked at him again, you noticed how feverish he seemed. worried you parted your lips to ask him about it, but you didn't manage to get a single sound out. his lips attacked you shamelessly, and his arms positioned you so that you were lying on your back.

he towered over you, and there was only a few centimeters of free space between you. his voice trembled as he finally forced himself to take a break from showering you with his love.

❝being with you is like dancing in the clouds of heaven and over the melting rainbow. you are the most wonderful heavenly being this world has to offer, i love you and i’m grateful every day that i was given the chance to meet you.❞

❝i’m glad i met you too❞  you couldn't help the sweet, cheerful tone as you answered him.

he lowered his head, finally laying on your chest. his soft hair tickled your collarbone. as your bodies touched, you felt his heart beating fast. you lay in silence for a long time, listening and observing the nature around you; the wind dying down and the evening shadow falling on the orange sky.

❀ lilac — what are they like when they're in love? is it obvious for others? how do they express their feelings?

blushing. hide and go seek. gardens, romance novels. innocence. bare feet. silk dresses. dances. picking flowers. messy hand writing. crumpled up paper. hand written letters. classic literature. forgotten ideas. cherries. heart shaped glasses. ferris wheels. polaroid pictures. living in the moment. antiques. old jewelry. pure intentions. classic paintings. kind words. gloves. cursive. working for a better tomorrow. soft smiles. lots of sunlight. stories swirling in your mind. whispers filled with secrets. old architecture. big dreams. hot tea. comfy socks. bakeries. hugging a teddy bear. soft sweaters. baby pink. notebook of pressed flowers. milkshakes. watching a meteor shower.

his love is delicate and sweet, like something from a romantic movie. it's easy to notice for anyone, but it's not annoying or unpleasant to observe. no relationship is perfect, but yours is pretty close to that definition. it's calm, supportive, soothing and filled with happiness. his touches are tender, his gaze soft and filled with purest adoration.

acts of service are his thing. carrying you when you feel tired, holding doors for you, holding your bags, peeling fruits for you. licht's also verbally expressive when it comes to your relationship. the most poetic praises and compliments fell from his lips, feeling like delicate kisses on your sweet soul.

❀ hyacinth — jealousy headcanons. are they likely to get jealous? what do they do when they feel jealous?

licht isn't jealous at all. in fact he's pretty chill in every situation that could make anyone else green with envy. he just knows that healthy relationship is build on mutual trust and he trusts you. as simple as it is.

he's rather reserved when it comes to strangers, but he won't do anything bad or embarrassing. he gets protective, yes, but it's only the result of dangerous stuff you're both taking part in. if you show that you're uncomfortable with some unwanted attention, he'll gladly introduce the other person with with the sole of his boot.

❀ sunflower — hugs/cuddles headcanons. do they like to cuddle? what’s their favorite position to cuddle in?

licht may not look look like it, but he enjoys physical affection. usually he shows this in very subtle way, but when you get some time alone he is quite a cuddle bug. he likes all cuddling positions you can come up with, but if he had to tell, his favourite one would be the half spoon.

usually with him laying on his back and you on his other side. you place your head on his upper chest and wraps your arm around his body. curled up with each other, heightening intimacy and feeling of closeness, paying attention to the cues from your own body and his, and letting your body say what feels good in the moment. he wraps his arm around you as well and you remain in quiet tenderness, listening to the beating of his heart.

❀ daisy — how easy is it to embarrass them? what can you do to fluster them and make them melt?

it isn't easy to embarrass him, there is nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed with being an angel or loving one, he thinks. it is possible to fluster him tho.

at the start of your relationship he was a bit nervous, any sign of affection making his heart burst out of his chest, his hands all sweaty and clammy, but he got better, eventually.

you don't have to do much, just bat your lashes, kiss him sweetly and look at him with those pretty eyes of yours, and he'll melt. you're petting hyde? his cheeks are flushed, gosh, you're so cute. you're just being here, doing your thing, and light just falls on you in the right way? you are beautiful, you are inspiring, he loves you. why does it feel so hot in here?

you just have this effect on him.

❀ iris — what do their friends and family think about your relationship?

his mother adores you! you're such a sweet angelic girl! you perfectly compliment her son! your relationship has brightest future ever possible! you two could combine your divine powers to purify and cure the world with your love! she does everything she can to become your friend, showing you cutest photos of baby licht, gifting you small angel-themed knick knacks and calling you her darling, darling girl.

his father is way more calm than his dear wife, but feels the same sympathy for you. he likes strong things and he respects you. he considers you very strong, you know? you have earned his nod of agreement. you're a good girl and you're good for his son. that's good. but he won't go into all flowery compliments and such things, it doesn't take words to show how much he appreciates your presence!

so yeah, his family absolutely loves you, they think of you as the perfect daughter in law.

what about friends then?

they are your biggest fanclub ever! there are two sure things in life: death and your happy relationship with licht. they really think of you two as the perfect couple, but they don't envy. they support. it may sound silly, but the fact that you and licht are dating is some kind of anchor for them. there's a lot of weird and dangerous stuff around them, all of you have to face and fight evil, and it's just good to have a reminder that even in the craziest times true love can bloom.

❀ forget-me-not — their favorite memory with you?

huh, that's a hard one. his first thoughts are related to your first meeting, your first date or kiss, then they drift to other wonderful times you shared and he kinda forgets what was he even asked about. so, technically, there is no definite answer. but… if he really had to choose one… hm, maybe the time when you went to kakigori cafe one day?

it was very pretty spring, and when he thinks about it now, spring is really your time of the year. so many good things happened to you in spring. you were excited to try his favourite delicacy of all time. your smile was so bright he could swear you're actually shining. and when you actually took the first spoon of syrup covered ice, your eyes went wild and your cheeks went rosy for a second. you smiled sweetly at how amazing it is and began to ramble how you should make this your little tradition. he swears that no other kakegori he has ever eaten or will ever eat has tasted as good as it did with you then. it's simple memory, but there's something in it that makes him feel very special, the kind of felling that you just cannot articulate, but know it's a good one.

[tillichan]

Matchup for babulejka | Mikuni Alicein

ღ When Mikuni looked at you, he thought that Abel turned into a human. But can you blame him? You look stunning like a doll. ღ Your personalities are perfect for each other. You two are adventurous, mysterious and have a lot in common! Some of your likes and hobbies for example. ღ As you do, Mikuni does horse riding. He also plays violin, makes dolls and he owns a shop with a lot of servamp stuff. So you can do all of this stuff together! Mikuni is talented and learns quickly, so he can share some of your hobbies. Especially he enjoys sewing clothes for you and dolls with you, singing and playing musical instruments together and baking sweets. Mikuni likes drinking tea with the sweets that you baked together. ღ The main reason why he enjoys all of this stuff because he can spend more time with you of course~ ღ I already mentioned that you look like a doll. Mikuni loves loves loves your long pretty hair and your style! He enjoys braiding your hair. ღ Mikuni is very protective boyfriend. He's already very protective with Abel, imagine how protective he's with his girlfriend. Caring too. You tend to overwork yourself? Don't worry, Mikuni will make sure that you have enough time to rest. Your skin is very susceptible? Mikuni will protect you for any threat. ღ Jeje and Faust like you a lot! You're not afraid of snakes, so you take care of Jeje. Servamp enjoys annoying Mikuni by lying on your knees, while you're patting him. It makes Mikuni jealous, because, hey, this's his place to be! And Faust likes learning and researching as much as you do, that's why you two spend a lot of time together, talking about everything in this world. Especially about Servamps, because this's really interesting and mystic theme! ღ He's and Faust interested in herbalism and herbal medicine too because of you. Mikuni owns a Servamp stuff shop, so you can create new things for his shop. You have Jeje as a test subject, but he doesn't mind if it's yours infusions and tinctures. ღ Mikuni is strong person. He left his parents and lived alone, but with you... He feels at ease. Mikuni loves the fact that with you he can be yourself and you accept him the way he's. He trusts you so much that he told you about his past, about Misono and... about his mother. ღ Loyal too. He hates his father because of cheating, so be sure that he'll always be on you side. ღ Mikuni was pleasantly surprised when he found out that you get along with children very well. Even though he maybe doesn't look that way, Mikuni is family orienteered person. He loves and values Misono a lot. So every time Mikuni sees you with children, he can't help, but dreams about creating family with you~

[babulejka]

⭒˚‧ ︵‿⭒ཐིཋྀ matchup trade with @tillichan ཐིཋྀ⭒‿︵ ‧˚⭒

your match: Licht Jekylland Todoroki ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა

love at first sight. affectionate looks. pastel blue sky and cotton-candy clouds. peace. someone's fingers running across your scalp after a long day. lipgloss. a signature perfume that you always associate with one person. kisses to the temple. eating blueberries. lilies. sheet music paper covered in lipstick. long staring at person you love and turning your blushing head away when they notice. looks that speak volumes and provide wordless telepathy-like understanding. butterflies and gardens. messy handwriting. colours: silver, baby blue and white. silk. compliments so poetic it's impossible not to blush. taking care of small animals. aesthetic plant pots.

your match is licht jekylland todoroki; the violence angel. the bright and sharp one believing in being send from heaven. the two of you are a calm, loving pair; a gentle breeze dancing among the flowers and leaves.

you're not like the rest of people, he knew that from a start. you're so different, so special. an equal, an angel. just like him. both, your appearance and sweet personality, actions filled with empathy and pure sympathy to another living beings, confirms him in this belief. it affects the way he treats you; with honesty and trust. he knows you'll understand. licht without hesitation will show you the most deeply hidden parts of himself, tell you about his dreams he's planinng to put into practice soon. and believe me, you're an inseparable part of each of them.

his frosty exterior he puts on in public melts unexpectedly fast whenever he sees you. licht can get all lovey dovey with you very quickly and will be as bold with it as when he announces to people that he is, in fact, an angel. there is a certain intimacy you share, subtle yet very visible to anyone seeing you. not so discreetly whispered compliments. kisses on the wrist or the corner of the mouth. gentle touches, accidental or not.

your persona and the serenity you bring licht is often used by his surroundings to soften his childish behaviour and make him less violent. he has a short temper, you know, but with you in near distance he cannot bring himself to attack the dark force being his very own servamp. the annoyance twisting his handsome face disappears in your presence. his lips softly curls in a small smile, sense of calmness in his aura.

after some time in your relationship you discover a great amount of silliness in him. licht referrs to your pets as mr. or mrs. with their full name. shakes paws with them imitating shaking hands as a way to say 'good morning' or 'goodbye'. he has specific sense of humour, but always makes you laugh. you share so many inside jokes it's impossible to explain them to anyone.

he began to compose a piece about you. many pieces. elegies, sonnets, hymns praising your charm, grace and delicacy. none of them good enough. licht has tendency to use big words to describe how deep is his love and admiration for you, and tries to put those feelings into music as well, yet it still feels too shallow, too bland in his mind, leaving bittersweet aftertaste in his mouth.

'please, let me hear them one day' you say, oh so softly, with your sweet voice, smiling at him 'i'd like to know how you perceive me'

'it's not ready. not yet' he says looking away, a slight blush decorating his pale cheeks. how could he show you something so imperfect? something that doesn't catch your whole essence at all? so he'll still work on it, giving it as many corrections as necessary, imaginating your smile and happiness when you'll finally hear this, until he creates a timeless masterpiece, only about you and dedicated solely to you.

he kisses your temple. 'i'll show it to you when it's done. i promise'

he doesn't need grandiose gestures to be assured of your affection towards him, just be there. time spent with you is the best time in his life. simplest activities becoming gripping and happy adventures. a good laugh is guaranteed with him; a fond memory made. botanical garden dates. slow dancing. playing with your pets. looking for constellations. climbing trees together. telling each other stories, form your childhood and more, sharing thoughts in the calming awareness of being understood and not judged. he'll learn how to take care of your plants. will give you flowers and kisses.

licht just loves loving you ♡

[babulejka]

˚₊‧꒰ა your life in servamp for @tillichan ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

♡ description

delicate beauty accidentally waltzing into world full of vampires and other blood thirsty creatures. despite this unfortunate turn of events, she's still maintaining a kind heart; her empathetic personality and positive outlook on life help her make great friendships. when she falls in love with the most famous (and eccentric) pianist in the world and she thinks she couldn't been happier, the paranormal begins to demand a share in her life, drawing her into the vortex of complex relationships in a world that does not belong exclusively to humans...

you never expected your life turn this way, and now, feeling like main heroine of fantasy shoujo, you have to face your new reality and protect what matters the most.

♡ species

human... except you attract supernatural beings and strange phenomena like a magnet. there is something paranormal about you.

♡ power/ability

again, you're a human, but... you posses ability to pierce and see through one's innermost thoughts.  it's not limited to humans, but also includes other living creatures. you can feel emotions of those around you and slightly change them. your presence brings feeling of serenity, making people feel calm, welcome and understood. you have extremely accurate hunches and sometimes things you dream about become reality.

everyone is wondering about the true nature of your existence, trying to solve the mystery behind of your being. whenever such discussion appears licht just smirks with superiority. fools, all of them. it's clear that you're an angel.

your match is of course licht!

ʚ ✮ ɞ your first meeting with licht was something pulled out of cheesy romance and people still don't believe you when you're telling this story. because, come on, how could you not notice the other person? and what are even chances for such thing to happen? please, it's just so unrealistic, you had to make it up. for some reason people are always trying to find sense in your little meet cute, as if adding realism was even necessary.

but what actually happened? what causes so many frustration in your friends and makes them argue about your first meeting?

it was really pretty day. spring; nice, sunny weather, puffy white clouds looking like sheep, flowers blooming, people taking strolls... and a cat. tiny little kitty cat, the most adorable thing in the world, with fluffy fur and cute ribbon around it's neck. so, of course, your first inscinct was to pet this little cutie, and who are you to deny yourself little pleasures of life? but when you reached towards kitten your hands, instead of touching soft white fur, came into contact with someone else's hands. in suprise you took away your hand and looked at the other person with friendly smile. your eyes met the sharp blue gaze of the black-haired boy, his expression softened as he glanced at the cat licking its paw. you started petting the cat and he joined you, you spend good 30 minutes on playing with the pet, until little furball decided that's enough and after affectionately brushing against you for the last time it walked away in a direction known only to them. in the meantime you started friendly small talk about animals and managed to capture heart of violence angel. you complimented his white strand of hair and his way with animals, then you started talking about your lives and somehow ended up in nice cafe eating kakigori and chatting as you've known yourselves for a lifetime.

the only detail that escaped both of you was a small black spot on the cat's side. a heart-shaped spot.

♡ relationship tropes

brooding boy, gentle girl જ⁀➴ a  bad, moody and antisocial licht and a sweet, kind you♡ fall in love

deconfirmed bachelor જ⁀➴ he vowed to never be in a relationship, planning to be always busy being the best pianist in the world, but then he met you

balcony wooing scene જ⁀➴ licht, the romantic lover, courts you, his beloved maiden from below her window or balcony (most likely hyde's idea)

♡ plot trope

♡ trust and dependence

♡ entwined destinies

♡ shared vision and purpose

♡ your best friend

you don't really remember how you met mikuni alicein, your brain brings up foggy a slide show; two kids at the opera? or maybe at classical music concert? polite greeting; initial shyness; you're almost sure you can recall violin, elegant clothes and both of your parents talking about some adult stuff that seemed sooooo boring to a young child. though your memories are incomplete, faded, like an old silent film where the most important parts have been cut out, you cannot deny your strong bond with mikuni.

he was the one who noticed not-so-normal things about you even if you casually brushed them off. he was the one who helped you control your abilities. when you were young and inexperienced with using your powers, you couldn't always fully read someone's thoughts, and sometimes you were only able to read them on accident. emotions of those around you werecoming off in overwhelming waves that all clashed with each other until your brain was overloaded with thoughts and feelings that were not your own.

mikuni taught you how to filter out the emotions to find your own again.

you felt his emotions. or rather his lack of emotion. his pure, unnerving emotional control. everyone around you so often would have bursts, their feelings would change endlessly at any given moment of every day… except for him. he had near perfect control. and when he didn’t, the rage, the hatred, the pure venomous destruction within his soul was overpowering.

you often tell him that he can tell you anything, that he can get things troubling him of his chest, that you'll gladly help him. he never uses your help, that he considers as a privilege, but is very thankful for the fact that you care. in such moments mikuni wishes you were his sister. things would been much easier.

he likes suprising you with his unexpected visits; you often spend hours drinking tea and sharing your thoughts about life, your current life situation or book you recently started reading. you treasure those moments, because both of you know that mikuni most likely will disappear for a long time after he'll leave your apartment.

also, very competitive chess matches. a genius versus pro chess player, who will win this time? (usually chances are 50/50)

mikuni is always here for you with a quick laugh, witty remark or comfortable presence of someone close. and even if his whereabouts change frequently, he remembers to tell you 'bye' one way or another.

♡ relationships

ʚ ✮ ɞ lawless absolutely adores you! you're able to keep up with his energy, you don't judge his eccentric antics, heck, you seem to like his way of being and you laugh at his jokes! not to mention that now he has another reason to tease his eve! and you are also amazing in calming licht down, so he's getting away with annoying him! so in hyde's book you're totally rad! ✩

you evoke many positive emotions in him! you have a good influence on him, helping him understand his feelings and being more honest with his emotions and you increase his energy even more! and yet he sometimes can't help but feel utter melancholy because of you.

seeing you and licht together, all lovey-dovey and just purely in love, makes him think of the time that he cherished a very special woman...

sometimes he catches himself glancing in your direction, wondering if you might be a descendant of her family. he met such compassionate an good person only once in his very long lifetime, and memories of her still haunt him at his worse. your looks and personality... you're not exact copy of his past love, yet you seem to have same essence... there is too many similarities for this to be just delusion, right? right?

he doesn't fall in love with you, not in a romantic way anyways. lawless knows that you're not her, that you're not ophelia, he has come to terms with this part of his story (mostly thanks to licht), he just... he just thinks that if he'll make sure that you and his eve will have your happily ever after, he'll fully earn for forgiveness. ophelia might have forgiven him, now he has to do forgive himself.

lawless is fiercely protective of you. you're a good person and his good friend, you helped him in many ways to become better person. you make his eve feeling all over the moon, or more in licht's words, taking him to the clouds of heaven and over the melting rainbow. he feels responsible of protecting your little world filled with plants, animals and love.

ʚ ✮ ɞ you know misono alicein from the day he was born; you were an inseparable part of his childhood and adolescence, he actually grew up thinking that you're his big sister, not really acknowledging the fact that you come from separate family. when he matured a bit, with some dose of embarrassment, he realized his silly childish mistake, but the way he treates you never changed. he trusts you with his life and always seeks for you whenever he needs comfort or advice. you made his childhood less lonely, bringing fun and happiness every child deserve to know. you were always so smart and cool and he always looked up to you and your kind personality shaped his belifs, his deep care of people he loves the most. misono knows he can always count on you, no matter what, but this knowledge motivates him to be this kind of support for you. he just wants to repay you for all the kindness and love you gave him, but he can be very clumsy in showing his gratitude. expect a lot of expensive gifts, not always practical, but always given with purest intention of saying two things: "thank you for being here for me" and "i love you"

ʚ ✮ ɞ you met kuro and his eve through your dear boyfriend and you immediately found common ground. servamp of sloth really likes your calming presence and your sweet voice. it's a dangerous combo: it's so lulling that he can't help but fall asleep on you every time. it's very cute when he's in his cat form, he purrs and sometimes makes biscuits on you. but, unfortunately for you, one time he happened to fall asleep on you in his human form, pinning you to the ground and depriving you of oxygen. ouch.

mahiru always apologizes for his servamp's behaviour, even if he probably should be already used to it. he finds it very embarassing, because he might have tiny, really really tiny crush on you. you're just so kind and pretty and you have such great morals and way of living and... and he's crushing hard. it started with great admiration of your persona, but developed pretty quickly, and now you have mahiru pinning for you from afar, not really knowing what he should do.

telling you about his feelings would be the simplest and most preferable way, but he doesn't really want to destroy pretty good friendship you have. not to mention that he really values your boyfriend and doesn't want to bring up any unnecessary drama to your perfect relationship. that, and also the fact that he can be very awkward around you. yeah. i guess not doing anything is the best option for him for now.

ʚ ✮ ɞ you met youtarou by accidentally bumping into him on a street, causing his knitting needles and yarn fell to the ground. you started apologising and helped him collect all of his belongings, he just laughed it off, telling you it's alright. then he looked at your pretty face, smiled and asked if you'd like him to make you a scarf, because he recently bought new yarn which colour would amazingly highlight your eyes. due to your friendly personalities, within minutes you became good friends, and with each subsequent meeting your bond grew stronger. he's a fun guy, always knows the best places to eat something sweet, his compliments are always heartwarming and he always wants to spend time with you doing something crafty, like when he offered teaching you how to knit when you showed your admiration to a scarf he made for you.

ʚ ✮ ɞ youtarou is a strong believer of saying "friend of a friend is my friend" so it's almost certain that shortly after meeting him you get to meet gear. and gear is… aloof, at first. sure, he's always polite, but it will take him a moment to warm up to you. but once he comes to like you, it's like getting another family member in a friend package. he's snarky, he's protective and somehow affectionate. gear is interested in your opinions, hobbies and general life. he really wanted to meet licht to see what kind of man you're dating (ngl he just wanted to judge your taste), and after getting to know your precious violence angel he can honestly say that he approves. he already self-proclaimed himself a grandfather to your future kids. gear is no.1 fan and supporter of your and lichts relationship, might or not have asked youtarou to make him support sweater with inscription like "tillicht forever"

ʚ ✮ ɞ there is also one more person close to your heart, whom you think about often; a friend, you like to think even if you don't know his name. it's amazing how many times you've met this man. in the park, in a cafe, on the street... never with the intention of seeing him, on a pure coincidence. you both found it funny, so always in such situations you talked a bit. you shared with him many meaningful and deep conversations, talking about dreams and plans for the future. he confided in you about his failed dream of becoming an architect, but you just smiled and said that it's never to late and that you keep your fingers crossed for him. time passed and you stopped seeing him anywhere, just assued he moved out. this acquaintance might've been brief, yet somehow it was very meaningful for you and you still remember it with a smile on your face.

whenever an interesting architecture piece catches your attention, you wonder where he might be now and if he managed to achieve his goal. you really hope so, he seemed to be so kind.